mahyrah :]

2010-06-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since I last updateeeeee .

(:
Okay , not that good .
Busy with SLTC preparations , SYF trainings , Homeworkss ! I'm tired , super tired . There's not a day I can rest .

I've been sick , past few days . ):
Short updatee ,
I MISSED ALOT OF FUN WITH PIXELS SIAH ! ):

2010-04-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

Omg , I very longg never update le .

Lets talk about Friday only .
Morning , woke up lazily , dragged myself to school . School wasn't school loh . Super slack . I like sleep in most classes lah . Then last period , I chcked my phone , then I realise Yan Yi msged me go met Mrs Aziz at GO . Then I go rush find Ashraf at 3/8 . Then we go run down , then Mr Sam told us she go off le . I was like , 'We ran for nothing siah!' . Then Mr Sam was kind enough to msg Mrs Aziz for us . He didn't mind Ashraf using phone in front of him . Then we walked back slowly to class . Then Ashraf was being sick , he said some things . His otak , confirm cacat siah . Then , went back in class , last ten minutes , I was horsing around . Then sing song , then released at 11.30 . Then go ws eat at ,acs with Yulikha and Aisyah then go pharmacy buy some sodium chloride for Yulikha's brother , then me and Aisyah go back school . Go take the boards . Then home , bathed , prepared and was twenty minutes lateee . Aisyah was waiting under my void deck . SORREH ! (: Then bused to E-hub , bought the ribbon for Mr Leong , then go meet Filza , Yulikha at ws . Izzah was late . Aisyah wanted to eat , then after that , met up with Wulan , she passed me her board . That's when I remember Aisyah forgotten to bring her boards . Then rush her house . Then we took Cab go Raffles hotel cos if we go back interchange take Mrt , confirm late . Then Ite , we Superduperuber early . We got around one hour siah . Then we walk walk , then go hotel . Izzah keep don't let me tie hair . Then snap here and there , then go in . Super cold , yet they say hot ! Pfft . Then msg , msg . then home . Outside the hall , snap again , then home with Wybert , Jaslyn , Yulikha and Izzah . Aisyah go meet her family at Starbcks . Wybert , perangai siah . Idk how to cool him down . He was angry , then just layan him . Jaslyn was like a drunkard . Keep making jokes and laughing at herself . Then at PR , wanted go meet the rest at Macs , then most of the people go home le . Then just went hme . Took bus with Jaslyn . Wybert walked home . Then reach home around 12 am . Damn tired , scary . Go home , shower , sleep ! Woke up late next morn . Tired ttm !

Sat at hme , slack , sleep . Watched Down With Love . Two weeks missed it alr . Sad or whut ? Msged Amir till two plus am . Ditched him through the night . Slept .

Morning , woke up damn tired cos of Amir ! Then go class , msged him again . Pissed off with him today .

Oh , tired ! Gdnight readers .

2010-04-07T21:40:00.002+08:00

Everyday is like the same routine , School , home , sleep , school , home , sleep ..
Its tests everyday . ):
Tomorrow is Math test .
Luckily Mrs Ho was being nice and give our class an open book test for physics . We kinda tricked her . IH test coming up . Bzz . Mid years coming . Die le . I'm tired of doing hw ! Ncdcc , have to find 4 more people for speech day usher , this Saturday , Anyone ? I got new full U plus boots le . Its tired , tired life .

My beds calling me and the lappy bidding me goodbye .
(:

2010-03-27T18:15:00.002+08:00

Shitass week .

Homeworks , are like so expectedd . Darn tired , sleepy and stressing in school .
Almost every lesson , I'll shout to the class ask them Sleep . Then the teacher will give me the whatthefuck look .
Malay is more boringg ! I thought it was single period , it turned out to be double . Then to add to the problem , Nabil , he seating near me , then He find problem with Mdm Siti , then all attention was on my side . I can't even close my eyes for a second to sleep . Fishheadcurryporkchop !

I was sibeh hyper last period , at the comp lab . Then took one hour to change to full u , bun hair . Actually not all the time spent to change and tie hair . I took only two minutes to change . I was spending time , singing , taking pictures , and locking Aisyah and Trishh in the class . (: I rockkkk . Then go eat lunch , go slack around . Then cca , learn how do the 7 knots . I pissed off with myself siah . Sir Naiim teach me a million and one times , how tie the bowline and fisherman knot I still forget . -_-" Then I fell when the sec one girl tripped me . My hand bleed . I wanted to endure all the way . Then it was too unbearable , I cried . amalia go tell Sir . Then I cannot control already , I cried like shit ! Then put some cream on the wound and put ice pack on my knee . My knee pain like fuck . I cry like no tomorrow . Shervinn , Julie , Wulan and Tuti came and tried to cheer me up . They were telling me jokes . Then I keep cry cos Karmelia keep put the ice pack on my knee . Then Nabil help me take my bag and Trishh , Aisyah and Yulikha send me home . Yulikha send until interchange only . Then they die die say ,
We must be responsible citizens . Must send you till your doorstep ' . Everytime I limp , Aisyah will do the 'Left , left , left right left . ' They saw me through my door .
Thanks ayyeee .

I was trying to walk the whole night . It hurts alooot ! I feel so useless , when I only can take two steps and fall . Stupid !

I'm tired .

2010-03-19T18:57:00.003+08:00

Omgg . I'm so tired . I have yet to sleep my fill for later's Night Orienteering .
Shall talk about just now .

Morning , woke up at 6.30 pray . Then told myself sleep half an hour , wake up by 7 get ready . Then I woke up at 7.15 am . First word in my mind was , DIE ! Then rushed . I missed the bus . Stoopidly , I still sat there at the bus stop for like twenty minutes waiting for the bus . Lol . Then I go school , I realise that art class starts at 9 , not 8 . Wth ! Luckily I bring my eng book . I wait while I do eng . Then met up with Jie , then sit with Kenny . He damn funny can ? Then go art class . Paint , paint . Then go off . Then go have breakfast at Kfc with Yulikha , Xinni , Jasmine and Kexin . Then me and Yulikha off to Xinni's crib . Then otw to busstop , saw Adila . Then ajak her also . Then we go there , talk talk , search search , then at last Whack Xinni . She still haven't do hw . WTH !
Then at last go home . Bus-ed home . Bus to outside Town Park . Walk with Adila to Ehub . We go find the Tee guy . He then say tmrw then can collect , FTW ! Then go home loh . Made Adila walk me home then ask her take bus from my house that side . I love you ttm kay ? XOXO . Then reach home , realised one of the house in my opp block on fire . The red rhino was under the void deck . Then bathed , had lunch , then play comp till now .

Fyi , Wybert ,
I won't give you chance to take vid of me while playing the see-saw .
Xinni told me your 'great' planns . (:

A dream that couldn't come true ,
is no longer a dream .
Its time to face reality that its all illusion .

IAABD !

2010-03-18T16:32:00.003+08:00

OMGG !
This week is a wholelot of hell .
Hw , Phone , class , Night Orienteering .

There's like fishheadmuttoncurryporklimbs truckload of hw !
I struggling do physics siah .
~Pfft .
Then Phone ,
My phone tio confiscate cos bill . Wo hui si de leh !!
Then classes . I've been waking up late for these classes .
Then Night Orienteering . Idk when can I wake up / start sleeping . PFFT .

I making Privvate blogg already . Those who wanna view , must tell kay .
I'll update on the privv blog soon .

2010-03-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

Today FUNNN !

Art Class w/ twofivee .
Breakfast w/ Yulikha , Jasmine , kexin , Xin Ni , Fareesa .
Lunch w/ Wybert , Nicholas , Jin Wee and Xinni . Didn't eat . Just pei them go eat .
Movie w/ Wybert , Nicholas and Xinni .
Pasir Ris Park Walk / Mangrove walk w/ Wybert , Nicholas and Xinni .
Swingg w/ Wybert , Nicholas and Xinni .

Mostly today was spent with Xinni , Wybert and Nicholas .
It was funn with them.
They keep scaring me during the walk . At the Movies , damn funny .
I was hugging Xinni cos damn cold .
Then Nicholas and Wybert keep laugh . -.-'
Then people cold , Wybert take out his shoe say very hot . !?!
Then half way through show , Wybert play with the table that was together with the chair .
He let it go with a loud bang . Like whatthehell .
I swear if go movies with Nicholas and Wybert damn noisyy .
Then we walk around Ehub , order the tee , then go downtown the pond there .
We were planning to teach Xinni how to cycle cos she dk how to .
Then she dw . ~Pfft . Then at last go home around 5.30 or so .

MY PHONE CANNOT MSG !
After my younger sist bring to her camp , she come back cannot use.
Whatthehell !?!?!
Shall change to another Nokia / Sony .
I need another phone badly !

>Nicholas , Your future lies in my hands and Xinni . :DD
>Safarah , I Relink soon kay ? You concentrate on your SNCO course first .
>Xinni , where got help him ?

MLSCTAB!

A painful journey lies ahead ,

2010-03-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

Habisha , Endiy and Saffy been asking me to relink them time and time again . :D
Wait when I free kay ?

Today , I woke up so early , bathed , had breakfast , watched Ellen Degeneres , Then sleep again . Hahah ! My mum woke me up , then I sleep again . At last , I woke up properly at 4 pm . Whatthehell lah . I mopped the house four times leh . I super tiredd . Then watched tv , bathed and here I am . I didn't know Holidays are so boring as this one .
Btw , I've broken the news to my mummy . I told her I failed three of my subjects . She was almost going ballistics when I told her I failed Art . ITE , she said next time work harder and ask for help if you don't understand . She gave me tips how to juggle my time summore . She rock lahh .
Today I like slave siah . My elder sist go out early morn just got home around 7pm . My brother haven't yet got home . My younger sist sleeping like pig cos she just came back from camp .
Idk whether I can wake up for Art class tmrw . After art class , we goinng watch movieee . :))
Cannot waitt . I meeting Alan also to discuss the Tee .

Reminder twofivee,
All the Design for class tee should be handed in to me lately by 22nd March .
Late submission won't be accepted / cast during voting .
Xoxo ,
Syaff .

It hurts me alot to recall the words you said .

2010-03-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

This week super funn .

Wednesday had test back to back , Maths then IH .
CCM , Then had late lunch/early dinner w/ Kexin , Xin Ni and Jasmine .
Went Ehub . Then go walk around then go home .

Thursday , Track and Field Meet .
I felt the joy that spurs me on after seeing the flag that the Sec 2 LBC trainees painted being shown to the whole stadium . Then after that , go Changi Airport macs do Ihum Project . They played a prank on me till I sprained my leg again . It aggrevated my leg injury ! Pfft , The whole day , I gave them theh cold shoulder . Met up with Fareesa and Trishh . Then go home .

Friday , CIP/GGD(Go Green Day). Morn assembly , Fuck bored . Damn cold somemore . Then GGD activity , Games , Recess , Assembly again . I pissed off w/ Fongster siah . He don't let me play cos of my leg . I keep say its okay , he still don't let me play . Fuck . Then Assembly by the disabled thingy . Then celebration . Then Go playground there , slackk .
This is what happened :
I go playground with Wybert , Gi Ying , Jin Wee , Xin Ni and Wei Zhong . We playing Daidi under the void deck . Then Fareesa come , then she suddenly throw flour . I was like wtf ! Then I run away lah . We run go another blck . Then they call me go back minimart . They play flour somemore . Then Yulikha keep ask us go . Kexin and Gi Ying sit there while the rest walk off . Then Gi Ying and Kexin tio caught by Mdm Siti . Then they tried to cover up for us . Then at last , Adila , Yulikha and I decided to own up that we were with them but , we damn fuck innocent . Then Write report , Then go clean the void deck there . Alot of places to clean leh . The rest who go off , came back . Then Mdm Siti so good let us off . Then we go out school go mininmart . Wybert keep say , lets celebrate and bash again . Once bitten , twice shy . Then walked home with Wybert and Fareesa . Then reached home , Then bathed , go Ws , Then helped my younger sist pack her things for camp . I slept at around 12 .

Saturday ,
Had Service Day . Woke up abit late . I got Daddy to send me to school before sending my younger sist . Then uniform inspection , then boarded the bus . Go St. Pats . Fuck big . Then go door-to-door knock . Fuck scary siah . Alot of flats kena splash by paints . Then finished early . So go home early . Mr Chung got the bus captain to send us at Ws . Then had lunch with Safarah , Nadhirah and Habisha . Then go library , Slack till fuck cold . Then go home . No one was at home . Cooked instant noodle , watch television , play comp .

I failed 3 subjects .
Lit , Math and Art . I scared show my mummy my results .
I damn tiredd .

2010-03-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

OMGGGG !
I'm super busy studying that I've no time to update bloggeh .

So , update abit only .

*Got badges for uni alr. :D
*Cheerleading competition on Monday !!!
SUPPORT ADVENTURERS pls & thanks . :DD
*I got A1 for my English exposition !
*Most of the tests over . Left Math and IH test . :(
*Sports dayy cominggggggg ! 11.03.10
*My mummeh changed my plan to unlimited msges alreadyyyy ! :DDDDDD
*Pe is getting funnnnnnnnnn!
*I got billions of blister on my foot cos wear boot :((
*I went out with Trishh just now and we played at the swinggg .
Ps, I still don't know how to swing myself .
Pfft .

I'M TIREDD ! My mummeh , daddeh and brother go family futsal .
I watching Down with Love .
Nicenice . I guess sleeping soon .

Goodnight folks .

A painful journey lies ahead ,

2010-02-22T21:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday George Kor !
You seventeen le . So old . Hees .
Okay , must remember , 140210 ,
You were my kor since that day . :D

Today , Maths double period , physics double period and MT double period . Damn boring can ?I slept during maths . Yesterday had religious class . I was msging Saffeyh when she was right behind me . HAHAH ! I begged my mum send me home after class . So , I can fold hearts for kor . So , she sent my siblings and I home , then I go down buy three packets of straw . I go home , fold the straws make heart shape . Tiring can ? Then slept around 12.30 am liddat finish all the hearts . Find container all , then write him a small note . Then bla bla .
MY MUM BOUGHT FOUR FCKNG PHONE !
iphone , Nokia 5230 and 2 sony phone . She use iphone , my younger sist got the Nokia . I wanted change phone but is Sony . I don't like sony lah . Damn ! Then sleep . woke up abit late . So didn't managed to go help with the banner thingy . Then didn't managed to give announcement for adv cheerleaders . Then at last , gt to meet my kor , give him the present . I FOLDED 230 HEARTS FOR HIM ! I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF ! Hees .
Then Mr Fong keep kpkb say why he's outside our class . Crap lah . He keep wanna take my phone say I too rich thats why can give him my phone . I keep call him cos I don't understand maths mah . Then he keep go MH , then don't layan me . I pissed off le with him then say I dw study le , then he say I think of myself nia . FTW ! He got prob de lah . I very pissed w/ him this few days loh . Then recess , go w/ Rachel , Karyss & LingH. Funneyh can ? We exchanged ezlink card see the picture . Lol ! Then Physics , do lab work . Then MT , actually do class test . Then she print the paper we gt do before , so at last both period go through hw . I pissed off w/ Nabil and Amri can . I keep dw talk to them . Then I talk to Amir & Rusyaidi . They keep call me Tabii . Gt problem de these two guys . But funn ah talk to them . Better then the Nabil and Amri . I keep swing my hair at them . Then after school , had lunch tgth w/ 12 ppl . Adila , Fareesa , Jasmine , Kexin , Tricia , Yulikha , Nigel W. , Jason , Reuben , Wei Zhong , Wybert annd ME ! haha . Then go Plygrnd slack . Then Jin Wee also follow . Then Yi Jie , came back frm Dunman , so he also stay for a while . Then go teach Fareesa Cheerleading , then Yi Jie , Nigel W. and Wybert keep pull my hair . I tie , they pull , I tie they pull . Irritating leh . Then walk home w/ Trishh . I dw go home mah , so we sit at the void deck , had a h2h talk . Sad leh , I cry cry . then See MR SAM . He was at LYPS . Lol ! Then see Ms Loi . She keep say we don't waste time sit hee do nthg . She dumb lah . anyhow say . SHeesh . Then go home . Reach home arnd 7 liddat . TIREDDD ! I hvnt do DNT ! NB ! Die le . Haven't do eng also ... Cnfrm Die !

Wei Zhongg ,
You wont get fired de lah .
Just do a better job kay .
:D

I can't stop tearing .
You're words are killing me .
Goddamnit !

Life's tough

2010-02-20T15:39:00.002+08:00

Fyi Wei Zhong , Xin Ni means more to me . HAHAH !

Had CCA yest . Before that talked to Mdm Yap after school . Then had lunch then go paint . Jek Ee , Najwan and the other guy dk my name . Then they keep making names for me . They keep say my name Siti , Aisyah , Suhana , Nadia , and all crapp . Then at last they call me fire girl . Cos I was wearing the Unit Tee . Then they call me fireman , then I say man not nice . So Firegirl . Lol ! Then CCA had this amazing race at PRP . I group 5 with Nabil , Liyana , Sheem Ying , Nicholas , Wen Xuan , Amin and Lutfi . We won firstt ! Happeyh can ? Then go back school . I swear Mr Faizal damn good actor . I really thought our unit didn't gt the gold unit again . Then at last he cheat our feeling . Hahah . Then we sang 'We got gold' song that Mr Faizal created . Funneyh . Then did NCD cheer and another cheer the Seniors created . 'Gold' cheer . Lol . Then had dinner with Trishh , then home . Reached home about 8.30 or so . Slept freaking early at 9.30 !

Woke up abit late . Then go school . Had painting and Cheerleading practice . Its difficult being the captain loh ! I was fucking angry at everyone just now . Only Sheryl and Eunice were punctual . I called everyone and gave them 15 mins to reach school . At last , we started training at 9 . We learned few steps , jumps and position . Now , I analysing the position everyone standing cos only half the team was there . Didn't do painting in the end . Then had lunch with Shiying , Adila and Kexin . Bused home after that . I'm going down after this . My baby cousin at the playground . No one's home . All go down play with him .

Jealousy is not an option .

2010-02-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

Some people jealous , so I will publicly write this kay ,

Everyone in 2/5 tried to make me feel good .
Especially , Wei Zhong and Xin Ni !
Haha .

Lol can ?
Just now mrng woke up at 7 sharp ! W/o alarm leh . Haha . I was dead sleepy . I walked to school plugging in . I need to sleep so badly ! Then reach school , Ayuni suddenly come up to me . She reminded me that all sec two go assemble at hall . Then go loh . I come only , the hall freaking cold . So , Ayuni and I was standing outside the door . We played scissors-paper-stone . Who win go in , lead the way . Haha . We're lame , I swear . She won , so she lead me . Then we walk one big round then find 2.5 . Msged Kor , then off my phone . I good girl ! Haha . actually not . I was scared they will spotcheck us or smth . Then after that , all the LBC trainees go meeting . Then Mr David keep ask people go paint the banner . Cos only I've been coming back go paint . Then release , Bevin , Nicole and I , we go ask for key . Cos They wanna paint . Mr David said I must be there cos they don't know what to do . Maths test , NO HOPE ! I sit there write my name and class and date , then read first qn . Mr Fong looked at me , then I look at him , then I shook my head like showing him that I cannnot make it . Die liao . Sacrificed recess . We in the leader's room , talk talk , laugh laugh . Funny de . Then I first reach class . Then Dumb keep say to Qi En , 'See Tard , she Emo .' . I was like wtf . Daniel still calls me Tard ?!? >reTARD . Stuppidd . Then Had Eng , slack slack . Cos got grp discussion . Then my group finish le mah . So slack lohh . Tired leh . Then History , go through corrections for test . I aced my test ! WEE ! Then DNT . Normal loh . Then lunch , I like wanna cry siah . 2.5 like become the meeting point for all the sec 1 girls loh . Then CCM. Teacher let us slack . so plug in with Adila , told Nabil the 'thingy' , Made him guess what's F.Y.N.T.T.M. , and talked to Ayuni . Haha . I multi-task well . Then After that I straight go leader's room . I holding key mah . Then at first I alone . Then more and more people come cos Mr David told them come in the morn . So I just told them what to do loh . Then Bevin keep changing her plan . She abit weird de . Then they all left , so I was in the room all alone . I was scared at first , So I plugged in and blast . Then wait for Shaiful and Shafik come back after washing the brushes . Then go take form for PTC . I lost it leh . I ask my parents sign liao , then lost . Fugg . Blabla . Then go Tamp , was supposed to wait for my kor loh . Then he keep don't answer his phone . Then at last meet Adila and Fareesa . Made them take MRT . They go PR , I go Eunos meet Kexin . Then had a h2h talk with Jasmine . She ery funny loh . Then I go home around 7.30-8 liddat . Go home , Mummy ask faster shower then eat Dinner , then finish homework . She then got mad cos my sist bill burst like shit ! Hahah ! I good girl leh . ROFLMAO !
Today I had two H2H talk . One with Jasmine , the other w/ Jurah .
But the one with Jurah , halfway cos the CCM teacher came in . But it was so sad talk ! :(

Dedicated ,

To my one and only Kor , George Koh !
You very good loh . Ask me wait , then you dk go where .
I don't tell you anything liao ah .
BTW , I made my way to Eunos and found her okay .
Sadly , you missed it .
Hahah . I shan't be so bad .
But you ps me there all alone wait for you .
Anyway , you still have to show me the msg kay .
Or I don't ask her for you liao .
ILY ttm , xoxo ,
Syaff mei . :D

You said , 'It hurts being lied , '
but you don't know how much it hurts to lie to you for good .

2010-02-12T20:20:00.002+08:00

Stayed back after school with Fareesa and helped paint the sports day banner . We paint and paint then while we were talking about creepy things , Najwan suddenly behind us . We shout so loud . Then he keep on laugh at us . Then paint alot liao , Najwan asked us to packed up cos the school is gonna be locked soon . Then we walked down , then Mr David came out from the toilet , then he had a talk with Fareesa then me and Najwan kepo wait for her to find out what happened . Then when Fareesa said what Mr David said to her , Najwan and I laughed . Haha . Then walked to WS , then took bus home . As we walked pass subway , saw Darwiis , Rahman and the other sec 3s inside . Darwiis waved , so waved back . (Syahh , jealous?) Then home . Tired ! I dirtied my shirt with red paint . Its super dirtyyy !

Life sucks , I swear !

2010-02-12T19:23:00.002+08:00

Idk why but I've been crying my eyes out thsi few weeks . I feel so sad and angry . It hurts to cry everytime . But I can't stop . Nicholas keep telling me to relax and be strong , but I can't . I can't , Nicholas , I can't ! Something bad happened today , I wanted to cry but I didn't dared to . Nabil tried to make me feel good . But Idk why , I feel so mean . So , mean !

Syafiqah dear ,
Sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me .
I know I was bad to let you cry there alone .
But , I really couldn't take it myself .
Its my fault , if only I could be stronger .
I'm trully sorry okay ,
ILY ttm .

There's alot of things on my mind . I can't seem to take it off my mind . I tried all methods possible to relax , its just oh-so-impossible ! I've been crying and crying myself to sleep .

My phone spoil ! FUG !

Yet another day of misery ,

2010-02-06T17:38:00.004+08:00

On Friday had two periods of PE , two periods of Art and single period of English . PE was funn ! Our class rocks ttm siah ! Art , I was damn sleepy when Mdm Lina was explaining to my table and Rachel's about the clouluring for the something something . I forgotten . I tried to stay awake . Then Nabil kept on coming over disturb . When he call Syaf , sometimes I thought its Syam . So I won't respond . Then he kept calling Mahirah . -.-' I got used to it already . CCA was kindda okay . The most funniest part is when Jeremy forgot the Singapore pledge . I couldn't stop laughing sia . Safarah , Nadhirah , Fatin , Nabil and I got chosen for SYF ! I'm like loking fowrward to it already . (!!) After CCA , sat with Adila , Fareesa and Yulikha . Then Yulikha go home . Then we walked to WS . Bought ice-cream . Took a tour around WS , then Fareesa go home . Adila finished her ice-cream then we go home . She took 17 while I took 358 . I slept on the bus siah . I damn tired .

Today , woke up at 6.30 am . Bathed , pray all and then got ready go school for Sports Day Banner Painting . Daddy fetched me to school . Fun siah . But I dirtied my skirt while painting the sports day banner , dangg ! I go help paint and draw the house flag also . Then the sec twos like not happy with some of the sec threes . So , yeah . Then 2/5 LBC trainees who went for the painting session and Wen Zhen go have lunch . Then Nabil go off . Then go OCBC bank accompany Kexin . Then Adila damn suay . She stand/lean everywhere also will open something de . She opened the door of the meeting room and the cabinet . Then in the bus , got this auntie sit beside Adila . Then suddenly the bus captain come to us . I thought what siah . Skali the auntie never pay the bus fare . She look blur blur . I wanted to help her but then the captain walk away . Then he sighed and shook his head . Funny siah . I'm tired ! :(

I can't stop myself ,

2010-02-06T15:57:00.002+08:00

Idk why , but I can't stop crying this whole week . Its such a sad week .
There's alot of things going on . I've been crying myself to sleep this few days . I couldn't even concentrate in class . I kept on thinking of the incident the other day . I couldn't stop thinking of it . I just cried , cried , cried and cried . Every morning , I will wake up with red eyes . On Thursday , I woke up at 6.45 , bathed and prepared to go school . I left at 7.30am . Outside my house , I was asking myself , 'Will I be able to come back to this place evr again?' . Then I started crying . I cried as I walked to school . When I reached school , alot of people asked me why my eyes red , I can't helped but lied that I slept late . Then suddenly , halfway during the morning assembly , my eyes can't hold back any longer and I broke down . Then unfortunately our class got spot check . I tried to look okay . But , Mdm Yap saw through my act . After the spot check , she brought me out and talked to me . At that time , I cried so much that I thought that there'll be no end . I just cried and let my heart out . I thought I could feel better . But then , I still felt the same . At home , I cried and cried . There's nothing else I could do . I just can't take it anymore . I tried to stop but its like a running tap . There's alot weighing on my mind . Too much that it could just explodes . It sucks so much to tear every single time !

Throw me away , if you really hate me .
Don't make me stay and suffer .

Missing ,

2010-02-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Fug , its so sudden .
I miss talking to Bimbo already .
Its only been a few hours ago since I talked to him and now ,
I need my missing piece , but I know ,
Its not with him .
):

C-U-R-E M-E !

I hate this feeling !

2010-02-02T21:51:00.001+08:00

There's something bugging me this few days .
I can't even concentrate in class .
I feel like , there's a part of me missing , lost , wandering around aimlessly .
What's it exactly ?

Smile , an everlasting smile

2010-02-01T12:19:00.004+08:00

Tried damn fugging hard to post yesterday ! But I was busy downloading songs so no time .

Had Kayaking expedition on Saturday . Went to tanah merah interchange with Dinah , Aisyah and Arina . Didn't picked Arina up ITE . Then go Tanah Merah take bus go CCAC , then briefing then life saving test then kayak . When doing the life saving test , we had to walk backwards to the sea . then float ourselves . I was with Arina and two other boys . Hands interlocked , then suddenly my leg was in the water . I like sibeh shocked lah . Then I shout . Sheesh . Paired up with Sumadi , idk from what school . ^^ At first I was thinking my head , is he mute ? He could only shake his head , nod and do the 'idk' shoulders . Sorry , I forgot the word . Kayak from Changi to East Coast , then back to Changi . Fun ! The going journey damn tiring and slow . The return journey , fun and fast ! Sumadi kept on rocking the boat and everytime he did that , I'll scream damn loud ! Then he ask his friend row their kayak to us then shake the boat . I keep shouting siah . -.-' Then showered . Then set off to Tanah Merah . Took MRT to Simei , had dinner with Aisyah A. , Arina and Dinah . Then took MRT to PR , then bus-ed home . I swear I was fugging tired !

Monday morn , in class , I was damn pissed with somebody . Then I keep on hitting the table and say 'Bitch' . Aisyah knows . After school had lunch with Fareesa , Aisyah and Trishh at BK . Lepak-ed at PG with Nigel L. , Wei Zhong and Trishh . We talked and talked and talked till 6.30 pm . I was like emo-ing , then hyper , then emo . Sheesh . Wei Zhong and I were like counting how many bus 39 has passed . Quite a few . Then Wei Zhong made me bus-ed home with him . But its okay though . He was sweet enough to lend me his sister's 'The Pearl' book . He say he got extra . I didn't believe at first . Cos I scared he won't study (!!) At home , did Physics , Maths , and read up on 'The Pearl' . After that , I go polish my nails . I forgot to polish boots siah !

Just now morn , asked Daddy send me go WS instead of school . Meet up w/ Kexin and George and Justin . I was like , 'Shit , George is gonna be there and I never polish boots . If he scold how ?' Then Kexin keep on say , if she's there , George don't dare scold me . Sheesh . The rushed to school . At first we thought we late leh . Then quite early . Then during CLD , I polished my boots . First two periods , maths . Fareesa self-swop her seat . She sit in front of me . Then Lit , me and Aisyah self-swop with each other . I sat beside Nabil and we were having test . Then Nabil keep on asking , how to spell Coyotito and the evidence . Then Daniel , who was on my left , kept calling me 'Tard' (!?!) Short form of Retard . GAD ! Cos I keep saying he dumb . Blab . Physics , English , MT . Mt was in the lab . I already have runny nose last two days now , its more severe loh . Damn (!!!) CCA was fun much ? Not that fun lah . Involved in Total defence thingy . Had dinner w/ Ayuni and Ming Yee . This George funny de . People ask him go wait at the entrance , he go enter then wait at the platform . Funny loh . Then Kexin kept calling me , then I keep say , 'Sorry wrong number' . Then hang up . Bus-ed home after that .

There's nothing for you to hide !
I thought we were good ,
But I guess I'm wrong .
Its obvious that you don't trust me .
"Crazing" over some other person when you're with another person .
You're such a hypocrite !

Much happier days ahead.

2010-01-29T22:46:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating ,

Had cca today . Juniors came . But I swear that they all ABF ! Whatever siah ! Mr F said every cca wear Full U cos of some reasons . Damn ! Tomorrow gonna have a kayaking expedition . Go pick Arina up at Eunos then go Tanah Merah . Via MRT ah . Dinah and Aisyah Adila also coming . Should be sleeping now ! D: Sheesh . :/ Instead I'm downloading songs !

Short post , cos I'm tired .

Tag Replies ,

> Syahh , OMG , she's so cute , NOT !

>Ilina , Welcome dear . You're not alone .

>Xin Ni , I Love You Truckloads Too !

>Wei Zhong , Thanks . :D H&K .

Its an undescribable feeling ,

2010-01-24T21:27:00.002+08:00

Have you ever felt that you're unwanted in this world ?
You're sitting by with no one you could ever find to talk to ,
with no one who would ever think of you , care for you or even love you .
I wish I would never have this feeling ,
But how hard I wish , it just strucked to me ,
If it happens to me , what will I do ?
But it was all too late to think , It just occured to me lika a thunderbolt .
All I could do is cry my heart out .

Had a big argument with my parents .
After that , I locked up in my room and cried .
I cried , and cried till my eyes sore .
"If you wanna go jump down , go ! Nobody will care anymore , "
What if someone said those hurtful words to you , what will you do ?
I even thought of stabbing myself with a knife .
Then suddenly , Ilina's and Xin Ni's face were all over in my head .
I couldn't do anything but cry helplessly .
Everytime I think about what happened just now , I feel like ending this chapter of my life and not being a burden to anyone .
I just don't have the guts to do it .
I felt like , all these 13 years that I've spent with them is worthless .
Nothing is treasured .
I just feel lost in my own house .
I was asking myself , 'Is this the correct house I'm in ? Are these people my family?'
I feel like in a foreign country when I'm in my own house .
There's absolutely nothing I can do to find my own way out .

It was a burden to see you cry. :'(

2010-01-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

This post is for my one and only Baobei , Ilina Nu Er .

Baobei ,
Don't cry okay . Whenever you cry , I feel hurt .
Although I know that I am not the one causing you the pain , the pain that you suffer is more heart wrenching to me .
Mummy understand your pain . But if you cry , it won't salvage their relationship . You have to stay strong .
I promise , you'll have my support .
I just need you to promise me , stop smoking .
However stress you are , smoking won't help .
Stop causing hurt to yourself . Your blood drip is like millions of knive stabbed into me .
I will pray that everything will turn out fine .
Be strong , everyone will be here for you .
Just for you , baby .

Remember , don't keep your problems to yourself . Talk to someone ,
And remember that I love you nomatter what .

Mama can't bear to see you tear ,

Yet another day of misery ,

2010-01-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

I've been crying myself to sleep lately .
I don't know why ! But I don't feel right evrywhere ! I feel like everything , yes , EVERYTHING is not right . Stress , angry , sad , depressed , and sometimes , happy . I don't know what's taking over me .

I shall post about the interesting facts only .
Monday , First LBC training . Okay lah . Can tahan . :) Everything 2/5 volunteer to take charge ! The rest no initiative ! After that , hanged around with Nabil , Wei Zhong , Wybert , Nigel Wong , Ke Xin and Jek Ee Senior , Najwan Senior , Benjamin Senior and 1 more guy idk the name . Then walked to WS , then took 12 home with Wei Zhong . We talked , talked , talked .

Tuesday , Was the best day ever ! 19.01.10 ! Had a bee in our class early morning few minutes before morning assembly ! Whoever who was sleeping were wide awake . I was dodging frm the bee lah ! Then bla bla , PE ! Was super fun ! Played Cricket . 2 Periods of PE ! Mr David said our class is the best clas he have ever taught so far . The other class he took is sexist . ALways guys vs Girls . 2/5 10 ' is mixed de . We rock mahh ! I can hit the ball super far , Although I'm short . Jasmine kept on saying this game suitable for my height . Blab ! Then MT two periods in comp lab . Then I was laughing like mad with Yulikha and Aisyah ! Then CCA , Fun ttm . Had Physical Training then had games . Friday , time off , no CCA . Next Tuesday , New badge coming in ! Woohoo ! Then played already waited for dance to finish then went to WS with Ayuni , Ke Xin , Jasmine and Fareesa . In the end left me and Ayuni . around 6.45pm , Ayuni go meet her mum .Then I accompany her meet . Then Met A'tikah PRCS ! Then Adila came by also . They were ganging against me lah ! FTW ! Then met my younger sist and had dinner with her and her friends , Kaysie and Brian ( I think) . Guess what ? I'm shorter than them leh . Then their senior thought I was their friend . Then I said I am sec two not sec one . Then they went , 'Wah , So Short ! ' . I pissed off liao . 12-ed home . Reached home around 8 ++ . Mummeh , got some Police fair thingy . Daddeh picked Mummeh up and picked Eldest Brother up from school and reached home at 10 . I slept at ten , woke up at 5.45 am . Tiredd !

Wednesday , nothing much . The bee came back . Then the bee die die don't want to fly away stay at the light above Ilina and I . Then I moved my table all the way back then I keepp on shouting cos the bee keep flying near . MT in comp lab . Yazmil ( I think thats his name , ) Keep saying I act good ! Its a fact I cannot watch teevee on weekdays . Get that straight , aye . Then after school had lunch with Kexin , Tricia , Yulikha , Jasmine , Fareesa , Nigel , Wybert , Jin Wee , Nicholas , Zhen Feng , Daniel and Arie at Macs . Then some go home , some go playgr. Then go WS again , all go home left me and Tricia . We had a talk that made Tricia broke into tears in the library . I was like , 'OMG ! Trishh , don't cry ! ' Then accompanied Tricia go have Dinner and the 358-ed home . Reached home around 7 pm . I was tired and my muscles hurt !

I'm tweeting , Blogging , Facebook , MSN , Finding Pictures for DNT image board . Anfd I got Fei Lun Hai , Show Luo Zhi Xiang pict . I wanted to take FT Island and SS501 Picture but I scared no space . I still haven't do stationery organizer . :(

I shall end here , xoxo .

No amount of tears could bring you back ,

A great leap forward ,

2010-01-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

Nadhirah♥ Senior said my blog's weird . In what way ? Gush .

Sunday went picnic . The pictures not with me now , so cannot upload . Blabb .
Today had English , Art , D&T , IH and Music . IH I almost sleep loh . It was damn boring watching the video how Pearl Harbour was bombed . English was BOOMZ ! We watched Twillight but the starting part only . D&T had to make my own artifact that I design using cardoard , in about half an hour . Didn't finish , though . So brought home to finish . Gag ! Music watched Ice Age ! I read my story book , though . After school , I stayed back to decorate the class . Bought some grey tape and whiteboard marker . Organised the whiteboard . Then , helped Arisa with the motivational quotes . Then had my egg sandwhich that my Mummy prepared . Changed , locked the door , went to the basketball court , waited for Nabil . Then went to accompany Yulikha to the canteen . Then blabla , cca started . Practiced like a zillion times ! Wtf sia , my bomber mates were like commenting on this girl who act big fcuk . Like wtf seriously . I damn pissed off lah . She want to change this change that . God , get a life , ABF ! Then dismissed at 6.20 pm . Break sat with The Bimbo Partners . Those who came for NCD today will know . We were crapping . Reached home at 7 pm . Tired sia .

I have yet to do my homeworks !
-Physics
-Biology
-Literature
-D&T
-History .

Not everything pass up tomorrow . Only Bio pass up tmr . I did my maths already last week ! :D
"I'm proud of you Syaff , " *taps on the shoulder*

Gees , Art had to seat facing Wybert ! He keep on kicking my leg . (P.s. I'm the second shortest girl in 2/5 10' , which I wasn't in 1/5 09' ! Damn . )

I'm super pissed off today ! The whole day !
It started off like this ,

During recess , as I was walking with Aisyah , we bumped into Syafiqah Junior (Nabil's Niece) , Nazurah and Eugenia .
Syafiqah Junior (S) : Eh , Did you saw Nabil ? I'm finding for him ,
ME & Aisyah (M&A respectively ) : Errh , I think he's in the canteen .
Eugenia and Nazurah then walked away ,
S : You and Nabil Girlf , Boyf right ? I know .
M : No lah ! Who say ah ?
A : *Laughs like there's no tmrw*
S: *Tried to tell her the truth that we're not an item*
A : No lah , they girlf , boyf lah . *Putting salt to the wound*
I pissed off liao then walked away .

Under the main staircase tables , I was sitting with Ke Xin , Yulikha , Ayuni , Aisyah , Fareesa , Ilina & Xin Ni .
S : *Runs towards us* I know you with Nabil right ! I know !
M : No , no , no , no , no !
S : I know , I got see you both together together at Nabil's table .
A : No lah , actually she was there cos she wants to talk to me .
M : Ya lah ! Her seat is beside Nabil ! *Trying to make her understand*
S : I know lah , you don't lie , Nabil's brother (Referring to Naiim) told me already .
I sibey pissed liao , I ignored her and continued reading my book , Sorry dear .

CCA , I was sitting on the bench outside HOD room , talking to Nabil . Fatin and Amalia suddenly came and started 'coughing' . I was like WTF ! Then walked away .
During our breaks , Nadhirah suddenly ask me to sit down with her and asked ,
"You like Nabil ah ?"
I was like , saying No , No , No , No , No !
Guys , understand okay ! Its a complete NO !

To all those people who kept on asking about me and Nabil ,
We're just friends , good pals .
Sorry to disappoint you guys . (?!)
(P.s, Thanks ah , Naiim for telling some crap info ! )

Tomorrow , CCA orientation . Join NCDCC peeps :D
I'm tired ! Gonna end here .

I've at last had the courage to go up to you and talked , At Last !

:D

2010-01-08T22:14:00.003+08:00

Really short post cos I'm damn shag !

Tuesday had training . Then after training go ws had dinner with Yulikha , then got interviewed by this NIE guy whom I found familar . Then went home toook 12 . Then stalked the guy who interviewed Yulikha and I . I then realised he stayed across my block ! Reached home 7+ pm .

Wednesday had training for 1 hr . Then meet Kexin , Jasmine , Nigel , Nicholas , Wybert and Jin Wee at playgr. Then we played for some time , then walked to WS with Kexin , Nicholas and Nigel . Then took 358 home .

Thursday , waited for Aisyah since she got meeting while I do physics and biology homework in the canteen . Congrats to Karyss , for being the captain and Aisyah for being the vice-captain . Maintain the spirit of onefive 09' an twofive10' ! Blabb . Then went to WS with Kexin and Aisyah . Met up with Nigel . We went to library , borrowed books . We pressed Nigel very hard . If you get what I meant . Then Aisyah wanted to buy 7-11 cookies . Then accompanied her then we walked home . We walked and talked and we took ages to reach home ! At home , did homework . Stressed (!!!)

Just now had Physics , MT , Biology , English . Had two periods of Bio . Mr Ma was monotonous . I felt asleep in his lesson ! Mdm Norul sat beside me so it was difficult to close my eyes . Then I covered my eyes with my fringe . First time I'm sleeping in class sia . Ever since on Wednesday I said he was soft , he brought a microphone and the speaker and asked me whether he was still so soft . Then the whole class burst out laughing . Mdm Norul looked and me and keep on 'tsk'-ing . Then he gave break he say we look tired . Then during the break , EVERYONE slept ! Gees . Today had training again . 2.35pm - 6.20+pm . I was tired shit ! Felt like dying out in the bus . Reached home at 7.30pm . Tired . We practiced for the sec one orientation next tues . My legs felt like as if it was dislocated . The whole day I only had one egg sandwhich which my mum made , water cooler water , a cup of soya bean ! And I feel full . My Mummy bought for me Double Cheeese Burger . My legs feel like its gone ! Have you felt it before ?

And , Monday got training again , 3pm till we finish the whole fancy footdrill . Still have to do the class decorations . Homeworks are like heaps . I don't know whether I have enough energy to finish it all ! Damn !

Is it me or is it just us who's avoiding each other ?
Why do we go speechless when we bump into each other although we have alot to say .

A new life begins ,

2010-01-04T18:29:00.003+08:00

School was definitely great today except for the talk in the hall , I fell asleep !

Congrats to Mdm Siti for being our DM , and Mr Sam , Mr Ong & Mdm Ch'ng for having the right to arrest people . (!!) I was sarcastic aye . Anyway , Ms Siti deserves an applause though .
Back to business ,

FIRST DAY WAS GREAT !
I LOVE MY FT & CO-FT !
I'm definiely crapping today aye .

Anyway , I reached school around 6.50am . Then it was already drizzling and the lightning system was on . So walked under the stupid shelter . Then reached in front of bookshop then Lavina Senior (P.s. how do I spell your name ? ) . Then we talked for a while then I went up to my classroom . Actually I wanted to go 1/5 then I remembered about being in 2/5 . Then I went to find it . Otw to new class , talked to Nigel Wong . Blabb , then headed to class , I was one of the few who have arrived . Then sat behind with Min Hwee . Then we talked then Mdm Yap came in . At first I thought she was our FT . Then Mr Fong came in . ^^ Mr Fong actually quite nice de loh . He kindda joked with us . Kexin keep saying he pervert cos he say he must take every one of our picture . Then laughed and joked . I took the CIP rep or something . Mdm Yap kept on saying that its good for my future when I'm working and something about my portfolio . Its kinddof take or die situation . Recess bought milo from vending machine , then sit at hut after finished the drink . Then had some kinddof talk at the hall . Then otw out from the hall to go to basket ball curt for house meeting , Mdm Ch'ng stopped me . Say why my fringe liddat . She say must clip it up . Paisey leh . Then House Meeting . Sheikh keep asking Fareesa , Izzah and I to join cheerleading again . Then after much persuasion , we agreed . Managed to get Wulan dear to join too . Then after school go buy wb from bookshop . Then Aisyah and I go meet Kexin , Jasmine and Yulikha outside . Then go WS had lunch . Aisyah went home after that . We went to the library doodle doodle on my paper . Then headed home . Reached home found out one of my auntie passed away . Not really my auntie , my paternal uncle's mother-in-law . Considered my auntie ah . Sad much . Daddy go fetch my mum . I'm bored at home .

I think I'm suffering from insomnia . I couldn't sleep for a few nights already . Gosh , whats wrong with me !
I've been msging Tricia this whole day . And she kept calling me Dushebag . bzz . Nabil calls Iqbal , Adi and himself the fighters . ftw !

Therese , I miss you !

Tomorrow I got cca . Cool or what ? My cca rock though .

I tried to run away , but I just couldn't bear to leave you .

2010-01-02T17:01:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year ,

Hey , Its 2010 and I have a new wishes and hopes . A new mind to think of , a new life that I wish to spend memorably , and just a better year .

Watched the countdown at home . I wasn't in the mood to go out , so kindda begged my mum to stay indoors . Sad loh , don't have Hot Shot . I was looking forward to it luh . Sheesh . Then watched going home , chnl U . Slept rather late .

Woke up quite late . Then got ready for picnic . Went to East Coast Park around 2+ . Then when reach already suddenly got someone shout my name , I was like , wtf ! Then I looked around then I realised it was Arina . Lol ! Then find a spot to sit , then treat my dad to ice cream . Then go play with sand . We walked from end to the other end at the jetty there . Then my elder sist started burying my younger sist leg in the sand . I was playing with sand and walking near the water . Then they asked me to help , then help loh . They turned it into a baby cot after my sister get out from the sand . Walked back to our spot there . Then realised my aunty and family came already . Brought my baby cousin play with water . Then bathed him and then packed and headed home as it began drizzling . Had dinner at Bedok Corner . Then go my aunt's house . I managed to watched Hot Shot , Coffee Prince . Went home around 2.30+am . I sibey tired lah . Slept at 3 am .

Woke up at 12pm , today . I had migrane the moment I woke up . (!!) Shitty weekends . School starting in two days time . I have a lot of things to worry about ,

- What bag should I bring on the first day of school

- How should I tie my hair on the first day of school

- When am I gonna alter my skirt

- Where am I gonna find my socks

- Why isn't our class for 2010 can't be found in MLG

- Who's gonna be my FT and classmates

See , I used my 5W1H , Ms Ng JW . :D

I'm crapping ,

I shall end here .

See you on 04/01/10 , latest 7.15 am in school !

Do you feel my heart beating , do you understand ?

2009-12-31T20:47:00.003+08:00

Tag Replies ,

Nazurah!: PALLY >: I W TO CRY. STUPID SIM CARD. >:
>What's wrong with your SIM ? Chill aites .

Arina: Tagged & link me pls.
>Okayy , thanks for tagging btw .

xunming: ur cbox is weird D:
>Why ?

xunming: hey thanks
>Welcome ,

Even if I shed blood , will you even look back ?

Holidays are soon over ,

2009-12-31T19:54:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year ,

Dang , 2009 gonna be over soon ! Sad . I miss secondary one lifee ,
This few days have been going jogging with my elder sist at the hill behind my house . Run a few rounds , then go fitness corner and play badminton . Rough badminton . So , thats my life this few days . Tomorrow , Mummeh planning a picnic tomorrow . Today , not going out .

Tuesday 29th December ,
Planned to go school buy remaining books . Then at last change of plan , go JB . Daddy take leave . Then shopped like no one's business . I bought quite a few things , a new slipper , another sport shoe ( I have 3 already !) , a wallet , a top . We catched a movie too ! Super fun ! Had lunch at Stone Grill . It was delicious ! Its like a big stone , very hot . Then they put raw meat on top of the rock and the meat will cook over the heat . I asked Daddy to chose for me what to eat . So he ordered for me Mixed Grill ; Chicken meat , Beef and Mutton . Went home around 12 plus am . Then at Singapore custom , The police officer looked like Mochek . Hahah . Then at home , msged Tricia and Jasmine . Slept at 3 plus am .

This few days I don't have appetite to eat loh . Then got people complain . Fcuk !
I'm pissed off easily this holidays .
I want to go back to school and I also don't want . Sheesh .
Crapping ,

I am willing to open a new chapter if I was given a chance ,

Mingle , tingle , jingle , bingle .

2009-12-25T16:11:00.004+08:00

I'm bored ! I've been surfing the net for a few hours now . :D
Updating facebook and bloghopping . My account can't use internet . So had to use my mum's account on the lappy loh . I scared she would look up all my url .

Fugg .
I'm blabbing . Currently listening to '8 Days of Christmas' by Destiny Child .
I shall update about today .

Yesterday slept at aroun three am . Then my mum woke me up at 7 plus liddat . Bathed , my aunt and cousin's family woke up liao le . Then I was like , "wtf ? I am the last one to wake up !?" . Then had breakfast , idk what I ate ! I think leftover turkey from yesterday . Then brought my cousin and nieces go to the playground and play . Taught then how to serve the shuttlecock . Then played Badminton . Then around 2 plus came back up , washed up and watched Princess Diaries on TV3 . I think its like my 4th time watching loh . Then played PSP , and here I am ! My mum , cousin's family and aunt's family is having steamboat . I very lazy eat and have no appetite ! My mum will say all those kind of , 'Why never eat , Buy never eat , holidays never eat " . You know , mums right . They must assure that their children eat even if they don't feel like it . Sheesh . I'm tired , Listening to songs . I think we'll be having a movie marathon somewhere in the late afternoon . But , who cares ? I will not watch . I'll stay in the room and watch chinese shows . Hmm , timetable packed after 5.30 today . I'm bored ! Its only 4.50 pm . Dangg !

Alvin & the Chipmunks II Anybody ?
I'm dying to watch it !

Life's not the same without you ! :(

Back , !!!

2009-12-25T00:49:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

I'm back , peepel . OMGG ! I miss my bloggeh . Haven't been updating it since my internet went haywire ! I shall post the ineresting events only .

12th Decemeber ,
Went to JB ! Shopped , shopped , shopped .

13th December ,
Went home at around 12 am . Then at ome slacked , watched tv . Then at night went back to JB . Overnight there . My aunt called to say that their hotel room sibey bigg . Then can share . Then went over loh . Reached about 10 pm liddat . Then put our bags at the hotel room . We were at The Zon . Fun ! The hotel like cruise siah ! Then had dinner , then shopp at Pandan City ! Fun fun ! Bought a watch . Then back to hotel at about 12 plus am . Then watched tv , share stories , had fun , and slept at around 3 am .

14th December ,
Woke up at about 7 am , walk around the hotel room , iron clothes , bathed , watched tv , listened radio then check out . Shopp ! Bought shoes & idk what else . Alott ! In car , sat behindd alone . Car was packedd ! Bought alot of groceries . FUN ! Reached home about 2 am and slept .

22nd December ,
My younger sist got her Secondary School Posting results . She's going Hai Sing Catholic School ! Yay , I was scared she would come to Coral ! :)

23rd December ,
Accompany my younger sist to her new school . Had to listen to all kind of crap the principal talking . (P.S, as I'm typing , I'm holding on to my baby cousin , so don't mind my typo . ) I remember the principal said Hai Sing meannt Star of the Sea . Crapp . Went to Bras Basah to buy books 2nd hand de . Got quite alot of books . Then pick my elder sist up , then went Bedok Interchange , then go Sempang Bedok . Then home . Blabb .

24th December ,
My aunt and cousin's family came to my house , had like idk what celebration loh . Bought Turkey , Ham and Roasted Beef from Canadian . I didn't ate much , though . Msged Tricia , she siao one lorh . Then call me siao . Be Merry Baby ! :D I was the walking countdown , :D Countdown with Tricia . She kept saying I bo liao . Sheesh .

Now's 1.20 am ! I'm not tired ^^

This days , I have no appetite to eat loh . Then I've been having one meal a day and my mum's complaining ! She kept on saying she cook and I don't eat . Ftw !

Tag Replies ,

hi: hi
>Hi ?!?

ANGELAAA,(: Ohh. Really? Read ur tag reply. Haha. So touched ohh. Thanks. <33 Tagged ;D
>Replied , Thanks for tagging btw ,

Endiy,: Babe, ReLink? Thanks A Bunch!
>I'll relink soon aye . :)

Fareesa[!]: anyways...miss you
Fareesa[!]: OMG!!! Syaf kau jumpe farhan shah?!?! MAK!!! jealousnye aku...
>Haha , Jealous ? What for ? imyt .

ILINA: Why you call me then i call you back you never answer o:
>I didn't realised that there was a missed call from you , sorry .

ben: HELLO.TAGGED
>Heyy , Thanks .

Bevin: Thanks for linking. Linked you back already
>Welcome . Thanks for linking and tagging . :)

I'm a walking disaster , Don' t want to hurt you thats why you got to go .

Dead Boring .

2009-12-10T18:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday slacked at homee . Wanted to go out but lazy .
Just now morn woke up at 7.15 am , after Syafiqah Senior msged . I bathed and got ready to meet her at PVPS . Damn tired and sleepy . Guess who I met on the bus ? Farhan Shah . He's tall . Plus , I like his hair . zz. Then dropped off wrong bus stop . Then had to walkk . Sheesh . Then she was late , so I sat at the bus stop making a fool of myself . I then realised that I was near my aunt's house . Then she came , passed me the boooks , then I took bus to WS . Alighted , took 359 and went to Nazurah's house and took back my box , then I realised someone passed away . Eerie . I was lost when geting out of the whole lot of blocks . Then mummeh called , then I tried Calling Ilina . But I guess she was still sleeping . It was only 9.30 am then . :D Mummeh and younger sist went to WS . Idk what for . So currently home with elder sist and elder brother . Watching teevee . Multi-taskingg . (: Jasmine called to ask me out tomorrow , but I was freaking lazy and had chalet . I'm bushedd !

I can't seem to breathe when you're not around .

Tagg Replies ,

2009-12-07T18:38:00.002+08:00

ILINA: HI MAMA!!!!!!! <33333
>Heyy , <33

angela'NYK(: Syaffy, u watch the princess show? LOL. The song. Haha. Tagged anw. (:
>Yea , 公主小妹 . Thanks anyway .

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Nazurah!: baru tahu. hah!
>Gees .

A life, I've longed for.

2009-12-07T12:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday , went for my religious class and since exams was over , Zahwah , Safarah , My elder sist and I were gossiping . Shortly after that , my teacher joined in or gossip . It was fun ttm . Then after that had Lunch and go TM shopp . I bought for myself a new Bagg . Went TM look for bags at 77th street , Zinc , Nike & Metro Billabong . Then headed to Century Square look at OP , BHG Billabong and some other else . I bought my bag at OP . I bought a matching pencil box too . This year school bag also from OP , flower edition . My uncle bought it for me . For next year , idk what's the model . It has flower design on it too . Gees . Planned to buy Dickies but the design were'nt that nice . Then Zinc , the pattern is still the same as last time . Then we went BHG bought eye liner . I wanted to buy the liquid one , but sibeh ex ! Then went to T1 . We didn't bought much . My mummy bought some shirt at Uniqlo . Then bought Donuts at J. Co . , and headed to TM NTUC . Then bought stuff and headed home . Mummy cooked Tom Yam then watched the SPD charity show at Chnl U . I find the blind girl who plays the piano well , very talented . Then watch Jom Heboh at TV3 . Then sleep .

Just now woke up late to pick up books , then cancel and I wandered around WS at 9.30 am. Then I took bus to central . Walked around and wen back home at 9.50 am .
I miss outings with clique nowadays . Going out with Xin Ni , to Bugis , Ilina , Mr Sufy house , and Adila & Jasmine . I miss going out with Kok Theng to the movies . I miss going out with Angela , to escape tp , I miss life .

I miss the hugs I gave each day , I miss the laughter that fills me up in school everyday , I miss being called shorty by Nicholas , I miss getting tripped by Wybert and Jin Wee everytime I walk pass their tables , I miss getting pissed off in class by Mr Sufyan , I miss all the hard times I had in 1.5 , I miss crying on Aisyah's shoulder , I miss passing letters across the class , I miss baching people up , I miss hating each other , I miss playig ali-pom at the playground , I miss eating at macs with Ayuni and listening to her stories , I miss suspecting the chinese guy at macs as a PI , I miss running away from each other at WS , I miss being naughty at the library , I miss going to the toilet for a very long time to skip lesson , I miss taking pictures in the chemistry lab with Kexin , I miss msging in class , I miss hanging out with Sarah and entertain her weirdness , I miss hanging out with Kok Theng , Richie , Teck Sheng , Benedict , Angela , Wei Lun at escape , I miss talking to Angela , I miss discussing about people's looks and hair with Tricia , I miss talking to Sarah Miller and Marai at the library , I miss the bus rides with Sarah home . I MISS 2009 !

I miss my primary school friends , I miss going for cca every wednesdays , I miss going for moher tongue classes .

Too much misses . :D

Ending here . :)

Slightly better than before ,

2009-12-05T15:03:00.004+08:00

Life's currently going back to what I'm hopin for slowly .
SLOWLY !
Daddy just gave me a new memory card to replace my lost one . Believe it or not , I cried real hard and didn't sleep at all when I lost it two days ago . Inside the memory card was a million pictures no money could buy . :( Blab , anyway , Tomorrow I still have got a test that I have to memorise 30 sentences yet I haven't started opening up . Damn . I think I'll either cab down or take bus . Since my siblings don't have to go since I missed the class for Unit Camp . Safarah's gonna be there too . Whee . Just gonna make short post today .

30th Nov ,
Was at home slacking since Daddy took leave . Had Movie marathon .

1st Dec ,
Went out with Tricia to Bugis . We were lookng for this specific shop that we've passed a zillion times while looking for it . Then we headed to Orchard Road , Ion Orchard and Orchard Central . I kindda freaked out in the Orchard Central's lift . It moved freakingg fast and it was sibeh high . Then headed back to PR . Had dinner at KFC , I didn't had any appetite though . Homed at around 7 plus . Was supposed to go KKH . Then my elder sist and younger sist kept on vomitting . Then didn't go .

2nd Dec ,
I was sick by then . Had diarrhoe and giddy spells . So , slept the whole day . Daddy was sick too , so he took two days mc .

3rd Dec ,
Sick , sick , sick ! Stay home all day and rest . Had porridge in the morning and thats it . I had no appetite to eat .

4th Dec ,
On the verge of getting well . Went marketting and met Jeremy Senior . Stayed at home again . Changed blogskin , helped my sist changed hers too . Her hand sieh unlucky . Everytime spoil things up . So had to help her . Slept at two am . My mumme and younger sist came back from my aunt's chalet that I wasn't interested to go . My brother came home at 4 am . I pity him lor . His work like sibeh tiring lah . Tsktsk .

Todayy ,
I want to be good and start memorising for my test tomorrow . I must memorise before 9.15 pm . Got 桃花小妹 at Chnl U . So yeah .

It beats saying goodbye .

End it quick .

2009-12-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry , for not updating .

Life's nohing but a horrible threat ,

Tiring and miserable .

How I wish ,

I could disappear in a second .

It would solve everything ,

EVERYTHING under the sun .

Life's been a shit . One thing to another .

Sick , exams , memory card , etc .

Its been a disastrous day ever seen holidays started .

I would really appreciate some rest .

But I guess , that's not gonna happen .

Everyday , since the holidays started ,

Starts with , 'Mahirah , go and .....'

and it won't end ,

It will still go on even in the late ours of night .

Nothing I do or I say is correct .

Even if I fight back ,

It'll stay as a condemned thing in their eyes .

If I have to continue life is way ,

I would rather run away and not come back .

I didn't asked for a fucked up life !

Shag and tired .

2009-11-25T00:42:00.002+08:00

Still awake , waiting for my brother to come back from work ! Won't be posting muchh ,

Highlights ,

- Scare a 2-3 year old girl . It wasn't purposely .
I didn't saw her coming , then I shocked and shouted .
You should know , I shout super loud .
Then she walk away with her ah ma with her hands covering her eyes !
:(
-Busy preparing for Raye , this Fridayy .
Lack of sleep .
Tired from head to toe !
- I'm gonna miss NCDCC's oting later afternoon . (If you get what I mean )
Sheesh .
- Gonna miss the supposed outing with Trishh to Bugis tomorrow too !

Done and lastly ,

Happy Birthday Tan Ke Xin !
ILoveYou ttm .

Stop it , asshole .

2009-11-22T23:02:00.004+08:00

Saturday was at home , "studying" . Hees . See the inverted commas ? Actually was supposed to study . Mummeh and Daddeh went to Jempotan , then we watched teevee . Haha . Then Aunty , Uncle and wife , my step cousins , my baby cousin and another older cousin came to my house . So didn't really had space for my own . Then brought my two step cousins go play playyground . Funn , but tiringg . Then went home , wash up and mummeh finished fixing dinner . Had sweet and sour fish and Lime Steamed fish . Nicenice . And my favorite , Baby Kailan ! :D Slept late though . They watched Man U vs Everton , Chelsea vs Wolves and Liverpool vs Man City . The results were as following , 3-0 , 4-0 , 2-2 respectively .

Today woke up abit late , then got ready for Madrasah . Dropped by Courts , mummeh bought rice cooker , then rushed to madrasah . Then sat with Safarah ! She rocked . We watched vid in my phone . Then comment . Then talked about everything under the sun . 8) So we purposely skipped Yasiin ! 1-30 ayat . Tsktsk . Syafiqah , Syafiqah ! Then we talked talked until forget to take our bags . Then mummeh and daddeh picked us up , then go Geylang Serai eat . Met Safarah again . Sheesh . Then go Onan Road , then home . I'm tired . Didn't watch Chinese show the whole day !? Damn . Mummeh currently putting satay meat on the stick . Getting ready for this coing Friday Hari Raye Haji . So , yeah .

Highlights of the weeeek .

- Outing with NCDCC peeps on Wed .
*Don't Know whether can go*
-PSLE results coming out .
*Hopefully my sist won't come Coral*
-Hari Raye Haji on Friday .
*Fcuk , have to help with prep*
-Madrasah exams
*No time to study*

Arina , Top-up your ppd (!!)

Hey ,
Lemme tell you .
You think you're perfect ?
Telling people not to tell you what to do ?
Listen up ,
If you see the vid in my phone ,
You'll realise how much you suck !
You pull us down .
You kept on slacking .
And because of that it affected us !
Don't think you're so good to scold such things to your seniors .
You yourself said it ,
"Don't like it ? Talk to the face , "
But did you ?
Nope !
All you do is vent your anger in blogg .
Get a life siaaa.
And , stop following me around !
-.-'

2009-11-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday woke up bright early in the morning ! And accompanied mummeh and neighbour go Geylang Serai Market . I was waiting at one side . I was leaning on the wall then I suddenly felt something moving , so I turned around to find a coackroach moving . I almost shouted and I shifted to another wall . I was waiting while guarding my mummeh's and neighbour's trolley . Then , my neighbour treated me to brunch . Bought some Kueh and bus-ed home . Took 21 . Then met Nat in the bus . Sheesh . Then reached home , bathe , sleep all the way till dinner time . Had steam fish , and black pepper crab and chilli crab . OMG ! I was sibeh full . No kailan though . Then watched teevee till 1 am . Watched Hot Shot , then super taste .

Just now morning , woke up at 8 am , keep the pinggan mangkuks , then sleep again till 10 am . Mummeh woke me up from my beauty sleep . Bathed , then go central . Then reached home and watched teevee . Had Egg sandwich for breakfast . Mummeh prepared for me . Sweet . So she was OTP with aunteey and I watched Hi-5 ! It was the holiday song . Then Barney . Then at 1.30 pm , had maggi as lunch . then cleaned the house , and watched teevee . Was bloghopping since just now . Boring nowadays . Thats all .

Arina , I've got something to tell you !
Top-up Your ppd Fast !

Cheated my feelings !

2009-11-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

I shall post since Pally complaint that I didn't update bloggeh . And my post shouldn't be too wordy as Adila complained . :(

Saturday
Had NCDCC meeting for the PDS/Open House . So went ws at one pm and went to macs . Called people and stuff , and sad sad thing happened . I shall not talk .

Sunday
Had Madrasah , and went out after that . Sheesh . Tiring ! Went to Bedok Interchange and did some shopping . Met Izzuwan and fam there . :D I was like , "Shit ! *coversfaceandturnsbackagainsthim* . " Home-ed abit late and sleeped .

Monday
Had CCA . Training at 9 and I was still dilly-dally(ing) . Sheesh . Went out around 9.10 am . So cabbed down and took the Toyota wish taxi . Waste monehhhhh ! 5 Bucks flew away . My pocket kena burnt . After training slacked with seniors and I was the only sec one . Went Ehub and talked . Fun !

Tuesday
Open house day 1 . Fun ! Slacked at library with NCD peeps . Homed with Arina . Took 21 to Tamp , Then take MRT to Pasir Ris then I dropped off , Arina headed home to Eunos . I love her .

Wednesday
Open house day 2 . More Fun ! Ate at macs with the whole squad . Some went home though . Slacked at library again . Then went mad with Jeremy , Zhen xiu , Jun Hao and Arina . Wanted to work but min. age was 14 . Godamnit ! Cheat my feeling ! :'( Then it started to rain heavily . So , me Arina and Jun Hao stood outside WS and talked to Kelston , my new friendd . :D He kindda rocked . He kept calling my phone that my batt almost flat ! Sheesh . He's fun ! SNCO also . But school at Redhill . I forgotten which school . Done .

*Highlight for the week .

- Yaani , Model .
-NCD became more interestingg !
-Going to Geylang Serai with mummeh tmr . =.='
-Jeremy , AFI , GGM . Sheesh .

In conclusion , Fun Week .

I LOVE NUR ARINA !

Friday , 13th . Sheesh

2009-11-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to WS for a while at around 7.15 pm. Stayed there for about and hour and a half and daddy picked me up . Sat in Macs and had Caramel Frappe . Read History Textbook . I was like , "Omg ! I should have known to bring a better book ! " Sheesh . Boreddd. Anyway , Daddy picked me up , Went back home or should I say picked my mummy , elder sist and younger sist and went off to Bedok , My aunts house . Celebrated my baby cousin's birthday . Lovely ! I was sibeh full lah ! So my Aunt forced me to eat ! Talking about forcing me to eat , I suddenly remembered about our Unit Camp . I didn't have the appetite to eat dinner for the second day . So I just sat there and watched Nabil and Arina cook . Then Nabil go tell Amalia Senior . Then she made me eat . Sheesh . The BBQ , I didn't want to eat either . Then Nabil forced me to eat again . =.=' Back to topic . Cut cake and everything . Then watch chinese show and stuff and homed . Elder Brother was there when we reached . Happy News , my brother already got a job . It pays quite well . He says he's gonna buy a new bag for me and my sister . Weee ! I sibeh happy lah ! Blabla . Yesterday watched Hotshot . Dongfang Xiang sibeh hot ! Yuan Daying so cute ! Sheesh . Haiya . I don't have any more mood to talk about it .

Just now woke up , clean up . Clear my room . My locker is a mess ! Its clean now ! Helped Annisa just now . Called Syafiqah Senior , to ask for unused books . Luckily she have . It was a tiring day afterall . My room is like , a brand new room liddat . :D I'm So Happeh ! Done posting . Gonna sleep soon . :D

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I'm tanned after the Camp !

2009-11-12T12:08:00.002+08:00

Back From Camp !
Saturday
On Saturday woke up super early and prepared to go for the Urban Adventure Challenge. Must report at Tanah Merah Interchange by 6.50AM . Urggh ! Wore trackpants and the yellow shirt ! WHY YELLOW ? Sheesh. So then had this Challenge around Town. Super tiring I tell you ! Starting point at esplanade. Ending at Botanical Garden , CCAB . Tireded out. Went with Andre , Atikah, Wen Xian and Mr Chung. The picture was dressing Andre up ?!? Then Wen Xian was like, 'Walao ! You all bully me ah. My leg pain still make me run ! ' Fisheadcurry ! B-) Gah ! So Andre and Me was the only sec one. Atikah Sec 2 and Wen Xian sec 3. Sibeh tiring I tell you. But in the end damn funn ! :D Went straight home instead of chai chee. All alone at homee. :( I was scared. So after watching 桃花小妹, I slept. Slept around 11 plus.

Sunday

Woke up at 6.30 am. Had breakfast and go to school. Had Unit Camp . 4D3N . Haish. Then reached school around 7.28am. Sheesh. My leg like wanna run off from its joints siah ! First had games. Human Fuse, Dog and bone and Bucket full of water . The bucket full of water was fun ! Had to lie down and put our legs up . Must hold the busket full of water with our legs. I was drenched from head to toe . I was Group 4 ! With Nabil , Arina and Joshua. Fun to the max ah our group . We are the only group who has only sec one in the group. The rest got some sec two and three. :D Then We had group discussion and planning . We chose the song Billie Jeans by MJ since the theme for the camp is MJ. Sheesh . "Billie Jeans is not my lover. She's just a girl who thinks I'm her one. And that kid is not my son ! " Haishh. Then had second round of games. My group started at station 4: Keep Fit . Then section 5: Water ________? To play, we have to stand on the canteen chair, Then must answer some questions by the station master something related to NCDCC like eg, First aid, Fire safety and etc. If you answer it wrongly , We will get hit by a water bag. I didn't get hit before. Nabil, Andre and Arina was wet! :D Then next was station 6: Flag. Then station 1: Mat? I forget the name. Its funfunfun ! Then station 2: Tunnel . It was at AVA room. Two hide, two search. They made chairs into tunnel. Super dark and scary ! I was shouting and shouting and shouting. Scared siah ! Then last station, Station 6: Skipping . Skip with a damn big rope. Then finish. Then we had silent hour. Then I forget. :D

Tuesday
Had PT, Physical training . Effendi, sec 2, came and joined our group. Then went to Pasir Ris Park for a challenge . Sort of. Had to go to every station and guess what the station masters like or dislikes. The first station was to ask Dave and Jeremy . Dave hates Mosquitoes. Jeremy's difficult . We guess like shit. He hates a vegetable, green , no leaf . Our time was up . Then we had to let the other group go first . Then at last we sat aside. Then Benjamin , Our sec 2 IC know the answer . So I kept on thinking . Then I remembered Peria . I asked Ms Aisyah what is Peria in English . ANd it was bittergourd . I asked Benjamin , Then he said , " I don't know why I like you . " . Sheesh . Then headed to station 2 : Yaani and Jun Hao . Yaani liked watching movie and Jun Hao , I forgotten . Station 3: We kena tricked . They made up fake stations. So we kena tricked by Syafiqah sec 3 And Atikah sec 3 . Then another fake stations , Ryan and Zachary . They made us dance Sorry Sorry with them. Then in the end they told us its the fake station. Crapp. Then had to go to Lutfi & Affandi's station do ten push ups. Then go last station . Naiim and Zhen Xiu's station . Then find one plant and then make kite . Then head back to school then had one hour of silent hour . I slept . Slept on the table. I think all the gir;s in the bunk did that . Everyone had three tables and slept on it. Yasmin fell down and I woke up . Then Amalia senior woke me up . Then go fall in outside popular bookshop . Then go play sardines around 6 pm ++. Two people hide then the rest go and find. Funfunfun ! Then watched horror movie - Dead Silence . About Mary Shaw who creates dolls as she can't make children . And she wants to make the perfect doll. Scary . Then had night walk. I partnered Sakina . Yaani then acted as pontianak . Then I don't dare walk. Then Fathin Senior, the usher, helped us walk through . Then go level four . Naaim and Lutfi scare us . I scared then squatted oone corner and shouted and say " I don't want " . I shout so loud then Naaim said to Lutfi , "Eh, Lutfi . Nehmind ah . She look like want to cry already ah ! ". I then ran with Yasmin, Dinah, and Sakina. Then Outside NCDCC room, Amalia pretend to cry . Then go third floor again. Yaani again. Then I started to cry . Then Amalia and Atikah sec 2 come down from fourth floor . Then Yaani kept saying "sorry , sorry . You okay or not ?" Yeah . Then the rest crapp !
Tuesday
Had Nature Trail. Went to Arab Street, Katong and China town . All take public transport . So Zhen Xiu, our Sec 3 IC was with us. Had lunch at KFC bugis street . FUNFUNFUN! Then go Katong more fun ! Then the camp com pranked us . They made us think we were late by seven minutes. Then the Naiim asked us, Seven minutes can do what ? Then we kept queit . Then he asked Wen Xian, Then he said 'Techtonic'.(ps.I don't know how to spell)Then night had campfire. We had fun shouting and singing and Dancing. Group Four danced to Single Ladies. I paisey. Then the boys , Joshua and Nabil and Effendi dance like so hyper. Hahas. Then I dance casually nia.Then Wen Xian and Zachary danced for us 'Sorry Sorry' By Super Junior. SIbeh nice. Wen Xian did moonwalk and stand on the toes. Yaani danced techtonic solo . Cool ! Then had bbq food . Watched G force. Lights out at 12 am .
Wednesday
Kena scolding early morning . Then had to change to full U in eight minutes. SO all change in bunks. No one cares anymoore . Then had area clean up . Then had to go home. Got promotion . I'm now Lans Coporal . Weeee. Then the SNCOs got promoted to staff sgnt . Then we made them do funny footdrills. Hahas. :D Then go home. Rained. So stayed under the void deck for a while . Then homed. Slept all the way till ten pm. Woke up then watched teevee then slept at 11.45 pm .

Today , Gonna go to my Auntie's house and celebrate my baby cousin's birthday . He's turning ONE today !

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY , AHMAD FARHAN !
Kak Mahirah misses you !

Boomz

2009-11-02T12:39:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK! (:
Cheerios. My comp is back from the repair-er. (:
Shall post post post.
Kayh, Its crappy recently.
Class BBQ was a scare.
Last week of school was funn+boredd.
Field trips was nice.
Last day in class was saddd!

Shall post some other time.
Gonna go for a jog around the neighbourhood.
And return my report book at Coral.
Pack my things for the camp this Sunday.
Hand in consent form for camp to Mr Chung.
Find Track pants in my cupboard for this Saturday's Challenge.
Unpack my school bag.
Take back my box from Bibbs.
Take back my chemistry book from Ilina Nuer.
Clear my locker.
Ahh, crrapp much?
Lots and heaps to do!

Tag replies ;

ALIFF ,D: eh , menyebok sak class korg . Kite buat bbq . Korg pun bua buat . Hahah
>we made first eh. korg nye bbq blom past pe. kite nye dah.

yourBibbs: PALLY! get your comp fixed.
>Fixed.

Eugenia♥: Hi Syaf! Tagged u! Love!
>thanks. Loved too.

angela :D: Tagged my dearest syaffy!
>thanks. (:

chuckie: im here to haunt u. woo, be scared
>ftw!?!

Kexin ! :D: Heyy syaff ! TAGGED ! LOVE !
>Thankss. Loved.

Nazurah!: i need you spally ): talk to me soon.
>I will when I'm free aites.

Nazurah!: i own. YAY SEX GOD!
>Nope, Fuck God eh. Yg itu Robbie eh.

ISZY: YAY! I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!! <3>Love you too

It kills to forget.

Like a boom strike.

2009-10-10T22:08:00.002+08:00

Wednesday
Okay, I can't recall much so, pay attention (?!) . Anyway, first period was pe. And Gi Ying never lock the damn bloody door. So some boys from sec 2 came to our unlocked classroom and stole things. Luckily Ms Siti was around. So she caught them. Those boys like have nothing to do! MT, recess, Art, English and CME. Art watch this video . NICEEE! Stopped at 33:44. You understand can already. English was summary. CME was lecture about PE and maths?!. Blah. After school cannot remember .

Thursday
Literature was first. I got 23/25. Wowzeewow and triple wow? Then physics, Was kinddof sad lesson. I don't know but I was having mood swings. Bahh! So in the end, joked with Nabil about timing Adi, Iqbal and it made my day. MT , Maths and Eng. Ms Ng never come, so Mr Leong took over. So was practically idling about. Went to Trishh's crib after school. Slept at 12am cos I was doing the NCDCC thinggeh. Urgh! I was dead beat but I was entertained(sorttof) by the muttons-98.7fm.

Friday
Before IH, Mr Chung came by our class and talked to me about this Adventure thing that he chosed me to represent our school with Atikah, Wen Xian and I think is either Jasper or Andre. I was like, 'Okay, sure, anything'. Lool. IH, Maths, Stars and ended. After school off to WS with Xin Ni. So we had lunch-I had no brkfst. Then go off buy her wallet. Then library and home. My aunty came. was supposed to come at 4plus. In the end at night. And I had a bloody migrane. So woke up at around 8.45pm? My head was spinning. So ate two panadols-Those white oness. Then entertain the visitors and talked about Ris Low. Go on to http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1010365/1/.html to view the full interview of Ris Low. Crappy. Slept at 12.45 am. And woke up at 6.30 am.

Saturday
Rise and shine at 6.30am. When I used the word Rise and Shine, I remember of Marcus from St. Pats. He used to wake me up with his Rise and Shine on a monday morning which is the day that I start school late. goddamnit. Back to topic, So my aunt arrived at my house at 7.30 am. Had some make-up thing cos she gonna do thsi renewal of marriage vows or something. Much crappio. ( I'm starting pizza-agogo langg.) Past days,I've been stressing myself to pass my EOY with flying colours. ): Ended. Sleeping soon!

Syafiqah Mahirah hopes she wasn't around!

Bibbs, ILY! (:

2009-10-06T21:36:00.003+08:00

Tuesdayyy SUCKS!
OMGAWD! I woke up at bloody 6.30 am. Asshole siah. Kayh, crap. So went out of the house at 7.18 am. My dad was still in the house. Was about to yell,'Faster lah, sheep!' then he came out. Failed #1. Reached school at bloody 7.24am. one minute to bell ring. I was hurrying him in the car. I was like, 'Faster lah sh'. I was about to say sheep in the end but he was laughing like some hyena. Damn. Failed #2. Hees. Dad was talking to his customer while I purposely made noise in the background like, 'Hachhooooo!', 'Oops!'. All this. He then turn look at me then like pissed off de. Then reach school le He was like, 'RUN ! ITS ALREADY TWENTY-FOUR!' I was giving him the dashdotdash look. But in the end I really run lorh. Then reach class the bell rang. Then Homeroom. Then Home Ec. Funny leh. Keep on laugh. Sat in between Qi En and Therese. Afiqah keep play my hair. Then recess like nothingg. Then Humanities slack. I keep scolding Ilina cos she smoke. Haiyoo. Then I damn angry lah. I felt like stabbing her at one point of time. Then thank god got Xin Ni make me laugh. Then Bio. Got Heart Disease the thingy. I kept hinting to ehemm. 'Ya lorh. Must never smoke leh.' Who eat chilli will taste the spiciness. If you get what I mean. (: Then English was so-so. Then after school go find Ms Yong ang go off to WS with XinNi and Trishh. I walked away at first lah. Cos they damn bloody racist. Then go library. Met Yulikha. Then They met me. Then 'hound' me. Haiyoo. Then Yulikha left. Then we three go Meet GiYing and Kimberly. Then go Macs. Then very funny thing happened. Lool. Then go Ehub with Trishh go meet that cousin of Trishh. I like extra lorh. Anyway, Yeah. Homed after that, Now coaching my younger sist in English. She very longwinded lah. In her compre. Hees.

Younger sist,
Good luck for your PSLE tomorrow!
I LOVE YOU!

Buzzzzz. And off it went.

2009-10-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

Saturday
Jalan Raye with My MUMMEH sideee. WOke up at seven go do marketing and go pluck taugeh. Went out at 1 plus and reached my aunt's home at PR. So yeah. I hate Helmi, (cousin, not the CAPS). He bloody shits. He is supposed to be sec 3 but stayback so sec 2. Then he last time damn short lah. Now he 179 leh! WTF! Tsk. I among the shortest. -.-' Anyway, back to topic, Night at 12.30 got game. Man U vs Sunderland. The game was naaaaaiiiiice! Stayed up to watch the show. It was 2-2. Draw. ManU first score was by Berbatov. Second was OG. Dummb ass lah Sunderland players. Is Rooney wanna shoot. Then hit the Sunderland's player's legg. Then considered Own Goal(OG). DUMBB! Worst still is the sunderland player is Rio Ferdinand's Brother. Funneh I tell you. Rio Ferdinand play for Man U. Then his brother play for Sunderland. Go home at 3am. Slept at 3.45am. Woke up at 9 am. Was supposed to go for religious class. so just sleep back. (:

Sunday
woke up at 9, sleep, woke up at 11am. Then did marketing again, then met Trishh at central. She having Brunch with family. Her dad was like pointing at me. Then I didn't recognise at first , so I thought this uncle siao! Then he pointed at Trishh then I was like, 'Ohh. Hi!'. So yeah. Off to Punggol got this open house. Then Nabil called wanna cme my house. SORREH! I pissed off with my dad. Gave him my silent treatment. Blahblah...

Monday
Was on a strike. (: Blah blah. skip skip. After school go WS. With KeXin, XinNi and Trishh. Then met alot of peeps. Met Nabilah(CCSS), Suherni, LY juniors, Idris, FAS juniors. And blahblah. Noob. went off to Trishh's crib again. We tied two ponytails and plaits. Cute leh. I walk home liddat. Walking home that time, My stomach damn pain! Come home le, then know-period. NB. My brother now behind me. He is sleeping and he just shouted, 'Someone's talking about me! Someone's talking about me!'. Siao lah he. Okayh, sleeping sooooooon.

Ilina,
Sorry for making you cry and upset.
Mummy loves you more than anyone do kayh.
You got me, Les, Sexy, Twinny, Sissy(s) and yeah.
I bet all of them and myself wouldn't want to see you suffer and sad.
Mummy sorry kayh .
SMILE FOR MUMMY(:

Nazurah,
Bibbs, You ah, underage also wanna fuck.
Tsktsk.
Mrs Sweettalker aites.
YEAH! Georgia Nicolson rocks bibbs.
LOVE GODD!
♥♥

Xinni,
Mummy love you too eh.
Don't jealous kayh.
You angry or sad, come to mummy.
I'll listen.
Don't suddenly disappear like recess just now.
(:
Luvluv.

Jasmine,
Come back school fast! I MISS YOU!

Rachel,
Mei Nu,
You too. EOYs are around the corner.
Come back school fast kayh?
♥

Trishh,
idk what to say,
BUT I LOVE YOU!
♥♥♥

Wissie missie.

2009-10-02T20:37:00.002+08:00

Thursday
After school, off to WS with Xin Ni and Trishh. Then go buy the yogurt with the pretty girl. she sibeh kind lah. Then met Rachel and her friend. Then We run here run there. Fun ttm. Then Xinni at last went back via cab. Then me and Trishh walk aimlessly. Then at last went to Trishh's crib. I was like scared to go lah. I run tio 9 floor. hahas. Her house sevwen floor. (Mr Sam's Sevwen). Hees. Then went home around 6.30pm . slept around 8.15. Sibeh tired.

Friday
After school go KFC with Trishh. Nabei that Hafiz and friend. Not the NASS Hafiz. The sec four Hafiz CSS. HE stare what stare. Then saw Nabilah and Suherni(CCSS). Then go off. Then go meet my Jie(s). Then Fareesa and Ke Xin and Aliff came. Talked to them for a while, go Aries with jie, and go talk to Aliff and go find Trishh and Sarah Ang. Then go find Trishh's wallet. Then go off sit on grass infront of Trishh block wait her Ah Ma come home. Cos she lost her keys also! Then we(Sarah Ang, Trishh and me) sat on the grass and laughed and talk and laugh like shit. Then move to badminton court. Then met her Ah Ma and went to her crib again. Cools? Prank called Kenny Choo Wei Chong and at last we made fun of him. Lools. Went home at around 6.45pm. SO yeah. Mummy and Daddy is not at home. So currently waiting for them to appear at the door.

Happy Belated Birthday Wei Zhong, Aisyah Adila and Fareesa.

Ilina,
dui bu qi, ke shi wo yi jing jin li le.
ni mei chi dou hui chi chu ru guo wo dui Xin Ni hao rang hou shuo wo huai
ni bu zhi dao de, wo you shi ye hui chi chu he sheng qi
wo bu yao bu ren ni ke shi wo bu zhi dao wei shi meh wo men yi qian bu gan qing bu shi hen hao
wo dui bu qi.

Shake off buds . | Trishh & Jasmine rocks more than you. (:

2009-09-30T20:48:00.004+08:00

Tuesday
Exam was crap? Oral was naaaaaiiiicee. Did some shopping with Jamine, Tricia, Yulikha, Ayuni and Ke Xin. Funnn to the max. Walked arpund WS go find nice nice clothes. Go the C.O.A.X. shopp. Nice lehh. But abit ex. Then go Alano. That one, shop like madddd. Find here find there. I became the Fashion guide or how you call it Fashion Police? Hahs. : Then macs-ed with Trishh, Jasmine, Kexin. Jasmine and Ke Xin went off. So left us two. We study biology. Trish was like teaching me. THANK YOU LOVE! Elder sist came for a while. Then she left. Met XinNi and her Laoshi. Her Laoshi look like Nu hai leh. I was like, 'WTF? "she" guy?' Lols. sb urgent need the toilet. SO rushed off to toilet. Bloody cullotes didn't let me pee. ): Blahblah. Went to Aries. Ms Trishh at LAST chose a bangle to buy! then walked home and reached home at 7. Mummeh just said, "Quickly bathe, pray and get ready. Got people wanna come." I was like, superh blur. So my uncle came. I love my baby cousin. Ahmad Farhan bin Ahmad Faizal. The family is all start with letter F one. Mummy, Farhanah. Daughter, Fareha. Whatthe***k. No vulgar aye, Mr Sufy. Did I tell you Mr Sufyan, aka Mr Sufy read our bloggeh? Who cares though. (: Happy reading yawww.

Wednesday
School was great after all. Had Maths test. Scored 5/8. Careless mistake like alot lah can? schoool over, go see Ilina do her practical. JY ah qin ai de nu er. Then go ask Jasmine return the register. Ms Siti stop us say want check our uniform. Nabei CB. Then wait for Jasmine and Tricia to get cleared. I very perfect lorh! Nothing wrong de. (: Then went out, Talked to Nigel Wong. He kena cane leh. I sad for him. : Then Went off. Walked then meet Jie(s). Then suddenly Ms Siti came eh. WITH MR SUFY!?!? Then we all cabot lah. Sibeh suay leh. Mr Sufy ask all of us come back. Then Ms Siti not angry at me, Jasmine and Tricia. But angry at Gi Ying and Kimberly cos leave their litter. I scared Mr Sufy tomorrow nag. Then walked to WS. Nigel WOng suddenly appeared from nowhere. Hees. Then Nigel go take bus. Then we go find Yulikha return her phone. Then go New Collection. Then go Ehub. Had lunch at KFC with Qin ai de(s). Jasmine and Tricia(Trishh) Rocks to the effing core. I let my heart out and tell them alot of things. We laughed, shout, whisper and idk what else. Trishh was saying maybe the whole KFC heard our convo. (: We trio gonna be besties for lifeeeee. Then went to shop for some clothings again. I became the fashion police again. dashdotdash. Then go walk here walk there. Met Kok Theng. Hees, He's as short. (No hard feelings). He's cute though. Then go buy the honey thinggy. Niceeee. Then Jasmine go off. Then left me and Trishh. We went to the cinema level and See stuff. And walked home. Funneh and funn dayy. (:

I LOVE JASMINE & TRICIA TO THE ULTAMOST MAXIMUM! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Gahh, Tired of living the old ways.

2009-09-28T20:04:00.005+08:00

Friday

Was in school for lunch with Yulikha and Anisa senior . Had a bit of talk and funneh time for us trio. Then Anisa Go find her boyf. We waited for her at the canteen and rushed off to bookshop for a while. Talked to this senior from 4/7. Yulikha's CCA senior. She coolscxzx ttm. Then her friend came. And talked abit. And off they go. Go back canteen and talked to Anisa Senior again. Then go play basketball+soccer+volleyball. Ofc different balls lah. (Healthy mindd) Then Anisa go off. Then go play basketball with yulikha for about 15 mins. Then go normal place go meet Ke Xin they all. Got Ke Xin, Jasmine, Adila, Tricia, Nigel Lim, Nicholas, Wei Zhong, Nigel Wong and Sean and another guy idk his name. Then played abit and ended playing truth or dare. I choosed dare and they made me said the 'Ilovenabei' thingy. I didn't know that Jasmine was recording. Still had to do the eyebrow thingy. I like paisey liddat. Then go off with Adila cause had sudden migrane. I hate my sickness! So went home ate all kinds of medicine, Panadol, Low blood and etc. Lucky its a Friday. Then watched teevee. Watched the last episode of 命中注定我愛你 . Sweet. Kayh, slept late. Damn lateeeee.

Saturday

Had CCA as early as 8 am. So wake up at around 6.45 am? Yeah. Wore Full Uni. Then boots and all this. Reached school with hair down. And got this sir come when I was checking my nameeee. Then had to stand still. Sir Jenggan or something liddat. Then Coral Secondary School became the main place for the service day. So grouped with a girl named Fatin and a guy named Jun Wei. Both Sec three. I only Sec one. But it was COOL! Bonded with them Super easilyy. Then go door to door promote fire safety. Got 17 rejection out of 28. urgh. Then went back school and had brunch . ANd had to clear off rubbish cos we are the hosting school mah. Urgh! Lutfi thought I dye hair. Cos it looks brownish. what only. Then had photo taking. Coral NCDCC only. The sir help us take. I was like, the only girl who squatted cos They cannot see me , Say I short!?!? Fine, I short ttm kayh. Then daddeh picked me up. Went homeee and get ready go raye. Got home real late I tell you! Slept around 1 plus almost twooo morninggg.

Sunday

Woke up at 8 am! SO short sleeeeep. Then got ready go raye again. I was so sleepy that I slept half way reading the new paper. I was reading about the Ris Low girl. Then suddenly zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Hees. Then woke up, got ready and went offfffff. Got home early though. (: Slep early.

Monday

Woohoo. School started as normal at 8.25 am. Had monday blues. Started the day with a stomach ache. Urgh. Msged the St, Patricks guy. Marcus or whatevr. Kayh, he so holy kind. Walked with Ke Xin cos planned to meet her at Interchange. So yeah. After school idk what happened. Just had a bad ending. Thats all. (:

Good luck for the starting of EOYs tomorrow .

2009-09-24T19:09:00.003+08:00

Sunday

Okayy! Errh, Went to Yayi house then go Wak Esah house. Then back to my house celebrate my daddeh birthday. (:

Monday
At homeeee. Cousin and her auntehh came to my house. Went to WS to buy mee udon at NTUC with elder sist and cousin. Veh funneh. Laughed like there's no tomorrow. (:

Tuesday
School was okay. Neutral aye. After school off to Sengkang with clique but wihout Ayuni. Vehh Funneh I tell youh ! Went to shop for Jasmine's Prezzie. Home-ed around 6.15 pm. (:

Wednesday
School was finee! Art gerek to the max. I wanted Nicholas to tuck in his PE. Then Wybert asked me tuck in first. I don't believe I listened to him and tucked in in the middle of the walk way! Ass to he max. After school off to WS with KX, Jasmine and Adila and Yulikha . Met up with Nicholas and Nigel. We failed to do our trick siah. Nabei. URGH! then my book drop till the top of the shop at the Shojikiya or whatever its called. Paiseyh. Is beside the customer service counter and infront of hang ten. hahas. I suddenly got laughing attack. I couldnt speak at the counter. SO KX helped me say. Then go down with Nigel take my book. (: Hahas. Then go playground. Then go school with Adila and Yulikha. Go library there and ask Sufy release Min Hwee, Karyss, LingHwee and Ayuni. Then Adila ccb go make me run here and there. URGH! Then Xin Ni came. Then go bash Jasmine . Use cold water nia. She unlucky lah. Go wear black. -.-' Some people will understandd. She ass lorh. Go pur water on me. I like bloody wet lah. Then off to WS again. Go Aries buy earring . Then go buy KX de skin protector. 10 bucks leh. Then go NTUC. Buy something for my mummeh. Then stand outside OCBC plan where to go. Left me, KX, Ayuni, Yulikha, Xin Ni and Nigel. Then go the yoghurt shop and walked homee. Walked home super slowly. I was so tired. with 4 kilo weight on my handdd. ):

Thursday
School was good. Lit somehow rockkedd to the max. Physics rock more though. Half of the class go to Mrs Ho's class. The oher half go Ms Kuah class. Yeah. After school at class help clear class and clean people's under table. Best. Walked to WS with Trish, Nigel and Aisyah. Nigel went home. We girls go macs and then Trish go off. Then me and Aisyah go E hub. Met up with Fai and peeps. I know got Fai, Afandi, Liyana, Fifi, Ateekah and another girl Idk. Nat was having his lesson. (: Had a hair pulling session with Syahh. Fai jealous we lesbian! Home-ed with Aisyyah. We laughed and walk and pause and act as a loon and walked and laughed and stopped and walked and laughed. Thats more or less how we moveeee. (: Home and bathe and pray and on comp and here I am ! (: I LOBE MY AISYAH!

Dedications,

Jasmine,
Happy 13th Birthday buddy!
You rock to the max.
I hope you like our prezzie.
I love you like nobody do.
(:

Alisya Hud,
Happy 17 monthsary babe.
Whoo.
17 mnths and still going strongg.
Kayh, ILY.
Meet up some day babe.
(:

:/ luvluv.

Time goes by so slowly.

2009-09-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

Monday

So I didn't really remembered what we did in school. Just had to keep quiet as sec 4E and 5 NA had O levels prelims. So yeah. After school, hang out at WS and did stuffs. Had a talk with Aisyah at KFC. We sat there to talk and went off.

Tuesday

CCA was kinddof okayh. Meet Fareesa at main staircase and became a dog to Mus, Azim, Izzat, Danial and Faizal. Went to Library. Met alot of peeps. Met Maria and Sarah. two awesome girls. Talked about life and bused home with Fareesa and Sarah. Got home and buke puase and had an early night.

Wednesday

I forgotten what happened.

Thursday

Whoohoo. Maths test was a screw. URGH !

Friday

Had Malay test and two babes never come. Aisyah and Fareesa. Aku rindu korang ah. Kayh.. Then rest was crappio. CCA was still the best ! Planning for Unit camp. (: In November. After CCA went to Library with Yulikha and go meet Tricia, Ke Xin, Jasmine, Nigel, Nicholas and another guy. He Nigel friend de. Then still got Joy and her friend. Then go talk to Kimberley , Tan Yin, and Wan Xin. Then Sheng Jie, Rueben and Wing Sun came. Then go back to the Trishh they all and Dennis annd his girlfriend came. Idk why Nigel call him chocolate. Then Yulikha and Ke Xin go home. Then Me, Trishh, Nigel and the guy (STM! WHAT IS HIS NAMMMMEE?) go Aries. Then we took our own sweet time. So the boys went. Then we go Whats In and went homeeee. Reached ome at around 6.15pm. Didn't bring my keys and my parents and brother went out. My elder sist not home yet. My Younger sist at home sleeping. I was shouting like shit. Then at last called Ke Xin ask her accompany me. Then we talk on the phone until my elder sist came back at 6.55 pm. Shit siah ! Kayh. Managed to watch 'To fated to love you'. Stupid siah Ji Cunxi. Dunno how answer the phone. URGH! Slept at brother's room and on air-con. He slept on my bed outsideeee. (: hahas.

Saturday
Helped my mummeh cook and cut myself. I was cooking lemak lodeh. Now I cooked alot already. Sambal Sotong, Rendang, Sambal Tumis, and lemak lodeh. Wohhoo. Syaff kan, mesti ah. Cheyh. My dad was like hinting, liddat can fail Home Econs? Walao eh. I don't know why I fail siah! Alotssss of peepos fail ohkayyy! Urgh! Now watching the 'Bufan de ai'. niceeee. Replay mahh.

Dedications.

To my Daddeh,
Mohammed Shafiee,
Daddy, sorry if I've dissapoint you alot of times.
But I really regret not listening to you.
You rock alot kayh.
I love youu like no other.
Happy Advance Birthday.
Your Birthday will fall tomorrow,
which is also Hari Raya.
Have a happy evening kayh.

To all muslims,
Selamat Hari Raya.

Aisyah Noorhisyam,
GET WELL SOON BABE!
I miss you banyak banyak.
(:

Fareesa,
Come back school fast.
I'm already missing you.
(:

Can't go far but you can always dream

2009-09-13T20:32:00.001+08:00

Updatess.

Tuesday
I was practically idling at home.

Wednesday
Did Nothing at homeee.

Thursday
Woke up at 7 and went to salon at Geylang New Market. It was cool, NOT! I spent 14 hours there. Reached at 10 am. Went home at 12 am. Stuupidd. She do one by one so the outcome of hair is naaaaice! Mummeh rebond on top and perm belowh. Me and elder sist rebondd. My hair not nice siah. I piasey wanna go school. Shall not elaborate what happened.

Friday
Woke up at 7 again. Got ready to go Johor. Then went out at around 9.15 liddat. Then went to Sempang Renggam or whatever its called. Headed to Jusco. At Jusco, I was all in the mood to shopp. Then my daddeh asked one stupid question that ruined my mood. He asked, "Mairah(Mahirah), Why you shorter than Ilah(My younger sist)?" I was like giving him the wtf look. I almost wanted to blurt out all the vulgarities, then at last I ignored him the whole shopping trip. IN YOUR FACE, Daddy. Then go off to Stulang and met Mdm Affa and Mr Hafiz. Paiseyh muchh? Then go 'The Zon' shopping centre plus hotel. Cool. Then buke puase then go Angsana shopp. I broke my silence rule against Daddeh. Then went home at around 2 am.

Saturday
Clean the house like superb. Went Arab Street and one mall opp. Alsagoff Madrasah. Buy some kain for my mum. I was there alone. Paisey. Cousin came take somethingg and buke at our house. Then he went off. Then clean more and more. Finished cleaning around 1.30 am. Then had 'supper' until 3.45 am. Then joked around with Mummeh, Younger sist ad brother until 4 am plus. Daddeh sleep already. Elder sist was watching teevee. Slept around 4 plus going to 5 am.

Sunday
Woke up at 11 am! Short sleep. Gahh! Spring clean again. Finished TOTALLY at around 4.30pm. Then slept for a while. Then go shop and save beside the community centre there go buy coke zero. The china woman cashier cheat me siah. I not stupid lah! FTW! Then got home just in time for buke puase. Then on the comp and getting stressed as I couldn't download the files for sept. hols. homework. FTW!

Going to school tomorrow at 6.30-7am. Although school starts at 8.25am. Sleep early, if i can ah.

2009-09-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

UPDATEEEE!

Tuesdayy
Was idling at home since theere was no school.

Wednesday
I can't remember muchh. Idk where I go.

Thursday
After school findd for Mr Tan with Xin Ni, Yulikha and Fareesa. We don't know he's first name, so asked Mr Ong WJ. I said this, "Mr Ong, the PE tan what Tan?" Then he looked blur leh. Then a few seconds later, he said, "Oh, That one is Eddie Tan." I was whispering to Xin Ni, I thought Tan Ah Kaw. lols. Then waited for him until he come out from the HOD room as he was meeting the HOD of maths. Then he come out le, then he had a private talk with Xin Ni. He looked quite serious leh. Then finish le, made agreement with Xin Ni. She went home and get changed then meet again. Then we, Fareesa, Yulikha and I, Went to school library. Met Syafiqah Senior, Anisah Senior, and Rustina Senior. Fun fun. I read my book an Yulikha go find book. Fareesa was still stucked with the Kerrelyn Sparks book which I told her isn't fun. Don't wanna listen rightt. Then we soon go off. Xin Ni called to say she reaching WS. So go WS library. Then Trishh, Min Hwee, Jasmine and Yan Yi came tutting alongg. So we sat with them. And Yan Yi went homee. Xin Ni came alongg then. Then we sat there and talked and laughed. We asked this coral sec guy help take a random book cos later the librarian scold. Then he like paisey liddat. Haha. Then we soon went off to Macs. Met Gi Ying and Eugenia theree. Then they soon went off tooo. Min Hwee and Jasmine went off too. Then Aisyah and Jaslyn Senior joined us. Then Sam Senior, Nat Senior and Faizal Senior. Faizal sat with us girls though. My 'US' means, Yulikha, Xin Ni, Trishh, Aisyah , Jaslyn and I. Then we laughed like shit. Then went to NTUC to buy some things for mommeh. Then bus-ed homeee with Jaslyn and Trishh. Sam, coincidently also took the same bus.

Friday
Got CCA. Sir Deng Ling(sp?) last day with us. He's gonna serve the country. So had abit of celebrations. Then still got test. Fire Safety. Like shitttt! haha. I flunked. Then go WS with Ke Xin, Fareesa and Yulikha. Ke Xin went home shortly. At the junction, Lutfi Senior was practically being a pain in the ass. He was pissed off todayy. I keep make him pissed off de. Then the Josiah Senior was puposely making Omar suffer. Must make him squad walk. haha. verreh hilarious. Then at WS went to library. Met Anisah Senior, her boyf, Syabil Senior and Syahmi Senior and another guy, idk the namee. Then go homee around 7.00pm. Reached homee at around 7.10pm. Then watched teevee.

Saturday
Woke up early. NOT! Woke up at 12 pm. Hahas. Then got ready go to China town. I not fasting. I come period. My stomach hurts the wholee dayy. Then I ate sweet to ease the pain. Then go Arab street. It was a fun trip. Only mummeh, elder sist and I. My younger sist, eldest brother and daddeh was in the car idk where. Then go alladin, Queen all that. Then go bedok food centre. NICE! I at roti john! My mummeh had steak and sists had chicken chop. Mr daddeh and bro idk. Then go off to Geylang bazaar. It was hot and stuffy. walk walk till 11.30 pm. Went home at 12 am. Then slept at 2 am. Watch this chinese show.

Sunday
Gave religous class a miss today as Daddeh's flying off today. I'm gonna miss his 'Mairah, pegi tido.' Its like magic potion to me. Once he say that, I'll fall asleep that instance.

Monday
So woke up as early as 8 am todayy. Bathed and ironed my hair. Don't get it wrongg, is use the hair straightener thingyy. Then off to meet Aisyah under my block. She wait there I think quiet long. I was late. Promised her to meet at 10.30am. But I came down slightly laterr. (: Then off to fetch Trishh at her void deck. Then go WS. Fareesa and Ke Xin was there alreadyy. SO went to meet up with them. Faizal and Att was there too. So, we walked to the library. Then findd book all then met Angela Ng Yun Ke! She so good lah! Her parents never scold her for failing Science! I still haven't pluck up any courage to show my mommeh and daddeh my progress report. I failed Integrated Humanities-History and Geography, and Bloody Home Econs. Alot of people failed lah. All I know is Jasmine and anther girl pass. What the ____? haiyoo. No vulgarities. I made a vow le. Anyway, then go KFC eat! I never fast mahh. Cos I come period. Then Aisyah and Fareesa and Ke Xin watch me and Trishh eat. I felt so ____! Then Yulikha came. Followed Yulikha go library for a while then go lepak at 565 I thinkk. Then Adila came. We laugh laugh. Then me and Adila walked to school first as I needed the toilet. So had a talk with her. Saddening talk. Then reach school le I tie my hair. Cos later paisey, put down my hairr. Then Afiqah kept touching and stroking my hair. She's going gaga over my hairr and fringee. What The? I was like, 'Chill ah, Later my hair come off how?' Then go toilet le, I cannot pee. Cos I lazy take out skirt. Then go to the canteen wait for Mr Sufy come. Then Got alot of peepos emo! what onlehh. Then Kim Jie never go remedial but go CCA. Then Mr Sufyy came. Then go our class. Ayuni came. Yulikha they all came. Then did Maths. Negotiated with Mr Sufy say I need to go off early cos I have something going on. Then he was like, 'Oh, Qi En waiting for you outside school right with flowers. Today his birthday what. Then you guys go celebrate his birthday.' I was looking pissed off. So I told him that I really had somehing important to go to. Then he gave chance, Say do only until qn 2. I was happy! So rushed off. Nicholas badd. He pang seh me. Urgh! Then rushed to Tricia's Void deck meet her. Then off to Ehub. Go watch movie, G-Force! It was naaaaiiice! Watched with Nigel Lim, Nicholas and Trishh. Met Kok Theng and Richie. Then walked around Ehub. Went bowling alley meet Faizal, Nat and another girll. Then got bored so went out. I kinddof stalked Gurmit Singh. Haha. (: Then go idk where. We walked aimlessly. Then all of them sent me home. Then walked with Nigel while Trishh and Nicholas was like so far back. Idk what they doing. If I not wrong the Nicholas go shoot the blue glue till Trishh's shoe. Haha. Then waited for Trishh 'limp' go till my lift there. Then shook FINGERS and bade goodbye and went up with this aunty. This aunty v. weird onee. I the whole journey very quiet. I answered her qn 'Yes' or 'No'. Mostly 'No'. The aunty super weird lah. Then reachedd homeeee.

Dedications.

Pang Qi En,
Happeh 13th Birthdayy.
You and Your 'Yo'.
Anyway, enjoyy your time on your birthdayy.
(:

Aisyah and Fareesa,
Idc what you guys do anymore ah kayh.
I don't bother anymore.
Do what you want.
I wouldn't wanna waste my tears on you guys anymore.

Nucking Futs!

2009-09-04T20:46:00.007+08:00

Shit ass! All I type all gonee. ASSHOLEE!

It's longg over.

2009-08-31T17:54:00.001+08:00

Updatess,

Sunday
Went to Madrasah then home then grandad's housee. Slept at 12.45 am. Woke up at 5 am.

Monday
Went to school all sleepy. Ran 4km. Super thirstyy. Then idk what happenned. The concert was cool. Watched it for the third timee. DARWIIS! (syahh eh) Then go primary sch. Met alot of peepos. Then straight home. Now watching 'You're my destiny' Chnl U ten o'clock show but on youtube. (!!!) Niceeeee. Okayyh. Thats all. Boredd. Mummy and Daddy went to shop for kain. back after buke. Gonna buke Maggi todayh. I've been cravingg for it!

Dedications!

MR SUFYYY!
Happy Teachers Day Teacher!
Thank you for all the patience you've given us and your hard work.
You've been the best teacher so far in Coral.
Sorry for the mischevious behaviours all.
But I know,
You've been enduring it.
I'll try to cut down on my vulgarities.
You see, There's not much vulgarities here.
(:
Thank You for all the advice and stuffs.
I will try to ace in my studies to make you proud.
On behalf of sec onefivee,
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

To all LYPS Teachers,
To those who taught me and don't teach me.
I thank you teachers for your support.
You Teachers are the source of inspiration to me.
Always supporting me in everything that I did.
Thank you for giving me a happy and enjoyable plus a memorable stay in Loyangg.
Thank you for the suprises and shock I've had.
Thank you for giving me an upportunity to show my potential to lead the school
as an assistant head prefect.
It gave me a wonderful experience.
Leading the student body and all the staffs.
I thank you teachers and principal and v. principal(ex) alot.
Anyway,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

A life, I've longed for.

2009-08-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

okay, life's currently fab fab fabbity fab. idk why. I am on the heels of happinosity.
updateeeee

Wednesday
idk what we did but all i remebered was I was away during CME as I had to do this i-dont-know-the-name-of-the-quiz. So me and Therese and Jurah went to comp lab fourr. And it was freezing. I had to do eight qn while Therese had to do 108 qn. hahas much? Then went back to class. Then Mr Sufyan was like 'salute-ing' me. And Fareesa said that the Queen is back. I was super blur then. Then Min Hwee told me what happened. So, Mr Sufyan named me Queen of vulgarities. Coolscxz? like, omgawdd lahh. Then after school went library with Trishh, KX, Aisyah and Nigel. Andd then met Fiqqah. I was reading my book and she was talkingg to Syahh. She talk super fast! So I told her its like musicc. (: Then walked home with Trishh as I read the book. I was laughing like a loon. Then Trishh and me started laughing and laughing. Went home and talked about the diaper thing with Trishh. ahaha. thats all i can recall.

Thursday
After school stayed back to do the birthday thingg. So did halfway and went to auditorium watch the full dress rehearsal Teachers Day. It was funn! Verreh Funneh. I was reading the book still. Cos people was performingg. Then go home at 5.30 pm. Then I told Justin of sec 3.2 that Trishh wanted his thin tie. (Trishh thought Syahh was talking about thin thigh^^) Then he sibeh paiseyh. Then went across the road, told Darwiis that Aisyah cursed him when she almost slipped. Aisyah said this 'Darwiis cute, jatuh abeh mampos'. hahs. He was like blur blur liddat. Theophilia was like 'You've gt a crushh!' hahas. Walked home then. Go central first. Then Trishh and us departed ways. So me and Syahh sat under my void deck. I wanted to go to the piddly diddly department so badly so rushed home. The lift is sibeh slow lah. Can pee in my cullotes siah.

Friday
Kayh, all I remember was MT and going to HTA after school. Mt was doing this presentation. And i was bloody nervous and Suhandi and Zul said I READ LIKE AS IF I WAS CHASING A MRT TRAIN! WTF!! Was supposed to assemble at 2 pm. But teaccher latee. So assemble at 2.25 pm. from 2 pm was sitting with KX and Nigel at the table infront of the general office. Then this personn came. So I became awkwardly quiett! ohmygawdd lah. I screw when he's theree. Anyway, errh, got into the vann and saw this other guyyy. Aisyahh, I shall tell you some other timee. (: Then there was 11 pax including Ms Siti. At HTA, sibeh bored plus funneh. Anastacia;Anas, made me laugh till I almost go Gaga. Then in the bus otw home, Ms Siti, Anas, And idk whats the guy name was telling stories that I burst out laughing uncontrollably. Then reached school arnd 6.30pm. Rushed to the toilett as I was super urgentt. Then walked to bus stop with Anas and Jia Li. Then Jia Li take us on the opp. side. So took bus with Anas. Took 39 home. Reached home arnd 7. Then solat Asar, Then break fast. Had a sip of drink and then had a bathe. Then I sleep the whole night. Didn't get to watch 'You're my destiny' on chnl U at 10 pm. Idk why but past few days, I've been sleeping so earlyy. nehmindd boutt that.

Saturday
Woken up at 5 am. But, as usual, woke up at 5.15 am. hahas. Time flies so fastttt! Then sleep again. Woke up at 9 am. Then do house work and did a bit of marketing. Watched Teeeveee all day longg. Mommeh was nagging about us not contributing to cooking and kitchen help. I was like oh, ohkayy. Then nag nag till she and daddy and younger sist go sheing siong do moreee markettinggg! Not back yet! Where they go siah! Sheing Siong close at 10. Now almost 10.30 pm. Urgh. Watching BOF! Kim Bum sibeh cute lah! Kayh. ending here.

PS, I may not be attending Monday Teacher's Day thingy at Loyangg. Lazzzyyy! (:
PPS, Fareesa is not coming on Mondayy! URGH!
PPPS, I haven't study for Chemistry Test on Wednesday.
PPPPS, I haven't started for my Home Econs scourse work planning.

Dedications,

Muhd Izzuwan!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYY!
Sorreh late wish.
Yest didn't managed to use comp.
(:
I Miss You ah, Friendd!

&& To Aisyah And Trishh,
My blogger email is syaffiqah@gmail.com
Thats not my msn anyway.
(:

Brizzle morningg.

2009-08-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Typical 100th postt.

Shall start!

Sunday
Went out almost the whole dayy. Went to religous class in the morning and practically went out after that. Head home first though. Changed and stuff. Had a nap for about an hour and went outt.

Monday
It was nippy noodles. Early morning i felt like going to the piddy diddly department. suppeh nippy noodles. *yulikha understands*. Then had sahur and off to sleep. woke up at 7 and went out at 7.50am. Took my own bloody sweet time that I reached school at 8.15am. Could have reached at 8 though. haiyoo. Missed the funnnnn with Hadi Raiyan! lols. Kayh, that guy is like kinddof retard on the other sidee? Mr Sufy msged at 7.40am that he wont be around till Wednesday. Urgh! I lead a life full of sadnosity. *and again, yulikha understands*. Then had interhouse games. Didn't really participated though was so into the book. Okayy. I currently have to finish reading the whole series of book. Then went to library at WS. Met Khairule, Fadil and idk whoo. Then met Fareesa's brother. He havve 9 months of holiday! oh damn. thats unfairrr! Then met Rahayu and Nadiah! Hanged with them. Then head homee. Took 359 since Fareesa, Nadiah and Rahayu insisted. dashdotdash. Then he bus came and we left. Then reached home arnd 6.15 pm. Bathed and all and prepare to break fast. Its kinddof hard to say breakfast and break fast. Anyway, still on the sadnosity side, I lost all my contacts! 10 on the sadnosity scale. Then slept all the way from 7.30 pm till 5 am. coolsxzc? Missed Channel U show! The 10 o'clock onee.

Tuesday
Msged the whole day that I think I burst my bill. Who cares anyway for a girl who is leading a sadnosity lifeee. Then, idk whatt. PE, kindda pissed so pushed someone off court. I deliberately scolded her. Thanks for your respect, but you don't act like a respectable person. URGH! Then Humanities was like combine table with Min Hwee. She never bring Textbook. Ms Helen Tan came and asked us to seperate the table but she saw the book between our table. Then she was like,' you never bringg boook ah?' I said, 'Nope, she didn't brought hers'*pointsatMinHwee* Then she say 'okay, you girls can sit liddat'. Min Hwee then said, 'she act kind or what?' i was like giving her the blur face. hahas. Then recess, sat under the main staircase there. The sec 2 malay floorballers were also there. We were doing the HOHOHO thingy. There was Adila, Aisyah, Yulikha, Fareesa, Xin Ni, Ilina and me! we sprayed 4 perfume in the air. So i kinddof got headache. Then Ke Xin and Trishh joined. Then went off for MT. It kindda rocked though. msged msged again! Alot of peepos asked me whether I going back for Teachers Day. Idk lah! maybe and maybe not! First fact, I lazyyy. Second, I'll miss alot of gathering if i don't turn up. Thirdd, My mommeh is going out. So most probably I would like to tag along. And i can't think anymoree. Then Maths, read book and read and read! Art, had to handle this 'case' of friendship thingy. Shall not elaborate. After school planned to go library since there was no CCA. Then in the end helped Ilina's group to paint the wall. It was superb! There was, Aisyah, Yulikha, Fareesa, Xin Ni, Kimberly, Gi Ying and Adila. But Adila left for netball. She is also included in the credits though. I painted my desk also. But my desk got the white mahjong paper covering itt. So yeahh. wrote crap and pained my namee. Then my hands and skirt and shirt and leg got paint. Fareesa dippes er phone protector/casing into pink paint. And the result is her handd is completely Pink! haha. Got alot of pictures but blooger still cannot uploadd. shitass. Then bused home with Ilina. Took pictures and stuff. ANd walked home. Sadnosity life still haven't ended though. Currently at home in my room where it is pitch dark and the only light source is this laptop. And I am going bonkers soon. (: Okay, Syafiqah, stand up and swave to the music. I shall do a short recount about myselff.

Syafiqah Mahirah.
A girl whose dreams are big!
Achieving non of them though.
Leading a sad life and
having a hard time of being the chairperson and controlling the madest teens of sec onefivee.
Suffering from a sickness with no cure; cheating and copying.
I copied alot of homework and cheated countless tests.
That what they taught me in LYPS as an Asst. Head Prefect.
They didn't had much education tthen.
A girl who desperately wishes to end her life.
SOON & FAST!
friends are to her, her life, soul,heart, lungs, and liver.
She can't live without them.
Developed the fear of height since she was small.
Fell off the slide without sliding down.
geddit?
means I fell off the snake-y slide even before i managed to sit on the slide.
Ghost, nothing to say.
Shouts and screams at any shocks or cannot do it.
HOHOHO-ing is like a hobby and passion.
Jasmine was and is and will forever be the ambassador for HOHOHO.
Studies are like a bore except for Maths, MT and Art.
NCDCC cadet.
And a part of the best clique in the www(wholewideworld).
Has the bestest of the best friends.
And I shall continue next timeee.

Bye earthlingsss.

maxed it out!

2009-08-22T17:50:00.001+08:00

Weehoo. Backk. (:

Wednesday
Go movie with KT, TS, Richie & Jeremy. Do you realised I am the only girl. Anyway, as I am the only girl, I went late. (: So we watched Where got ghost. It was nice. I kinddof shouted. (: Then Went to WS met Fareesa, Nic and Aisyah. Then go home at 7.15 liddat. Walked home with Esther( I think) . Mrs Ho daughter. She very funneh. Met Esther through Nadiah. Met Nadiah, Esther and Calista. Made new friends. Talked to Esther very funneh. Made a vow. Never to step on grass until Ghost month over. (: OTP with Aliff at night. FUN! PS. My paternal cousin just gave birth! cool! Made a new list!

Thursday
Happy Birthday Mommeh!
You are 39(i think).
Thank you for all the hard work and effort spent while raising me up.
(:
Went to Arnolds at City Plaza and met Asfizan.
Msged Kok Theng, Jurah.
Then idk go where.

Friday
Started school early and enjoyous one. Lezzie msged me early in the morning at 6.30 just to wish me. awwh. Then came in all msges. Thanks to Kimberly,Gi Ying, Aisyah, Yulikha, Trish, KX, Fareesa, Ayuni, Afiqah, Rachel, Therese, Arisa, Adila, Jasmine, LH, Yan Yi, Min Hwee, Karyss, Wei Zhong, Amri, Mashita, Maisarah, Sheem Ying, Arina, Yasmin, Ellyqa, Aliff. I can't remember liao. (: Thanks eh. First period idk what. Maths then. Had a lecture by Mr Sufy. ): Recess rushed to do STARS. Nabil was plainly being a pain in the ass! Urgh. Then idk. STARS went down with Jie. Supposedly buy wrapping paper. Then the bookshop aunty said wait, she find for teacher. So we go play piano. Jie play nice lorh. She gave me this teddy bear and a chain for present. ILY! Then idk idk. Go hall. for assembly. Mr Sufy sent eight people from the back go do quiz. I was one of them. The quiz ah, I felt like killing it if I could. I did the part two quiz already almost finish. Then the thing restart again. It lagged. Cos alot of people are using the internet. same sever. Dashdotdash. NCDCC rocks somehow. Got only sec one. and Zachary and Anastacia. Anastacia Indonesian accent came out as she gave command. (: Cute lehh. We had lesson at Geog room. Then played the singing thing. Then idk what. Dismissed at 4.50pm. Met Yulikha and Mashita and walked to WS. They very sweet can? They sang me a very loud birthday song outside the minimart. ILOVEYOUGUYS! Then go Macs. Got a free frappe cos my birthday. But must have the idk what card. I left the card on the table. Stupidity. Then go Library. Returned book and planned to go. Then met my aunty, cousin and nephews and neice. awwh. I was carrying the flower. Then they thought i got boyf. what only. Then go home. My uncle called and stuff. Went ouut idk go where. Then slept at 2+am. tsktsk. Then woke up at 5.30 for sahur. Fasing month start le. (:

Saturday
Happy Birthday to Hanissa Ammelia & Nur Atikah.
Hanissa/Amy. I love you friend. You are thirteen too!
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!
Nur Atikah. My best paternal cousinn.
You rock aye.
(L)

Happy Fasting To all Muslim. Had a talk with Fareesa just now. Almost cried at the lift. urgh. I just created a new email cos I can't attach my file in hotmail. (!) urghh. Then sent the Teachers day thing. I sent a day late. Sorry prefects! (: Kayh, I shall prepare to break fast.

Aliff,
Don't get sad okayy.
You rock alots.
Tortoise, you must cheer up okay.
Find me if you're down.
ily( as a friend)
Happy Advanced Birthday tomorrow.
You are gonnna be thirteen tomorrow!
Cheer up tortoise!

My list of consecutive(sp?) birthdays!
19th Aug- ♥New born neice!
20th Aug- ♥♥Mommeh
21st Aug- ME!
22nd Aug- ♥♥Hanissa(Amy)&♥♥Atikah(Tiq)
23rd Aug- ♥♥Aliff(tortoise)

Kayh thats all for now.

I would miss you when you're gone.

2009-08-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

*updatess*

Sunday
Woked up at 8 am. Rushed to religous class. Reached around ten minutes late. Then got this confession thing. We did arab, then akidah. Then we did this confession game. You have to confess what you did wrong during Ramadan. I was like wtf. Kayh. Then i was like, 'shit,shit,shit'.hahas. Then we did the 21 number thingy. Like you have to count 1-21. everyone can max say 3 consecutive numbers like example: Ali, ila, lai, lia. ( 4 ppl) ali starts with 1,2 and ila continue, 3,4,5. lai continue 6. Lia continued 7,8,9. it will continue until the person who get to numer 21. I was like ftw. Then finish religous class go idk where to have lunch. Then go idk where. lols. Then go home lah. My bro is sick! Kayh, get well kayh. Mommeh massage my hand now it is much better but it still hurts. I can't carry my bag using my right handd. Shit! Slept at 1 plus as i accompanied my dad watched soccer. But half way, fell asleep.

Monday
Woke up at 7 and managed to go out of house at 7.30 am. coolsxcz? School was kindda braggy today. Errh, idk. Biology was msging Aliff. It was cool talking to him. You rock kayh. And this dogface thingg. haha. He made this someone paisey. Anyway, Aliff was talking about horny stuff al Bio period. So stopped talking with him. Recess went down accompanied Aisyah to eat. SO i was there trying to do something useful. Ate bread which my mommeh made for me. *awwh* Kayh. Maths was hilarious .. not! I was like, omgawd. My oh-so-good form teacher just informed us that the test is gonna be diffficult. Thanks ah Mr Sufyan. I meant it as a compliment. cos, I wouldn't be bothered to study if he didn't said that. So, 20/08 my test would comee. Fcuk! Kayh, Then MT! I was like in the comp lab. I was reading the book while walking then mdm Siti was like, 'if you fall how?' but in malay. crappy. Then was doing the brochure thingy or whatevr lah. brought home to print and finish it up. I am kindda sleepy today. SO music was kinddof entertaining. We were in the music room doing the test for the whole 1hr. It was merely clapping but in a tune with notes which i totally had a blank face. Aisyah asked me to teach her and i told her idk how to do. Ilina taught me how to clap following the notes. And i gave her the dashdotdash(-.-) face as i didn't understandd. I was gonna screww. But luckily my turn is next 2 wks. cos just now nt enough time. Went to Banquet with KX. Met the others at KFC. Went to library. And the book that Ayuni lost costs $17._ _ i forgotten. hehs. I was like, why so ex? Then the receptionists said cos gt GST all and stuff. Then went home at arnd 4.15pm. Walked home with Aisyah. Then we were like talking and talking like there's no tomorrow. Lols? Kayh. Walk so slow reached home at 5.45 pm. hehs. Then, bathe and here I am. I want to study for home econs test, but the book is in school. Shall rushto study tomorrow. kayh, going off real soon.

(:

My brotheh,
Get well soon ass!
You may be a pain, but you somehow rock!
Kayh, just get well. (:

76 hrs and 40 mins, come slowly. very very!
(:

You were there, watching.

2009-08-15T14:47:00.001+08:00

Currently home-ing alone with big sist. She watching dunno what show lah. Updatess.

Friday
Had Physics then home econs. Took picture of Ms Yong. She very cute leh if she is so serious into her work. Then talked about Power Ranger with Jasmine. We were supposed to do the planning for our course work lahh. Gahh! Then is MT. Mdm Siti! Shit much? Ms Aisyah ddidn't come i thinkk. Then last period was Englishh. idk what we did. CCA was basically playing frisbee. Affandi was a great captain. He was like, go go! haha. Funneh. I fall countless times as i didn't look where i was going, rather i looked a the floating frisbee. Gt this sec 2 idk who, she in my gr although she nt in NCDCC, she played too. She was so caring lah. kayh. Nicholas stepped on my hand till I think the bone broke to a million pieces. It hurts so much if i move it. Shucks. Then release at 3.45 pm. so good. You know, on Friday, 210809, I am gonna raise the flag infront of the whole school. ASS! OMGAWD! I am gonna make a shit of myself. I rather do with Nabil lah! I know his timing cos primary school is everytime do with him. Then must do with Marco! fuck big timee. UHH! Then joked with Asrul. Then he went off with George. Then a grp of boys which comprises of Wen Xian, Zheng Xiu, Jeremy, Ryan & Josiah were sitting on the bench next to mine. Then they went off. waited for Khayuli till 6.00pm. She msged, 'Go home first. I;ll be very late' Then i replied,'I'll wait no matter how late.' awwh. Kayh, ilheralots. Then walked to Whitesands with Khayuli, Mashita& Anissa(sp?). Anissa left to meet someone which at first idk. Then we went to macs. I was still reading the book. Then Anissa suddnly appeared from nowhere. I was like "HELLLOOOO!" I asked,'you come with who?' Then i saw a guy wore red walked down quickly. Then Mashita said,'Boyf '. I quickly rushed down to see him. Then he go rushed to KFC! Asshole. Then bade Anissa goodbye. She went to KFC. Then finish eating at macs, i plead Khayuli and Mashita go KFC! then she was there with her Boyf and another pair of lovebirdss. So didn't want to disturb her. so went up to the first level and went home. Walked home while reading the book and plugging in. Then reached home arnd 7.15 pm. Thats it. watched teevee and yeah. The chnl U 10pm show, I found out the title, You're my Destiny. OOH! I loike. the Cunxi is jealous that 'Father' Dylan held Xinyi's hand. sweeeeet. Kayh. Then sleep while watching tv. In the end, the tv watched me. (: hahas.

Saturday
Woke up at 9 am. Had breakfast at arnd 11.15am. Watched the 'Family Matters' on chnl 8. After that, watched the travel guide to India on chnl U. Now is the lawyer thing. I forgottrn the title.
Also on chnl U. Kayh. Later, shall do some revision. Kayh. I very tired. My hand hhhurts so much! urgh!! I HATE NICHOLAS TAY! thanks eh asshole for stepping on my hand eh. Bloody ass siah. cb! ah kayh, I super tired. kayh, byebye.

I hope another 139 hours comes very slowly. Very very.((:

:D

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful'
cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shiningbrightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all thepleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powersIn lonely hours
The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing rightbefore you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

& at last!

2009-08-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

Kayh, Not much time to postt.
so here it goes.

Tuesday
Head to Macs meet Trish, KX, Ayuni& Jasmine. KX&Jas left. Left us three. Sec three came and join us. Faizal, Fifi, Ammar& Nathaniel(Nat). Accidentally hit Nat's head against my left side of head. (you understand?) Then a few minutes later, Hit my right head against Ayuni head and it went BANG! Migrane all of sudden. Went home at 6.45 pm. Home, and idk what i did. hehs.

Wednesday
Shall talk abt MT only. I suggested to Adila to start a Treasure hunt Team to look for _______'s )_____. Haha. Adila, you understandd rightt. after sch. Went to library instead of playgroundd. Then had a mini cat fight with Yulikha/Khalyuli. hehs. I pulled her hair and she idk what but kindda get injured . It was at pasir ris library and peoople were looking at us plus Nicholas witnessed. Hehs. *smacks head* Then went home arnd 5.45 pm. Met Juniors. Talked and walked cos live same blk. Then at home, watched teevee, the ten pm chnl U. Superbbb showww.

Thursday
Morning was chiong study for dynamics test. I shall thank Mr Sufyan for giving us half an hour of his period to let us study. I shall pass my maths test next Thursday okay. win-win situation. Then physics, Urghh! I screwed the test. I min. get 1 mark. first qn. about Newton's second laww. The rest is like, omgawd. Then after school go canteen then go library. I sleep leh! Then the librarian woke me up*paiseh* . Then go to more than words with Khayuli/Yulikha find prezzie for my sisteh. She turning 12 tomorrow. 8 more days countdown. I hope it will come rather slowly.. Fareesa+clique, no bash kayh. (: walked out of White sands then met my sist. Bade goodbye to Yulikha/Khayuli and followed my sist go library again. She stuffed her books in mmy bagg. Cos my bag fucking light. Then borrowed three of her books and in it went. In bus, very funneh incident hapened. kayh, shall not elaborate. Then at home, mommeh cooked for me Mee Hong Kong, thick gravyy. I LOIKE! Then atur baju nak lipat, did maths homework. And frucks! I lost my Maths book 1! cb. I shall hunt it tomorrow. With help of Adila, My treasure Hunt business partner to be, if she wants to be in the new team! hahas. kayh! gtg soon. I wanna get ready to pai ma pi my mum. So can on teevee watch the ten pm chnl U showw. I love you earthlingsss.

Dedications/Dedikasi:
eng / Malay

Hazirah Nabilah;My annoying but sweet younger sister!
I love you to the bits yaw.
Thanks for tolerating my crap(crab)/prawn.
I shall hit you less and pamper you moree.
I LOVE YOU,
although I hate you for being taller than me(!?!?)
You're twelve at last!
Be more matured and stop playng with Barbie Dolls
And start loving a more 'matured colour'
you and your pink 24/7
haiyoo.
Anyway,
HAPPY ADVANCED 12th BIRTHDAY!
14.08.97
Kak Mahirah(Kak Mela) sayang Ilah!
Muacksxzq.

I LOVE MEH CLIQUE!
Thankss Min Hwee fr teachingg me the chinese songg. I shall post the hanyun pinyin next timee.
I love cliquee;Ayuni, Aisyah, Ke Xin, Tricia & Yulikha.
You guys rock!
&& my bestf, although nt in clique, ilyt, Fareesa!
Kayh, kamu pun rock.
And other featuredd,
Adila, Jasmine, Karyss, Min Hwee, Ling Hwee, Kimberly, Giying, Arisa, Afiqah, Therese, Rachel & etc.
I Love you people many many.
Sayang.
Idk why I started saying all thiss.
(:
Kayh lah,
Bye!

urgh. screw blogger.

2009-08-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

I JUST BLOODY TYPE OUT MY POST AND IT VANISHED! IT WAS SUPER LONGG! FUCKKKK!

I shall post abt 11/08/09&12/08/09.
Screw bloodsucker blogspott.

Happeh Birthdehh Peepel.

2009-08-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

i don't know what i should say. Everyone's changing. Even I am! I don't get it. Why setbacks is seeing me through my days one after another. what is life? What are they. Can someone elaborate. I just don't get it. Arisa has afiqah&Therese&Rachel&eugenia. Min Hwee has Karyss&Yan Yi. Fareesa has Tricia&Yulikha&KX&Ayuni. Kimberly has Gi Ying. Ling Hwee has Adila&Jasmine. XinNi has Ilina. Nazurah has Aisyah. They have each other. Yes, I have a clique+Fareesa. But, I feel that we are changing. We are going in our own directions. Where is the promises that we made to stand by each other through thick and thin. What has become of us? Can someone tell me, what is actually the reason of our departure? :(

SO much abt that, Yest was besttt. Firstly woke up at bloody 8 am. I slept at 2. thats lateeee. haiyoo. thats stupid. My mum was like, wake up, wake up. We going out for breakfast. LOL muchh? hahs. At last, go out at 11. Go Geylang market. Don't think wrongg. Then met Irsyad 2.6 lols. I was like, the father so alim. The son is like shit. Arsyad like shit also. The twin bros. Then go I dunoo where. All I know I reached home at 6.00. Clear all the things bought. Changed and refreshed abit and watched NDP at teevee. KX, The Barakti Jagdish (Amari Jagdish) was the telecast-er. Lol. Then watched SG Idol. 'I am Asian Avril Lavinge'. 'Ouch!Ouch!' Lols. hahas. Kayh Then watched Cuci. Then watched 18 grams of love. Then I dunno. Watched indian movie. Then watched Chnl U. Then sleep at 2+ again. Haiyoo. woke up at 9 today. bathed and all. Go market. I v. good ya'know. Then the groceries v. heavy. I was tempted to buy the soyabean. But it was too heavyy. Then go home. Read newspaper. Then watched teevee. Now watching Gosok 2. Kayh. Thats all. (: gtg.

Tricia,
Happy Belated Birthdie.
You are thirteen.
EEEE! SO OLD!
hehs.
kayh. joking.
I hope you will enjoyy your day kayh.
I Love You Many Many.

((:
Goodbyeeee.

2009-08-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

kayh. My super sad week ended last friday. On thursday, I was crying and crying my eyes out in class. But I should say thank you loads to Md. Nabil bin Ahmad for cheering me up during STARS. He was plainly making me joke so that i would smile and laugh. I thank you so much Porn maker. hahas. anyway, made friends with all my enemy. && I LOVE IT! i got so addicted to my book; Its okay I'm wearing a big knickers. haha. The confession of Georgia Nicolson. Its nice you know. So the whole day of Friday was talking crap to makcik nazurah. I was like "Naz, you've got a bum-oley while I dont. You have a nunga-nungas. I'm jealous. You are a furt." Lat period, English was writing a commendation letter. Stupid Daniel Tan go shoot papers at me. I got super frust and threw staple bullets/staplets at him. urgh. At last i super angry, I took scissors and threathened to 'cut' him and at last snipped off abit of his hair. I felt like I've taken a huge revenge siah. lols. Then I was walking away when Ms Ng saw me. *smacks head for being naughty* Haha. Then he kept say what about fucking Jin Wee. I onced scold Jin Wee in front of Zhen Feng and Daniel and said to Jin Wee "Fuck you upside down lah" Then they start teasing me. Haiyoo. Irritating siah. Then at last threw his art file towards 'his dream girl', Jasmine. lols. Then after that school over, go to the hut wait for Ke Xin until her Dance Meeting over. A very very funny incident happened to Tricia, which i shall not elaborate. Lol. Then we saw this guy. h fuck. i stm now that i forgot the name. UHH! anyway, yeah. he called his gf while his girlf was just accross. OMG! whats his name. i have a bad stm. then go cca. Okay lah. Had lessons. About fire safety. Then master parade. The 2 songs. The Home Team Academy(HTA) & Coral song. Then we were competing against NCC. Mr Faizal made us run two rounds as the NCC was louder than us. I was like. wtf. Azim then say to our company, "eh faster run across. Very Noisy uh." i was like knnbccb. Then my jockey was like falling of my head. And then at last we louder. Attendance was pathetic can? Very pathetic. 10 sec one squad only came. haiyoo. Then go home with Fareesa, Yulikha & Mashita. They rock. I was hyper + tired. Fareesa then departed ways with us. Then continued our journey. Went to toilet first. Then go off. Yulikha then bade goodbye. Mashita took 403 i took 12. I went first. Then in the bus msged Amri abit. At last I at home, super tired, I told him I had a tiring day and want to have an early night. At last I watched tv and slept at 1.oo am. Then woke up at 8.00 am. haiyoo. Have yet to do my maths. Haiyoo. Very lazy. kayh. thats all. I shall end here.

Tricia,
I AM SORRY AYE!
I LOVE YOU AH-LOTS!

Angela,
I MISS YOU LAH!
THANKS FOR YOUR CONCERN!
(:

goodbye people of the earth.

Has it all turned? Did it change?

2009-07-29T21:11:00.001+08:00

this few days are like sad things happening. Not once but always. Me and Yulikha always share the same thought. I tried to understand them but they just couldn't understand me. Sometimes, I even feel that I am not the right candidate for the prestige Clique. I feel like, I am a junk. Thanks to Min Hwee who cheered me up early bright in the morning. We were debating about the junk stuff which could end up in my house. It was hilarious. She told me this; 'Foes becomes friends. Friends becomes lovers. Lovers becomes couple.' I was like wtf! haha. She was actually referring to Mr Pang. No more elaorations. Anyway, today was practically okay but it ended when I stepped into the class after MT, English lesson. I felt like those people who wrote things on my table are like humilating me as a cheap woman and a flirtatious and a bimbotic one. I was looking forward to a nice day actually. But it all ended with tears rolling down my cheeks. && Tissues supplied by Min Hwee. Then when I wanted to wrote something in my fav. book, I realised it was gone! I searched for it frantically. Asked help from Jie(s) and Min Hwee. I think now, I know who are my friend & who isn't. This is what I have always feared. And I have een repeating this mistake not once but a few countless times. I have the wrong choice of friends. Not saying that my friends led me astray. But, I feel hurt when they are around. My list of true friends are; Min Hwee, Karyss, Xin Ni, Ilina, Aisyah, Yulikha, Ayuni, Adila, Kimberly, Gi Ying, Arisa, Afiqah, Therese, Rachel, Jasmine, Ke Xin, Daniel, Wei Zhong, Nabil, Wybert, Nigel, Qi En, Nicholas, Amri. Yes. They understand me most. The boys are not that close but they understand me more than the rest. Even some people of my clique don't know what I am going through. I would like to sincerely thank Kimberly, Gi Ying, Karyss, Min Hwee, Aisyah and Yulikha. I really appreciate your comfort just now. I am sorry but I let my emotion get control of me. I felt that you guys kindda get across the line, stepping on my foot, this time. I was like raining. Mr Sufyan kept probing, why I was so quiet and not participating in class activities. I was like, 'nothing, nothing.' But deep down was actually heaps of something. I wouldn't want to quarrel. But whatever you msg-ed Aisyah is like, showing that you find me a pest in your life. I could see through you. At least Ke Xin was more sincere. If saying sorry could heal all misunderstanding, why not you ask Mas Selamat publicily announce that he is sorry and the whole world will forgive him. If that could happen, I would forget what happen today and go on in life. Ke Xin, I am not trying to avoid you, but I was Really Really busy. I just didn't have the time to call you back. But, I can see that you really regretted doing that. How I hope * could really see what she actually made me sound like. She made it sound like as if I was a self-centred person. And she made me think that I was the only person who has feelings. Yes, you do have feelings. But I didn't did anything else to you except for the Nick thingy. But, you came up with loads of crap expecting me to endure all those. Qi En, Wybert, Nabil && Aliff they all. I felt like I was just a stupid person getting insulted and discriminated by you people. I really hope that I could change the world upside down! I really hope we could make peace. && TO Nazurah & Eugenia, Can we srsly be friends. I really thought hard what Ms Anne said. I actually loved you guys once and I want to love you guys again. It same goes to all of one five-ers and all my friends.

ps. I shall not forget Along, Aisyah's Sis, for making me laugh in the library. thanks aye Along. You rock.
~Syafiqah Mahirah

Favourites.

2009-07-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ILINA SIM ZI YUN & VICTORIA PANG XIN NI!
KAYH, remember, Mummy loves you ahlot eh.

screw and total screw.

2009-07-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

oh. goddamnit. blogger is fucking iritating. no more compose. cb. kayh. whatever. anyway, back fo status updateee. uhh, what can I say? I am a total bad daughter all his while. and I shall fuck my brains squashed up? URGH! what bad daughter I am. I made my mum angry frequently and stepping on her head[nt literally]. hahs. Kayh, 15 monthsary with lisyaali. I love you alot kayh. Booked for swensens alr. this monday going with whole class. And buying $10 coupon of red cross from Yulikha. Blah and bored. Today & now, almost everyone is sleeping. My brother& sisters. I am widely awake. parents is in the kitchen doing some cooking. haiyoo. && I just finished reading Angus Thongs & full-frontal snoggings. The outcome was great. But I wanna read what happened next. Shall find the knickers book which is the continous book. started reading at 2.30 and ended at 5.10 . kayh. ending here. gonna pray. shall updatee sooooooon! immycliquealrd.

Fareesa,
Cheer up dude.
And I'll be praying for you.
Let it go kayh.
Come to school soon.
&& Sufy laughed at hw you spelled principal, principle.
hehs.
Kayh, I MISS YOU, Minah.

woots. swoons. keyh, bb.

Qin Ai De Jie, Mei ai Ni

2009-07-23T19:41:00.002+08:00

Fuck, Blogger is a screw. currently cannot post. shall post when my bloody blogger is fine, healthy, alive and kicking again. I love my gans.

Happy 13th Birthday, Kimberly Ho!
Mei ai ni!
Jie, you must smile always.
I LOVE YOU!
ended.

Mummy ♥ VPXN&ISZY

2009-07-18T12:33:00.003+08:00

kayh. Yest decided a date to go for swensens treat by Mr Sufy. Thn deciding time. Kay. after sch, went with Xin Ni, find that counsellour(sp?) Then met mr sufy. I left with clique while she go with Mr Sufy. Then had lunch, playground. Then Nigel went for soccer which he said 1hr only. 4.30 his head. 5.30 then reach lorh. sibeh sian. Then sec 3 came. Then Indra sume maki maki abeh whatever uh. Azim Aisyah Liyana Faizal & some other ppl which I can't rmbr. Hatta! haha. hehs. They main main at playground sume, so we left. went smaller playground. Lolx. Didn't know that police and Mr Sam & Cikgu Siti came and some lari. haha. lucky can? Thn I was super hyper siah. Then walk home with Trish. Then I was laughing and laughing. We both were making loads of noise and sounds that can make up into a musical lorhh. hahas. I was making silly sounds and Trish was adding to the sounds. hehs. I loike that trip homeee. Hahaas. Then go buy soya+grass jelly. Treat Trish to drink. Went to 7-11. Trish go in then treat the place like her own house lehh. She go say loudly,'Wah, very nice smell eh'. I was frigging laughing. Then bought the mashed potato and went. I finished my soya+grass jelly while she only drinked 0.05% of the drink. haiyoo. we were making face whether to walk which way. at last walked my way. Then laughed again and bade goodbye. She was like fuck lah. hahas. Kayh go home at arnd 6.20+ Then bathed tilled 7. hehs. ^^ Then sembahyang first then go hang my clothes and stuff and sleep arnd 9 in my mum bedroom. 12 am, my dad woke me up and asked me sleep on my bed. hehs. I was literally shocked. Then sleep back. hehs. Then woke up at 7 today. Got ready, mop the house, Then ate breakfast and here I am. Watched the chines show from 11 to 1. kayh. finish storaye. Dedications[some is good one, some is bad]

Daniel Tan Jun Hao,
Happy 13th birthday!
Talk and socialize more.

VPXN,
Qin ai de,
mummy love you alot ohkay.
don't get sad. I will be here for you.
You and ISZY will be my number one ohkay.
I love you more than anyone else.
Will call you soon. ILY!

Eugenia,
Eh, stop tagging in my tagboard crap can?
I hate it lah.
Thanks for tagging at Nazurah's blog ask her
go see my blog.
Why?
wanna make me famous is it.
Get you asshole out of my blog.
Before I make you suffer.
KNNBCCB.

Kayh.
finish dedications. I love my daughters. They come number one before anyone else. Mummy will stay strong for both of you. I feel so sad. :(

It was a burden to see you cry. :'(

2009-07-16T19:09:00.004+08:00

Smekom semue. kayh. crappy start. Tuesdayy, went to Sengkang Library with Yulikha. Then she go make this small girl almost cry siahh. haha. Then met the restt at playground. Then went home at 6+ then met Xin Chyr. She boliao de loh. Wed got camp, Tuesday evening still can take a stroll. She starting SMU soon. Kayh, i miss her soo much. so gossiped and gossiped and yeah. went home at 7. mummy was like, 'You back already ah? Kayh. Go sembahyang first then bathe' Kayh. crappy. Then yeah. Wednesday, Tricia was sick. so went home early. kayh. get well sooon! Y♥ never come. ): Sick. Get well soon too ohkay dearest. ILY tau! Nabil also tak datang. lols lah. He i dunnno why. Then wwent playground and the auntie wanted call school and police came and Sean jumped over the canal. Then Yijie chinese surname is Chai/zhai. I dunno which one. Then kexin was like,'ni chai wo rou.' eviil bodoewh. Which means:'You vegetable, I meat.' Chai is veggie. rou is meat. hehs. Then it was suddenly chinese names and yeah. They started calling me Mahirah. hehs. Then walked Kexin to ws. Then bought ice cream and sat at macs for ah-while. Kexin Mum say, In public, cannot lick your ice cream. Must take care of your well-being. hahaha. So, stopped licking lorh. hehs. Then took 12 home. Then meet ah-lot of people. and yeahh. Today, daddy late siah. I six.thirty got ready already. Then he six.thirty still in toilett. and so, waited outside for very long timeeee. Thn my younger sista scared mahh, she in the end waited for us both to kick it out from house to go schoool. She loser siah. lols. Then reached sch, Study study fo physics test, which I knew I'm gonna fail. *sighs*Then maths was ohkay and random. I hate drawing the 4 sided figure lorhhs. Then physics tio si le. Lols. Then Stars was like, Nigel and his dirty mind. He was like sitting directly infront of me on the chair while i was on the floor with Fareesa. He and Nabil like dirty mnded lehh. Lols. Then I used Min Hwee bag close my skirt. He like always try to up skirt de lorhh. Lols . Was adjusting my skirt then nabil look again. This people suck lah. Dirty minded fellow. Hehs. Thn Bio was like msg aliff thingy. Then English was about 'My City, Singapore'. something liddat. Then had lunch at sch. Then went playground. Saw Miss Ng boyfie siahh. Lols. Kexin said 'click click' to him. Then he said, 'cluck cluck'. Kayh, Ms Ng, You might be reading this. Hehs. sorry horh.I got take video leh. Then Ke Xin blocked my whole video. haiyoo. Fareesa tio kena caught lorh. Haiyoo. Met Aliff. Then talked yalked played awhile and he left. so played marco polo with Nigel, Sean, Wybert, Nicholas, Tricia, Aisyah & Ke Xin. Yullikha was just sitting. Hehs. Then Nigel go read my msges. Blooueh. Then 4.05 walked home with Aisyah. Bought bandung. Met Mr Kadir, Mr Zareen & Mr Amran at central. Prim. Sch. teacher. hehs. Then Go gossip and talked about life for a while. We were not sitting on the chairs and table provided lorh. instead, we sit on pavement. hehs. :) 5.50+ bade goodbye and here I am. :) My life kinda rocks luh.
Goodbye people of the Earth! :)

The Clock Ticks as my Heart Beats Faster and Faster Struggling to End This Misery

2009-07-13T13:59:00.001+08:00

Smekoms. Kayh. Yest was my Sist berthdayy. Didn't get her anything though. Hugs and kisses was kindda enough. Woke up late for my religous class/madrasah. Kayh. Went out of house at 1045 and amazingly reached at 11 and I wasn't late. Kayh. Cool kepperh. Then temp taking thingy. Safarah, my religous classmate and Coralite senior, was tahan-ed cos her temp 37.6 SHe has slight fever i think. Anyway, make sure you baik baik uh makcikzxcs. Hehs. Mummy last minute told me that I can bring my phone. At first happy gile babi siah. Abeh at last found out my phone no bat. wtf. case happy tak menjady perh. Then still brought the phone. At madrasah, Zahwah had stomach upset. She became toilet attendant for the day. always go toilet. Then We were like biased against Athirah Khairunissah girl. I hate that girl. She step bodoh. Kayh. Then Fatin Dayini didn't got her report book. Sad case? She transfer from morning to afternoon. Abeh her report book has gone MIA! wtf. kite ketawe ketawe kat class. Kayh. I observed that Idris has this weird thing about him. Evrytime I turn, he would like dodge. Kayh. Malu or what. Vhutever. I so long never meet Maisarah. Cedarian, sec2. Kenal tak? She very kudut like chopstick and very puteh like chalk. Kayh, like biased liddat. She's nice. Very pretty. and whatever elsee. Then after madrasah, went to Tanjong Katong Complex to change. Then bought myself and ice-cream. With my own monneh eh kakak. Blanje kakak ice cream since it was her birthday. awwh me. Went to Haig Road have lunch and bought mentos at watsons. Mummy spent $19.50 and got another for free. Its actually; Buy 10 $1.95 things and get 1 free. kayh. Buy crap. Bought the jhonson baby the hand lotion. Smells the same as kexin hand lotion, Nivea. Nice eh. Then went to Sim Lim to repair my MP4! yay. its in working condition. My sister MP4 spoil. Kayh. Sedeh peh hidop. Then went to BUgis market again, 5 min walk, bought my brother a brand new bag. Happy buddowh dier. whatever eh. Then bought some clothes for mummy then went to KFC to celebrate my sist berthday. Before that, at Bugis Junction de cold storage, mummy bought durian. 1 box =$38. Mummy bargained, 3 box=20. wtf. so cheap and the man lost alot of monehh. anyway, camwhored like shit. Daddy was cute. He wanted to do pout. lols. Pictures cann't upload. Damn. Nehmind next time. Went home, showered, had some durian, watched Mentor;Tunjuk ajar ku sifu. Black menang dokss. lols. YAYYYYY! anyway, watched titanic at RCTI, indon channel. Then watched cahnnel U jacky gogogo. nice siarh. slept at 2.45 am. wanted to pee so badly in the middle of the night. as I walked to the toiletxz, I feel like someone was watching me. Pee quickly and ran back to the sofa, where I slept for the night cos watched teevee. Then woke up at 9 am. Then started downloading the E-learning at 1130. hahahahaha. Kayh. Had instant noodles and durian for breakfast. My stomach is like shouting for help from the toilet bowl. Lame much? Kayh. Haven't started on any E-Learning thingy. Blogging and posting and yeahhh.
Gonna pass up my History tomorrow. But I haveno idea what to do. Shucks. Kayh. Alot of things must pass up tomorrow. 18/07=Daniel's birthdayy. 19/07=Afiqah & Nicholas birthdayy.

Dedeicationss.

Aisyah,
Tmasey lah. You make me sound like a great person who gives you motivation to live.
I am random nye makcik kayh.
I love you till the very end and
Stop hounding on the past tense.
A new phrase for youu.
Yesterday was a misery, Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift, That's why its called the present.

1634,
Sorry if I made you sound bad.
But you just don't know the stress i'm in.
Lets forget the past and move on in life,
A qoute,
Life's a climb, But the view is great.
Although how many setbacks there are,
The ending is gonna be perfect.
I love you many many.

Kayh.. done. Gonna continue on with my E-learning. shucks. Kayh Smekoms eh people.

2009-07-11T12:24:00.003+08:00

kayh. On wed, bio was just fine. Lit was health check. hahaha. Nurse gave me 50cents to call 3/4 and 3/5 people. haha. recess ate egg tart. Wybert threw coackroach on me. Nicholas electric shocked me. lolx. History was Borringgggggg. she was talking and babbling while I was sleeping. Morning saw Richie Goh! haha. Long time never see that guyfriend of mine. English was just talk talk. CME was just fairly neutral. 09/07,Thurs. Morning was speed writing, copying History homework. haha. wed sleep in class for histry. Thurs didn't. Showed where is Bencoolen. Everybody was clapping. I was freaking Paiseyh. Mummy confiscated phone. :( My dad was scolding me while walking to car in the morning. I feel sad. I tried to be strong. But the more I acted to be tough on the outside, the more i was hurting in te inside. I abused my mum's trust. Inside the car, was silent. Dropped dead for a while. I was silently sobbing. Brother wasn't on the car. His school start at 8.30 on thurs. I was sobing and sobbing. Reached the school gate and wiped of tears and pretend nothing happened. PE was like ohkayy only. Then I somewhat scolded Nazurah. She demanded me for the attendance diary. Then I say, You no need hold. If you hold, the papers will tear and I will have to answer for it. So its the same. I hold is better. Then she walk off and I saw her like complain to Eugenia, who also suck big times. uhh. stop it seyh about this tak guna people. Mt was great. I won the Anugerah Pelajar ? something about the behaviour thingy. Must give speech. I very shy mah. I was like, Tmasey? haha. LOLx. Maths boley tahan ah. English, randomm. 10/07,Fri. F&N was cool. Cooked egg burger. haha. I cook scrambled egg. Ms Yong was having a theory part first. Last 45min then cook. FUNNN! Then Ms Yong say pork can make oil. The thick white part. and whatever. Nigel looked into my skirt again. I was like covering up then. Stars, Nigel tried to look into Fareesa and my skirt. Then I was covering with my bag. Nabil uh, people fold skirt also want to see. My skirt very loose. If can wear belt, I wear siahh. lolx. Then very fnny. Nabil was talking about wearing tuwdong and stop using vulgarities while i was suffering eating the sweet he gave me and fareesa. Mint. Strong mint! I was jumping up and down. Very spicy siah. I eat one, spicy, he eat 3 not spicy. then He was telling me bout the cousin, My senior, Afiqah & Amirah. Both my senior. prim sch. hehs. Then he bechok suddenly. Ustaz wannabeh. lol. Then LSA, donated monehh. Then got $80 voucher swensens from mr sufy. He print himself one. Then he ask me to decide when and where for the whole class. chairmann mahh. what onlyy. Tmsaey lah. Miss Sim rocked. haha. I go throw the airplane thingy didn't hit the bull's eye but hit Amri. paisey buddowh. Then went busstop. Wet & Drenched. Ran in the rain. heh. Anyway, didn't go Sengkang. Went to whitesands. Met Sean, Nigel and had lunch. Then saw Azroy and Aliff and one more guy. Then Ke Xin pulaks go tell out the secret. Kayh. She was repeatedly saying sorry to me. I very long never msg Aliff. I miss talking to that guy. Mummy confiscated phone because over msg. Maybe next month get phone back but change number. Maybe only. I LOST ALL MY PICTURES! OHMYGAWD! shitass! Kayh. just now morn, go marketing. Woke up at 7.30 am. my mum and me was the only one up. the rest was sleepingg. zzzz. Thn i went marketing and at the market I saw the fats of the pork. HAHA! I was thinking of Ms Yong then. lol much? Kayh. Tomorrow My da Jie birthday. Sonia Birthday was last two days. Today, I receive another niece. Just now morning 2 am she was born. So, today her birthday, tommorrow, my sister's 14th birthday. Kayh, Dedications.

Syairah Insyirah,
Happy Advanced Birthday dearest Jie!
You are 14 now.
I am sorry of I ahve irritated you in any way.
And make you get scoldings from mummy.
Although you are like a pain in the ass sometimes,
You are my best sister in the whole wide world.
I am not who I am if not for you.
You taught me alot of things.
You gave me aspiration and comforted me when I needed you the most. I LOVE YOU!
Now that when you need me,
I am ever ready for you.
Thanks for all your help and support all this while.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY! ;DDDDDD

Siti Aisyah Noorhisyam,
Babe, I miss you already ah.
I am gonna suffer without you.
Although on Tues I willbe able to see you,
I am so sad.
Cause I can't see you on Monday.
I Love You ah Buddy!
You are like the flesh while I am the skin.
We blend in very well.
I love you tau makcik!
Kayh.
HL hot ah kayh.
And thanks for listening to my story on Friday.
Kite syg Awak Tau.
hehs.

Yulikha Saim,
Heeey,
My favourite sop daging is still thee best.
You hold most of my secrets.
And I thank you for giving me advice.
I will try to follow what you said.
You are sweet and humble kawan.
I treasure you ahlot.
I should thank god for letting me meet such a good person.
ilyvm.

Noor Adila Azan,
You should stay sabar towards that makcik.
I know you are irritated.
You can always jon me and cliquee.
I invite you with my open hands.
Talk to me aye.
syg Adila bnyk bnyk.

Kayh. Done with dedications. Let me thank all my friends in school for making me happy all day long. Mr Sufyann, Mr Khairil, Mr Mochek, and Mr Loh. You guys make me smile and laugh. Mr Loh, made a weird impression of me. hehs. Mr Mochek, haha. He smiled and asked why the other day. Mr Khairil, Making my day a joy. Mr Sufyan, Making jokes all the time till my stomach felt like bursting of laughing. To Secondary 1.5, Thank you for making my day a better and even better and the best day ever. You guys always make me hyper and laugh. I feel at ease with you guys. Kayh. I am vexed enough. Stop saying you are taller than me. You stupid or what. The teacher is not stupid to measure my clip. If Xin Ni clip must take out, means he know not to measure my clip. I am taller than you. Its a fact. Stop saying you are taller. Say that again, and you might see my pam on your face. I had enough kayh. I know you are my best friend. But after all this while, You may be a pain in my flesh. You might be reading this.

kayh. finished..
(:

Whatever it is, I am by your side, dear girl.

2009-07-07T21:07:00.004+08:00

Kayh. New skin and blah blah blah. just now, maths was like talking period for me. i was siting with illina and she was sharing with me her burden. I pity her alots. She is like the saddest girl I could find for her age. For wat she's going through, I feel sad and lost how to help her. after that was art. slack. then recess. then mt. fuck siah, i thought the cikgu Siti never come. Suddenly five minutes later, there she is. alamak. I forgot to bring my phone. I was praying that my mum won't check my phone. Haiyoo. I reminded myself million times to bring my phone. than outside gate then realized my phone at home. Like wanna cry siah. Then Nicholas go call my phone. Mummy picked up. hiayooooo. lols. had physics. I was soooo good girl nows. then bio. than talk with mr sufy & ilina. i waited half an hour. than cannnot tahan, go out meet aisyah, tricia, ke xin and yulikha = had my lunch and was supposed to cabot go simei. Mdm Norul wanted help. so tolong uh. move the thing here there and everywhere. at last go physics lab. in the physics lab from 3+ till 4.45 talked to sufy again. He kinda rocked this time. I like our convo. Sebagai org islam all came out. kene terok oi sufy. Kayh, Welcome to my blog, Mr Sufyan. Sorry for the Vulgarities on you. I didn't meant it. Please tag before leavingg. Tmasey.Let me tell you, Mr Sufy got our blogs already. hehe. ((: I don't know how. anyway, walked home with Aisyah and Tricia. Then Tricia bade goodbye. Then went with Aisyah go buy soyabean. Then go my block for awhile. talk talk. gossip gossip. Bnyk kaw nye sebagai org islam. hahaha. then we both realised both of us nak pee. I ran up while Aisyah rushed home. Funneh you know. Then now watching hannah montana movie. lend the dvd frm Fareesa. Kayh. To AziM & Trishh, I changed my skin for your sake. Now, if you wanna read must highlight kayh. Tmasey & Smekom. Kayh. Gonna log off soon. Haven't do practically everything. Bio, Maths, Lit,Eng&Mt. Sorry eh cekgu(s) if I never hand in tomorrow. Maaf bnyk bnyk. Kayh. Going going going,GONE!

Smekoms eh people.

2009-07-06T16:50:00.002+08:00

Heyy. Hols were a bore. How i wish I could go outtttttt! anyway, Yesterday, woke up around 8++ almost 9. late for madrsah like usual. hahas. Then, at madrasah/religious class, need take temp lehh. super siann. haha. got this pri. 1 boy in my sec 1 class. he havn't take examm. very funny siah. He from Eunos Primary School, Same as Ke Xin. He this year pri 2. kayh cute. Then the boys in my class, always asked him weird question. They made up names, common names and asked the boy whether he knows them. Then they use my name. like wtf. They were talking in English and asked this, You know Syafiqah? Idris looked at me like one of a kind. Fuck much? Lols. Kayh, I very quiet in my eligious class ya' know. haha. Syahiran and Khairul were talking crap much. Then Aqasyah is called Kudut by the boy. haha. Lols. I was laughing my ass out. Then msg Aliff. msged msged. Hafiz kene teroks siarh. Ain's name is the same name as the boy's brother's girlfie. Very funny. Then at last, the boy cannot tahan, He say, Can you not ask me silly question. Everyone laugh like gile. I was almost burstingg. Then went to geylang to take the eggs which my mum had forgotten to take yest. haha. The shop closed siah. Then buy diff things. Buy a little only. Then had no appetite to eat lunch. so just had chendol. I nowadays no appetite, Then Aliff said i was thinking about mataer. what onlyy. Aliff wanted conference again. I like deadly want laaa. I was freaking bored siarh! Then ade org tu spoil lagy. Knn siah. Everytime spoil plan nak conf. go and die lah. anyway, After geylang walked to Tanjong Katong Cmplex. walked walked and windowed every shop. We walked there from 2+ till 6+. Haha. Called Fareesa, We chatted for a while. Then she told me she kene grounded for a month. What siahhh. Go and die lah. Then she told me she told Azim this secret. Azim angry with her siahh. Then maged Azim. He never replied. Just now morning then reply. Fareesa, Azim said, He is not angry anymore. He said don't take it up again. He dn't like girls who do that. He got one incident also but I won't write it here. anyway, Then went to Mustafa Centre. The mamak like wtf lah. Stare stare, push push. I like scared siah. Then bought myself a perfume. Adidas for women. Nice you know. Last time is the pink colour fragrant. Now is Blue. Blue one nice smell. Then went back. Ran in the rain from car to buy roti. Then walked home saw Latiff. He was reading this magazine. Then ran back again. I did without lunch and dinner. Watched K-nite. Had some ice-cream. Then went to sleeeeeeeeep. Deadly tired. woked up at 9+ today. Helped my mum clear the freezer. Unstore all and defreeze the ice. So tired siahhh. Then now watching teevee. Like rested only now. Had no breakfast and just a simple lunch. I just at limpa and rice. I very lazy do ace-learning. malas buddowh. just do lah uh. ohkay ending hereee. I MISS MY FRIENDS!

2009-07-04T22:16:00.003+08:00

gonna be a short post today. went to geylang serai temporary market to accompany mum. my siblings all uh, hopelss siarh. nehmind. saw Aisyah's booth. Sorry dear, I couldn't go. i reached home nearly 5. Sorry again. Anyway, shop shop, eat, met aunty. met cousins, abg halim, abg ali & Ayush(abg Fairuz). Went to the kampong melayu to buy jersey for my cousinss. Then went to Onan Road buy bawang besar and lade kering. lols. I feel pathetic lah. The only femal kid around. so sian. lolx. Mummy forotten her eggs at the market. tomorrow gonna take. she very funny leh. haha. then sent cousins off at their house. went up with abg ali go my uncle's house, opp abg ali's house, take badak berendam. nice you knoww. haha. then sent Ayush. their block arond 8 blocks away. then drop off abg halim at his house at pasir ris. then went home. msged Aliff till my bill almost burst. wanted to conference with him tonight, abeh ade org tu spoil plan. babi! my dad is realy a pain in the ass. confided in aliff. haha. I said Daddys' can be a pain in the ass. no offence uh boys. cause you all one day gonn be daddys' . haha. I start to find aliff more kind. like not that rough. Don't think diff-ly uh. Replied to Amri's msg at last. he msg alot i replied only about 7? haha. Nabil lagy. I told him after finish dinner than msg him. than his dinner from yest until now still haven't over. hahahahah. Later gonna wake up in the night wanna eat badak berendam. super nice i tell you.

Ilina Sim Zi Yun,
Qin Ai De Nu Er, Wo Ai Ni.
Wo Xiang Kan Ni!
Why you so silly dear. Mummy love you!
You may not want to go to school because of any reason but,
never do that again.
I couldn't sleep when Aisyah told me what happened to you.
In the end I slept at four and woke up at six.
You know, I kept on thinking, what is troubling you.
Wanted to visit you at hosp.
but mr sufy say no need.
I feel sad and lonely without you.
You always make me laugh in class with jokes.
Now that you are not in school and teacher changed place already,
I feel bored without your jokes.
Come back soon would ya?
I LOVE YOU DEAR!

Irina Sim Zi Mei,
Qin Ai De Peng You,
You are to me the best sister in the world.
You care so much about your twin that you help her without sleep when she kept on vomitting!
I really adore you for that.
You are so sweet even to feed her and bathe her.
I don't think my sister would do that if I was hospitalized.
You are the best sister in the whole wide world and
I MISS YOU!
Shall see you one day.
pretty ladayye.

Muhammad Syamsul Amri,
I'm sorry that you are going through this rough patch.
I am also struggling.
I would have forgiven you if these things didn't happened.
Bout the Diyanah thingy.
I am truly sorry!
But I know you understand me.
I am sorry for ignoring youin class and school.
I amsick of pretending.
I would want to forgive you but I kept remembering Diyanah's incident.
I really wanted to let you lead a better life.
And start all over again.
Forget the past and move on.
But the incident kept haunting me.
And I know you would want me to forgive you.
I Promise the day will come soon.
(:

Clique & Fareesa,
I am sorry if I have been in the bad mood recently and have been sick that I can't make you guys laugh like usual.
I am seriously dead tired.
I feel sick everywhere.
I am sorry if I have been a pain.
Instead, You guys brighten my day with jokes during lunch.
Tricia, thanks for walking with me home most of the days.
I appreciate you for that!
I love you so.
Aisyah, Thanks for being my listening ear and follow me home and buy my stuff and all.
You're a great friend.
Just stop reading for a week pls!
hehe.
I love gossiping with you.
Yulikha, Thanks for caring so much when I had a slight fever in class.
I Thank you for yuor thoughtfulness.
I am hapy to have you by my side, Sop Daging.
Ke Xin, Thanks for the jokes you've been telling me.
Although I was abit sick, You brightened my day.
Eh, come on ah, this one my room key.
Ayuni, Thanks for asking about me the other day.
I love your concern.
But I wasn't in the mood to brighten your day.
Your care for me made me happy enough.
Try hang out with us after sch ohkayy.
Fareesa, Thanks for being there when I need you!
I guess, you've known me enough to read me like a book.
Thank you for going through thick and thin with me.
I love you ah-lots.
thanks to me eh minah, 030709.
Long last.
Once again,
I LOVE CLIQUE & FAREESA!

Muhammad Nabil,
Thanks for msging me ahlots that i burst out laughing alot of time.
You are the coolest friend mann.
You always make me smile.
I thank you for that.
I would fill in your queries one of these days.
(:

Noor Adila,
I LOVE YOU DEAR!
You are the best listening ear.
You've heard my problems,
but I haven't heard yours.
I would help in anyway if I could.
Kaw yg trbest.

Finished with my deications. Anyone need more dedications? Ask aye. Alisya, our 1 yr 5 mnth coming soon. I am gonna ask you out baby. I love you eh. You rock lahh. Anyway, I feel like eating all of a sudden. I did without lunch and dinner. But I very lazy to eaht. Tomoorow morning gt Madrasah. Sure gonna msg Aliff in class. Can'tt be bothered to hear all the subject taught. Boring siahh. Aliff will make my bills burst but nehmind. at leat I happy! My dad don't let me msg cos he say I 24/7 with phone. Fuck you upside down lah. Shitass. knnbccb. lolx. gonna go soon. see my peeps on tues. I badly want the conference lah. babi ah.

2009-07-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

Lets see.
First day of school suckass.
changed sit.
Sit near X :(
irritated by runny nose and slight fever.
New geogy teacher, Helen Tan
Homework :(
New tim-table.
New table and chair
New surrounding.
NEAR TO CLIQUE!
Next was english.
Ms Ng new eng teacher.
Fareesa loves 12,34 no more.
16,34.
only me, aisyah, fareesa & ehemm knows.
:)
maths wasn't maths.
story telling about the Kiayi and Liak thingg.
-.-'
2nd dayyyy.
Begged bloody ass shit fxckez Mr Sufyan, Sufy, change my sit.
Changed sit but near Bitch lah pulakscsxz.
FTW!
far from X :)
Far from clique :(
bitch tried saying sorry.
blueqkhs.
H1N1 tlk in ,malay during malay lesson.
bitchy lesson siah.
laughed alots.
gossip gossip with aisyahh.
I LOVE AISYAH!
Loves the Loved
Geog with Helen.
fareesa said helen=hell!
what only.
she memorise name already die.
she keep on calling one.
fuckcsxz.
Read up on historyy.
Bio w Mdm Norul & Ms Soh.
w/o Mr Khairil.
Come back please the guy with 4 balls, 2 eye balls and 2 private balls.
teehee.
he say must puase to become good girl.
ftw.
english.
talk talk.
:)
went macs.
went playground
read ah-lot disgusting msges from nigel who sent to Tricia.
...
My elder sister stupid.
people put cream on outer body she put cream on her ulcer inside mouth.
then eye swollen.
got new drug allergy.
stupid siah.
found out no MT 1B.
like die.
asked for $10.
bought last piece of book.
phewwh.
did maths hw, copied lit hw and finising physics hw.
'You Belong With Me'-Taylor Swift.
slept at 9.15
super tired.
woke up to an energized day.
third day nothing much.
Fourth day ((:
Started messaging Ehemm and Nabil.
Nabil uh,
people wanna sleep at 10 msg until i slept at 11.
fuck lah that guy.
but he rocks.
ohkay,
I love nabil lah.
as a friend and not more.
maths started to be a bore.
morning temp. : 37.3 degrees.
wtf.
suddenly i feel sick everywhere.
I felt like sleeping.
but then my maths classwork not done yet.
Sufy always ask me to do faster.
I super tired lah.
I felt like dropping dead for a min.
And its hard to endure the pain.
Listened to music on phone and read bio tb while maths period?!?!
But its not working.
Temp rises to 37.4 during recess.
my head was burning hot.
called mummy tell her i sick.
she said if wanna go home quickly tell her.
awwh.
wanted to listened to 'guardian angel'
then Sufy asked o keep pphone.
fuck lah.
maths hw. -.-'
suckass!

Happy 15th birthday to Muhammad Azim!
You are 15 at last!
Be more matured and less playful.
teehee.
You are the best senior ah.
Thank you for the trips and falls during cheerleading practices.*shakes head disapprovingly*
And lastly may you be happy everyday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!

called aisyah at night.
and otp for a whileLit got test.
Physics rocks.
I keep calling Miss Kuah to help me with question cause her perfume smell nice.
seriously!
lit got homework.
knnbccb!
must read chpt 1-10.
fuck lah.
copied maths homework from Afiqah.
thanks eh babe.
msged Ehemm again.
in two days msged him for more than 100.
waste my msg only.
msg nabil lagy cekik darah!
lols.
just now sent fareesa go ehub meet the sec 3 watch mooviee.
i never go cos scared.
Azim was like maki maki on the phone.
Kpale buto, bodoh sume kluar.
haha.
Azim asked me to walk fareesa there since i not going.
i was like wtf.
then at last walked her there cos i her good friend mahhs,
chey.
msged Ehemm again.
msged Nabil again.
msged Aisyah aagain.
Aisyah say I am Masuk Bakul Angkat Sendiry,.

vhutever eh,
ohkayy.
Its late.
I wanna watch teevee,
good night peepos.
Tomorrow wanna suport Aisyah at her booth!
I LOVE MY CLIQUE ,yo

2009-06-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

ohkayy. quiz again.

1) What's the colour of your room?
Green and pale pinkk. Green eh green. :>
2) What's your actual height?
alamak. 148?
3) If you're told to get married quick, what would you do?
run away from home?
4) If your boyfriend said "Let's breakup", what's your reaction?
oh okay. emotionless and break down?
5) If your brother was in jail, what will you do?
Bail him out.
6) If your boyfriend/girlfriend ended up in hospital and in a coma, what will you do?
get worried and pray for their safety?
7) If you saw someone stripless, what's your first reaction?
:/
8) The last person you chatted with?
On the phone with Aisyah♥ last night begging her to go movies with mee.
9) Who was the last person that texted you and what?
Aisyah♥ the what part no need to tell you.
10) What's on your playlist now?
not listening to songss. watching teevee.
11) The last thing you ever bought at a shop?
Mee Rebus. ^.^
12) What's the most silly thing your boyfriend/girlfriend last did?
boyfriend tak main. girlfriend, slash her wrist. haiyoo.
13) Its white & sticky, what is it ?
White tape?
14) A romantic dream you would like to happen to you?
Nothing actually.
15) Give 10 people that you wish to do this survey.
Aisyah♥ Tricia♥ Yulikha♥ Angela♥ and whoever else.
16) Right now, what you wish would happen to you?
Get out and go shopping again!!
17) If you caught your boyfriend/girlfriend red handed having an affair, what will you do?
Find out the truth. Who knows maybe the other party is the one menggatal.
18) If your mum gave you a thousand dollars, what would you do?
If she give me a thousand bucks, Singapore would be snowing or maybe Pigs are flying now.
19) Right now what are you thinking about?
Aisyah♥'s blog. whats the tagboard about. Using my name and stuff.
20) What is the thing you want to burn so much right now?
My letters given by that onee.
21) What would you wish to have now?
A brand new Adidas candy watch. Green please.
22) Do you wish to have someone by your side now?
Yeayeah. Ahmad Farhan Bin Ahmad Faizal, my 8 months old cousin. he effing cute canns?
23) Which country would you want to go to?
Rome♥
24) Would you ever wish to kiss someone else?
If i have a legal husband, i would.
25) Your friends list; if you were to lose one friend, what would you do & who?
Friends, if unreliable ones like Nazurah i can afford to lose them. Or not, I would try settle the problem. Which i simply can't right now. :<
26) If there was a young baby at your doorstep, what would you do?
Raise it up and shower it with loveee.
27) If your girlfriend/boyfriend got you pregnant, what would you do?
Masyaa'llah!
28) What's the last sweet thing your loved ones ever did to you?
cheered me up and making up my dayy.
29) What would you want to happen the next morning when you wake up?
An angel came up from above telling me my future is gonna change. (Like it would happen!?!?)
30) What emotion are you feeling right now?
Mixed; sad, happy, anxious,worried.

I MISS MY FRIENDS AT SCHOOL!

another quizz.
zzzzz

Name friends from A-Z.
A: Aisyah♥
B: Benedict
C: Cass
D: Diyanah
E: Ellyqa
F: Fareesa♥
G: Geraldine
H: Hadi
I: Iman(nur)
J: Jena
K: Kexin♥
L: Luqman brotherr
M: Maisarah
N: Nafis
O: Ong (Mr Ong Wei Jin)
P: Pacai (cousin)
Q: Qaisara
R: Raudhah
S: Syairah sisterr
T: Tricia♥
U: Ummirah
V: Valerie
W: Wybert
X: Xavier
Y: Yulikha♥
Z: Zahwah
1. Can R and S be together in BGR ? (Raudhah and Syairah sister)
Both girls. Maye ah if lesbo. O:
2. How is L related to you ? (Luqman Brotherr)
Blood relations. We share the same mother and same father.
3. Does Y know Z ? (Yulikha and Zahwah)
Yeah. Senior and junior
4. If C betrays you, will you kill him/her? (Cass)
She won't. She's a good and bestfriend. We live opposite each other. Primary sch best friend.
5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do ? (Ke Xin♥)
Well, I don't mind. She's my favourite. We can still be friends.
6. If B tells you that he has a crush on you , what will you do ? (Benedict)
Err, no! impossible. He's attached to my all-time bestie, Angela Ng Yun Ke.
7. Will or did you and M get into a fight ? (Maisarah)
Nope and never will. She is my best CCA buddy. so as Sheem Ying.
8. Who does K have a crush on? (Ke Xin♥)
Nobody.
9. If P calls you a bitch , what will you do ? (Pacai cousinn)
He won't. Although he very gangster de. I don't play makcik makcik with him. He is like 20++.
10. Whats the relationship between you and E ? (Ellyqa)
She's like my CCA buddy. She's nice.
11. Who does Z like ? (Zahwah)
Her boyf lah ofc. Salleh Strike. Greenwood Sec. They are going on since Jan 09.
12. Who is J's best friend ? (Jena)
Hmm, Don't know. She super tomboy can. But I LOVE HER!
13. What colour does Y like ? (Yulikha)
Yellow maybe. She from Inno whut.
14. Where does F live ? (Fareesa♥)
Opposite Loyang Sec. She rocks like hell!
15. Did you and A have a fight before ? (Aisyah♥)
Nope. Never in fact. We're super great friends.
16. Who is H's best friend? (Hadi)
Erm, Amri I think.
17. What can u say about T ? (Tricia♥)
A fun and happy-go-lucky girl with a crazy mind and a free life.
18. If D tells u he/she has a crush on you ? (Diyanah)
~awwh. I love her too!
19. How long have u known O & do you like him ? (Ong)
A few months. He si my STARS teacher.
20. Who would you want them to do this quiz?
Anyone and eveyone. :>

ohkay. post ending here.
gotta get ready to go Downtown East with Familyy♥.
Gonna watch Hannah Montana The Movie with Tricia♥, Ke Xin♥ and most probably Aisyah♥ on 29th on Mondayy.
And pictures will be uploaded sooooonn.
Goodbye people of the Earth!

2009-06-24T20:44:00.002+08:00

just now morning woke up at 7.30
went to muslim grave.
want to dig my late grandfather grave.
cried.
haiyoo.
visited late grandmother's gravee.
cried again,
then go haig road.
then go bedok,my aunty house.
now at her house.
mr faizal and mr sufy called.
haiyoo.
tomorrow cca cancelled!
WOOHOOOO!
now,
i wanna watch teevee.
I LOVE MY CLIQUEEE!

super short postt.
goodbye earthlingss.

2009-06-22T18:18:00.005+08:00

HELLO!
and aloha.
Last friday went shopping
with mummy, sisters,cousin,aunty and brother tagged along.
:>
went to Bugeeezx(bugis)
went out of house at 12 pm.
then go bedok interchange for brunch.
then brother go for friday prayers at al ansar i think.
then ladies head to bugeeezx through mrt.
very hilarious.
Insyi's phone got confiscated so she kaypoh listen song through my phone.
Balqis cousinn than like joke around the packed mrt.
pfft.
then alight at bugeeezx.
went to bugeeezx junction.
auntyy bought a bag.
cousinn wanted to buy a watch as birthday presentt.
but she say the watches not nicee.
bleahhs.
then headed to the market.
(the market is the one which sells cheap clothes)
then buy clothes and stuff.
bought myself a jeans.
met up with brother.
then shopped for moree.
spent 1hr++ at this shop.
bought 2 pieces of jumper, a tube and 1 long dress.
cousinn bought 1 jumper.
then go the top level.
find for jeans and bag.
then bought le go off for dinner.
at macs.
then go to OG.
then walked to the market again.
then go Iluma, the new shopping centre at bugeeezx
the shoping centre very big and cold.
my leg suppa tired.
walked to the carpark behind bugeeezx mrt station.
met daddy then sent aunty home at chai chee.
then go changi eat supper.
then go home didn't sleep till 3 am.
listened to Misteri Jam Dua Belas at 89.7fm
then sleptt.
dead tiredd.
tomollo woked up at 10 am.
haha.
still tired though.
slept like a fxcking pig.
then got ready go to yayi(grandfather) house.
took ah lot of pictures.
later i put up uh.
then go home.
sundayy was at home till 7++pm
went to geylang to eat durian.
suppa nice can?
then mummy and daddy go eat ice kachang at the coffee express.
we raced up.
then changed then watched dimesi ke-4 and then K-nite.
yin-yin very funny.
Seth Ang and Lao Zhar Bo more funny lorh.
then watched chinese ghost storyy.
then sleep around 2++am.
then woke up at 9 ++
cleaned the house
and had Brunch again.
had lychee i think.
i dunno the fruit name.
:>
then watched teevee.
and here i am postingg.
thursday got cca.
DAMNN!
then wear full-U
wtf lahh.
knnbccb.
daddy is polishing my boots.
awwh.
I LOVE MY DADDY!
do you?
and and, i miss school.
vote for extended school holidays.
woooohooooo.
Kok Theng,
sorry for not replying your msges.
I didn't checked my phone for a very long time.
I recceived your msges like ages ago but read it just a few minutes ago.
:<

7-8pm: Likeable or not (channel U)
8-9pm: Million singer (channel U)
9-10pm: The ultimatum (channel 8)
10-11pm: Brink of law (channel U)
11-12pm: A life of hope (channel 8)

now you can se that my life revolves around chinese showw.
i loike my lifee.

ohkay.
need to prayy.

goodbye Earthlingss.

2009-06-18T15:23:00.007+08:00

Mr Peh! Come back to 'teach' us art!
we were tied around each other.
spot the yellow string.

Sean attempting his 'fly'.

Wybert's cute facee.

KX!

Coach Xin Chyre.♥♥♥

Clique w/o KX♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Adventurers came in 1st for cheerleading.

So Proud!

Nabil Ahmad.

After P.E. tsk tsk.

Jasmine.♥

I swear i was stepping on the table to make myself

look taller!

Aisyah, gossip partner.♥♥♥

Yulikha Saim ♥♥♥

This kiddy ride is Mercedes ya'know!

♥

Irina(Ilina twin)♥♥♥

All time bestfriend, Fareesa Elda♥♥♥♥♥♥

Noor Adila Azan♥♥♥

Downtown Macs.

Serious case of gayness.

Daniel & Zhen Feng.

Tsktsktsk.

Bio lab.

Mr Khairil(Nabil's cousin)
you see him covering his private part

cos KX threaten to check whether he boy or girl.

Aisyah, I bet nigel wanna upskirt

when she sit liddat.

Pagi pagi bute.

Maths eh maths.

I Love The Pendeq Beside Me!

24/7 hyper! Tricia Lim XY♥

She can be your listening ear.

She rocks!♥

amri&nabil. my place perh.

2009-06-18T15:05:00.005+08:00

When boredom strikes, snap snap.

RAWR!

Pictures of you, pictures of me.

We don't look alike!

Small eyes.( ignore background)

I love this most.

Fareesa , Ayuni & Me!

met her at pasir ris town park.

Ke Xin and Nigel seems like they are holding hands.
^.^

Qaisara Fathin!

I LOVE HER!

Let the picture do the talking.

I still got loads of pictures to upload.

later afternoon i upload aites.

2009-06-16T14:41:00.005+08:00

Hello!
I dont like writing in the center anymoree.
haha.
((:
anyway,
I read a blog of a girl.
omg.
i feel sad, angry, confused & happy!
just in one moment.
but 98% JEALOUS!
Fareesa, i am sure gonna tell you aites.
but not in this blog.
anyway so much about that.
on saturday, went to JB.
gereyk jugak uh.
like we went out at 10 am.
pay the car insurance at pasir panjang.
then,
go to jb like bloody long.
jam uh.
i was saying if only i have a knife and bread.
get what i meant?
anyway.
i slept countless times and when i opened my eyes,
we are still not reaching at the SG customs.
:<

the guy was like, "Hazirah, Syairah, Shayfiqah"

he don't know how to pronounce my name.

he said sh-aye-fee-car.

like ftw lah. then go sleep again.

then go pass M'sia custom.

then go kampong melayu to have lunch, w/o breakfast. :/

anyway, go mydin.

and sleep!

woke up appeared in angsana shopping mall multi-storey carpark.

ftw!

then got off.

bought some stuff at

UO, untong org ramai.

met Jamal of 1.6 paiseyh kappe.

sheesh.

close face and walk.

and bumped into him infront of Bata. -.-'

then went to gulatis.

the kain shopp.

this year hari raye, my whole family wear whitee.

mummy asked me and Insyi, you want white or off-white?

then i said white.

Insyi insisted off-white.

kinddof squabled. urgh.

at last didn't buy. cause, my dad wasn't there to choose. lolx.

then, got this 377A in the macs there.

I wanted to buy coke.

377A is a term given to people like Kenny Perreira( gay )

but my family call gays, aying. ai-ying.

cause, my cousin, boy, like gay liddat.

then his mum call him aying.

then since then on, he was labled 377A!

oops.

did i say it out loud, did you found out.

~last two sentence was lyrics from 'I wanna have your babies' songg.

anyway, so much about that.

then went to Jusco. watchd cinema.

i think is 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak'
Hilarious ghost story. it means, don't look at the back of congkak.

lols. best giler babi.

:>
haha.
then went to the supermarket below.
met Hasif, Hafiz, Habriyah and the parents and younger sibling.
the younger sibling look like a guy but resembles a girl.
bwahaha.
Hasif smiled at me.
:>
vhuteva.
then watch already go stulang.
Stulang is a place where Mas Selamat entered M'sia.
by the sea.
but i go there at the eating place urh.
then the place advanced.
tried Lala, sumwhat like cockels.
ohkay uh.
i don't eat cockles or else i'll get dizzy.
:<

jam again.

morning was blueberry flavour. night was raspberry flavour. haiyoo!

the jam is so bad that reached home at 1.30++ set out at 11+

you see how badly it needs a bread!

((:

then went home, had a shower.

then sleep in air-con room.

did i tell you that, all my siblings are sleeping in the same bedroom now?

in order, oldie(ee. so old) to young

Luqman Hakin(abang),Syairah Insyirah(Insyi),Syafiqah Mahirah(Mairah/Kak Mela),Hazirah Nabilah(Ilah)

yeah.

girls sleep on sofa bed while bro sleep on carpet.

its actually his room.

then mummy said can save bills if everyone sleep in one room.

even can on air-con.

wasn't reluctant at first cause will feel uneasy.

dah matang lah kate kan.

then at last agreed as my mother assuared that my bro isn't that kind of guy. t

alking about bro, i miss talking to Qaisara.

i remembered about qai as i call one of her cousin abang also

yasmin's brotherr. lols.

i miss that tall girl with unpredictable mood swings.

she has this attitude which you'll love.

she has a beautiful smile.

she wakes up at 5 am every morning to iron her hair. (thats stupid to me!)

anyway, QAISARA FATHIN ROCKS!
vhutever,
sunday was homie day.
stayed at homee.
watche teevee.
bride and prejudice is a nice show. 3rd time i watch that show.
go youtube find, no life without wife.
its a nice song.
there was this one part.
'Show me the way, bring me to love'
its a verse of a song.
then i started singing and i didn't know why i said this.
'show me the way, bring me to hell'
my dad was in the room.
then daddy scold.
why say like that.
not that serious though.
stayed up late.
monday, yesterday,
at home too but fun-er.
my paternal cousin and aunt came.
camwhore-ed.
then sent them home to their chai chee apartment.
then dropped in my maternal aunt's house at bedok.
3 minutes ride in the car.
i missed Farell.
he cute luhh.
he 7 months but very noisy.
ah, eh, woooh, bzzuh!
all such words which you can never find inside the oxford dictionary.
let me tell you.
Farell's real name is Farhan.
but we call him Farell like the indonesia's sinetron, Cinta Fitri.
which is such a slow story.
too much conflict sucks.
anyway, lets stick to Farell.
the whole family name starts with letter F de.
daddy: Faizal
mommy: Farhanah
daughter: Fareha
cute son: Farhan(Farell)

lets just stick it to that..

went home at 12 am.

they listened to 89.7 fm while i use my phone listen 98.7 fm.

89.7 is a ghost story session.

98.7 was Su(Soo) playing songs which we requested for.

haha.

yea.

woked up at 6.50

7.30 went out to geylang.

shopped till 10.30

then lazed around at home.

i very tired leh.

just now helped my brother do a card and wrap a birthday present for his friend

birthday today.

ccb.

his friend birthday,

i must do!
but quite fun.

i did wrongly lah.

the decorations was supposed to be at the middle.

then i do at the side.

like ftw.

then gave him a bag and he left at 2.45

he go to his fellow cca mate birthday.

she sec 2.

my brother the sucker, is a chairman and warrant officer in Red Cross.(siglap sec)

Yulikha and Wei Zhong are in there too.

I feel sadd!

Super Sad!

I wanted to call Fareesa but I scared that her mum will be at home.

I love talking to her!

Aisyah is the best talking partner as well as gossip partner.

I miss my freedom.

Everyday, i lead lifeless life,

doing homework and stuff.

i need to inject more lifeeee!
:<

Go out!
i going to wild wild wet next week.

and did i tell you that my dad cancelled our trip to Cameron, Fraser Hill, K.L. Melaka which was supposed to be today!

16th.

cause he have endless meetings to attend.

and he have not gotten his work done.

RULE #1: Finish your work before taking leave.

RULE #2: Never ever ever miss a meeting as it might be important.

RULE #3: Always get a right and empty day for a vacation.

RULE #4: Always check before hand any assignment which are newly given and which the due are coming.

RULE #5: Never work while you are having a vacation with your family.

RULE #6: If you have anything in common with any 5 rules above, please don't wish to get your applied leave approved or even get started on preparation for a vacation.

sad ey my life!

I hate this boredom in me.

TO:XXXXXXXXXX

I suspected long enough.

since one monday,

i saw yyou at the bus stop.

never did i expected this.

you met up with the others on the bus.

then i thought it was just ordinary

but alas,

my dreamms were shattered!

why are you so heartless!

I HATE HER!

Hate her please.

will you?

ohmygee.

its been such a long postt.

wow!
ohkay.

goodbye people!

and to Hybridator66,

I really wanna know your real name!

tell me in this rundown blog or beep me at 97285746.

2009-06-10T14:37:00.002+08:00

new quizz.

tagged by angela ng yun ke.

What was your:

1. Last beverage: coke zero.

2. Last phone call: failled attempt, Yan Yi. succesful attempt, Ke Xin

3. Last text message: to Arina; Haha. Dinah?

4. Last song you listened to: err. Pictures of you , Pictures of me.

5. Last time you cried: a few days back?

Have You:

6. Dated someone twice: NO!

7. Been cheated on: Not sure ley.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yeah! to the dummy during life saving course! EEW!!

9. Lost someone special: Yeah!

10. Been depressed: yeahyeah!

11. Been drunk and threw up: I don't drink to avoid accident while driving. chey chey.

List three favourite colours:

12. GREEN(!!!)

13. Purple

14. Turquoise

This year have you: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Ah-lot!

16. Fallen out of love: err. :/

17. Laughed until you cried: insya-allah!

18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah! bt now i am on strike with him! )':

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah! ILMYCLIQUE&FAREESA!

20. Found out someone was talking abt you: yeah. a bitch calling someone else a bitch. -.-'

21. Kissed someone on your friend's list: NO! i have not gaven away my first kiss except for the bloody dummy.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A few millions?!?!

23. How many kids do you want to have: ehem ehem. 0?

24. Do you have any pets: Fighting Fish! one is bluey another is blackey! Blackey died of over eating. tsk tsk! Bluey was flushed down the toilet when my brother tried to change the water of the fishing bowl! )':

25. Do you want to change your name: I love my name. Stick it to that. SYAFIQAH MAHIRAH!

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Had a party and invited friends in the afternoon and aunties uncles and cousins in the evening. like omgg lah. collected $640! and ahlot of presents. ((:

27. What time did you wake up today: 6:30a.m. was late fo bloody CCA! its starts at 7:15

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching A life of hope at ch8

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: 250609!

30. Last time you saw your mother: just a scond ago. she's at the living room while i'm in the balcony.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to be a girl born with a silver spoon which means to be more richer!

32. What are you listening to right now: To an advertistment of Pizza; only the dot guarantee its hot. hahahahahahahahah

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: err, no? A cat got uh!

34. What's getting onto your nerve right now: YOU! the qns are like wtf luh!

35. Most visited webpage: www.syaffyshushcxz.blogspot.com

36. What's your real name: SYAFIQAH MAHIRAH BTE MOHAMMED SHAFIEE(sh-uh-fee-ee)

37. Nicknames: Syaffy, Syaf, Fiqah, Syafyqah, Mai, Mairah, Mahyrah. (:

38. Relationship Status: SUPER SINGLE AND UNAVIALABLE. pure eh Kok Theng?

39. Zodiac Sign: what is zodiac? the animal or the sagitarius thingy? if animal is i dunno! if the other one is Leo.

40. Male or female?: I don't have a freaking 20 cm sausage sticking out between my legs. so whut do you expect?

41. Elementary?: Masjid Al-Istighfar(!)

42. Middle school?: Loyang Primary School

43. High school/College?: Coral Secondary School

44. Hair colour: Super Freaking Dark Brown Which Resembles Black

45. Long or short: Middle middle. arnd 15 cm below my shoulder.

46. Height: 1.43m tall. ooh. tall aites!

47. Do you have a crush on someone? No!

48. What do you like about yourself? I am good in maths which i hate once!

49. Piercings: Two on my ears, one on each side.

50. Tattoos: masya-allah! none mann!

51. Righty or Lefty: Can i opt for downy?

Firsts:

52. First surgery: 21/08/1996 while my mother kana sew after giving birth, the doctors and nurses cut my long bellybutton which is connected to my mum.

53. First piercing: arnd 2-3 yrs old.

54. First best friend: Nabilah. (awwh. angela said i was her 1st bestie!)

55. First sport you joined: Inline skating! My CCA!

56. First vacation: To the nursery at KKH!

57. First word: HEY BLOODY BITCH!

58. First pair of trainers: idk!

Right now:

59. Eating: my bloody notes for my First Aid theory Test which I failed! )':

60. Drinking: Your bloody red blod which is splurting from your thigh as you just suffered from thigh haemorrhage. First Aid theory aye.

61. I'm about to: Go to the bloody toilet to collect my chocolate cake which i odered yesterday.

62. Listening to: Burger King ad.

63. Waiting for: 250609

Your future:

64. Want kids?: 0 @**&$^%@$@*)(@)^*

65. Get married?: mostly not!

66. Carrer?: be a physiotheraphist so that i could help people with injuries which cause them unable to move easily and normally to become normal like before!

Which is better:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes. Lips are just gonna make you lose your first part of virginity!

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: Taller(!!)

70. Older or younger: Preferrably same age. or nt older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic?!?!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms-.-'

73. Sensitive or loud: Soft can?

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: None.

Have you ever:

76. Kissed a stranger: OMGG! NO!

77. Drank hard liquor: I DON'T DRINK BLOODY ASS QUIZ!

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yeah!

79. Sex on first date: Oh No!you are getting crappy.

80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah Yeah!

82. Turned someone down: Yeah Yeah. Mohammad Hafiz Saifuddin! You Suck!

83. Been arrested: Nah!

84.Cried when someone died: yeah when my grandmother passed away!

85. Fallen for a friend? Relationship starts by being friends don't it?

Do you believe in:

86. Yourself: Oh! I surely Do!

87. Miracles: Depends uh!

88. Love at first sight: Depends uh!

89. Heaven: Depends uh!

90. Santa Claus: Itu Taik!

91. Kiss on the first date: I HAVEN'T GIVE AWAY MY FIRST KISS!

92. Angels: Depends uh!

Answer truthfully:

93. Had failed science before:Mak Oi! a millions times.

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO!

95. Did you sing today? NO! Not Yet but soon.

96. Ever cheated on somebody? NOPE!

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Go Meet my late grandparents in heaven

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relieve it, what would it be? 230809! my birthday partaye bby!!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yes. I don't want to give my commitment to it!

100. Posting this as 100 truths? Yes! Very True.

Ended.

just now cca.

bloody shitxz!

then hanged out with kexin at ws.

lols.

whutever ah eh.

then go home.

then do this total defence thingy.

went to central to buy newspapers.

met dinie, bennet, alven and yeah.

bennet senyom sebelah je siah.

pfft.

anyway, dinie became friendlier.

i thought she was still angry with my cause of some reasons.

haha.

((:

short post.

bye bye people of the Earth!

xoxo.

2009-06-08T14:58:00.003+08:00

hey hey

yest was like ohkay lah.

went to madrasah arnd 10.20+.

timed how long we took to travel.

19 minuts plus plus.

ohh.

how pissed.

saw this fxcking picture uh.

mak.

geram siah.

kay nothing to do with anyone in 1/5..

fareesa nanty aku bilang kaw eh.

got exam ah at madrasah.

i copy zahwah and asked answer from nabilah.

hahaha.

zahwah like what siah.

she panick all arnd asking fo answer.

muke cramp gile.

haha.

we had fun uh.

sec one orealdy mahh.

Rahayu p6.

mwahahaa.

abeh play game on zahwah's phone. gereyk.

addicted seyh.

she wanted to find out more about this guy frm TKSS.

not telok kurau ah.

at first i thought Telok Kurau Secondary School.

then is Tanjong Katong Secondary School.

paiseyy.

-.-'

this guy named hilman.

haha.

aisyah tawu.

((:

told her bits of him.

JUST BITS.

makcik ni tak ley tutop mulot.

nak main game pon tak snang.

main..

haha.

aisyah pon tawu ape aku maksod.

malay ah eh.

then went home got ready go jempotan.

then go to Joo Chiat Complex.

then headed to aunty's house.

my mum and dad go dating cos their anniversary on sat..

i changed to aunty old pyjamas.

nice siarh!

flower flower.

white and bright.

then they say i ran away frm hospital.

hahahaha.

lool.

then daddy and mummy finished dating.

picked us up.

went home.

my elder sis at home alone.

she on alot of light. cos she scared.

she on my parents bedroom and brother's bedroom lights,

kitchen toilet lights.

hall lights.

balcony light and on teevee damnloud.

hahaha.

14 yr old but scared.

wtf only!

now i do surveyy.

Rule #1:If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:Tag ten people.
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? -> uh. no(!)
Q: Been arrested? -> i so guai arrested fo whut?
Q: Do you like someone? -> err. not sure ley.
Q: Held a snake? -> eee, no!
Q: Been suspended from school? -> Never in my life! I guai mah!
Q: Sang karaoke? -> A few billions of times?!?!
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? -> Ah-lot lah can!
Q: Laughed until you started crying? -> haha. often!
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? -> Never. but i would want to give it a try.
Q: Kissed in the rain? -> NO! masya-allah! chey chey
Q: Sang in the shower? -> My voice is appreciated in the radio set alone. :/
Q: Sat on a roof top? -> i would go there if i wish to attempt suicide one day. wait and see.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? -> Nope. almost during Maria's birthday party at her old house.
Q: Broken a bone? -> nope. but broken an organ, my heart. awwh~
Q: Shaved your head? -> I shave yours first nak?
Q: Played a prank on someone? -> Countless of times!
Q: Shot a gun? -> toygun, watergun?
Q: Donated Blood? -> I scared of needles lah! omgg.
1. You hung out with? -> ♥clique♥fareesa
2. You texted? -> so long never text. miss texting kok theng.
3. You were in a car with? -> My aunty's friend, the sister the nephew the friend the father the second wife the bestfriend the postman the cat the wife.
4. Went to the movies with? -> ♥Kok Theng, ♥Cass, ♥Richie & Dinesh.
5. Person you went to shop with? -> ♥Syairah Insyirah; sister
6. You talked on the phone? -> my favourite. I could spent two and a half hours talking to Qaisara otp
7. Made you laugh? -> ♥Fareesa
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? -> Moon. although its ugly, it won't hurt my eyes.
2. Winter or Fall? -> Fall. I will have a cold bathe! ♥
3. Left or Right? -> Rightyy.
4. Sunny or rainy? -> Rainy. i can use my rain gauge. (If i have any)
5. Where do you live? -> Pasir Ris, Block 450 Dr.6 #**-**4
6. Club or pub? -> Neither. Masjid. chey chey.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? -> There are even more than that and i am glad to have them around.
8.Do you want to get married? -> No. I don't believe in marriages. Out of 10, 7 couples get divorced.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? -> eating ettiquette is important. twirl please. ((:
10. What time is it? -> 3.43pm. you do have a watch don't you?
11. Are you afraid of commitment? -> yes. i don't want to get hurt. If I give my 100% in it, i know it wont't last.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? ->To embark on a succesful life.
13. Do you cook? -> yeah. i sure do!
14. Current mood? -> its too compicated.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? -> I kissed Ahmad Farhan at my aunties' yesterday. he is only 7 months old.
2. Sang? -> karaokaed yesterday!
3. Listened to music? -> yeah. i lied to my stoopid sister to find a song called faber drive in my phone. its actually tongue tied sang by faber drive. bwahaha.
4. Danced Crazy? -> Nope. i get entertained by my sister dancing to soongs in my phone just now.
5. Cried? -> Not that emo ah eh.
6. Liked someone you can't? -> nope. if i can't means na'ah!

FIRSTS
1.Who was your first date? -> err. mak oi. budaq CAPS eh Aisyah. Aisyah knows.
2. Who was your first roommate? -> my sisters. theyrock lah.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? -> I don't drink.
5. What was your first car? -> errm. of fake one is this red car bought at toys r us. its big enough to fit myself when i was six. if real one is err, first was a mini van, renault. car is, hyundai accent. then change to Nissan Sunny then change to Honda Stream. how about it?
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? -> 1st day of hari raya when i was 11. my grandmother passed away.
8. Who was your first grade teacher? ->Mdm Salbiah.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? -> Frankfurt, Germany
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? -> When I play hide and seek with my siblings and neighbours.
11. Who was your first Best Friend? -> ♥Nabilah. She was an ex-pasirian and current Cedarian.
12. Who is your best friend? -> uh. those three sitting at the back,the girl beside that malay girl with short hair longlegs,the girl with red spectacles who looks like chinese but malay,the short girl with short hairand ahlot. they are actually clique + Fareesa.
13. Where was your first sleepover? -> Aunty house.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? -> ♥Qaisara Fathin bte Jefri
15. Whose wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? My Cousin's wedding
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? -> Yawns.
19. First tattoo or piercing? -> piercing when i was around 2?
20. First celebrity crush? -> Fareesa's celebrity cousin; Shah Iskandar. He's my idol!
21. First crush? -> Let it be between me, myself and I.

LUCKY 10:

Yulikha

Adila

Aisyah

Tricia

Qaisara

Marai

Alisya

Atikah

Wulan

YOU!

watching forbes.

what only lah the show.

-.-'

i gtg.

want to go down buy beancurd.

hmm.

♥Fareesa,

I am glad you are back.

I hope you are fine..

Super fine.

I miss you alots.

I bet you have not started on yor homework.

neither did I!

haha.

going going going gone gone away!
((:
xoxo

2009-06-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

just now had dental thingy.

mak oi,

i like miss, i scared.

she then said,

i more scared of your reaction later.

hahahahaha.

((:
then kenna the drilling i think.

mine like 15-20 mins only.

KX one hour siah!
haha.

her teeth is dentures lah!

mak datok!
then laugh laugh talk talk.

tried to ignore amri?
lols.

((;

hanged-out with syahh, trish, KX & Nigel Lim.

went to macs.

then go the wallet kedai.

$2-$10

then see see, browse browse.

nigel fugging paisey.

he only thorn among us roses.

bwahahaha.

then went to playgground.

err, Kok Theng,

going to playground is better than staying at home like you do!
come out and get refreshed.

((:

wybert, Kok Theng is just my good friend.

ASSHOLE UH!
he read my msges,.,.

i shouldn't have let him touched my dearest phone.

kaypoh only him.

wei zhong also the same.

alamak.

anyway.

bloody elder sis.

phone kenna confiscated.

then just now go out with her friend.

then use my phone.

fuck herself lah.

cheebye!

then just now go play alot of things uh.

sabo nigel!
play ali pom more funny.

selenge gile babi.

sorry uh.

i can't stop talking malay cos i malay whut.

and and.

i not racist against chinese and indians.

i can speak chinese fo you but not indian!
((:
wo hen xiang jie wo hao peng you.

sorry.

i don't really know how to spell.

i only know how to talk!
((:
anyway, so much about that.

heh.

i don't know whut to share.

err.

lots of secret inside of me.

sumething also cannot say de mah.

ohkay.

i would advise you to go to

www.onefive2009.blogspot.com

you would love it,

in fact,(i think its spelled liddat)

everyone would love it.

mwahahaha.

they shouting vulgarities at the BITCH

who thinks therese likes her!
lavinia or however its spelled.

also don't like her lah seyh!
mak.

step siah budaq tu.

whutever uh eh.

pi mampos sial.

mak. sume post mesty nak geramkan aku.

dye tules kat bog dye aku bitch.

abeh tady bukan maen punye friendly.

i was giving her the cold shoulder.

ILOVETODAY!
ILOVEFAREESA!
ILOVEHERGODDAMNMUCH!
ILOVEHERGODDAMNFXCKINGMUCH!
stop it lah seyh!

whutever.

ending here.

TTFN!

I swear I need to talk to you.

So much that I feel guilty.

How bad am I to just let you endure my crap.

I was giving you complete shit but you just kept quiet.

You wanted me to tell you

'I forgave you already"

I wanted to but i just can't make myself do that.

Like what Fareesa said,

Its super easy.

But I am a coward.

Yes.

I admit it.

I need to try make it up to it.

2009-06-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

heyhey

hows you people mancxz.

on saturday went to my aunt's neighbour's daughters's wedding.

haha.

its like so complicated.

then went to my paternal grandfather's house.

got kenduri lenggang perot cum kenduri arwah.

nevermind if you don;t understand.

i cried!
*smacks face on the wall*

haha.

then around 9+ when to sheing shiong to buy syrup and some gassy drinks

for the chalet.

supposingly to go to chalet.

but my dad spoilt the day.

ended up stay at home.

cried all night long.

slept at my brother's room since he slept over at the chalet.

on air-con.

like, pheww.

((;

supper cold can?

then at last on sunday went.

after forced and taught my dad how to say sorry to my mum.

he very leceh seyh.

say sorry also dont want.

what only.

then go there, supposedd go wild wild wet.

then i come period.

wttf!

then got four tickets left.

then my mum said me, my elder sis, my younger sis and her will go to WWE one of these days

after my period over.

lols.

then had super lots of fun lah.

got boys next door.

mak oi!
step giler babi lah siah!
FAREESA, IMISSYOU LAH!

she flying off to Australia this evening.

night flight..

wanted to send her off but she scared her mum tak allow.

anyway, now my aunt, uncle, 2 younger cousin, 2 nieces, my cousin at my house.

cos got alot of left overs of yesterday chalet.

then now my mum cooking into gravy-ed food.

my irritating cousin like fxcking kepo and fxcuking cheebye lah.

wana play catching then kanna caught le, hit people.

wttf lah bitch.

now watching NO PROBLEM!
on OKTO!
haha.

haiyoo..

(lisy)ALI ku tersyg,

we haven't met for so longg!

and i miss you.

our relatonship is one year, one month, nine days.

I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!
must camwhore alot alot when we meet aye.

i wanna meet my sygs.

-(lisya)ALI

-Farah

-AngelA

-Ksara

-Sabsaboi

-chching

-Jena

-Nodia

-Fee

-FiLia

-Syazzy

-Samantha

&lots more.

this is top rated friends ey.

dhey got class.

Wybert, everyone is your friend aye.

hahah.

you woked up at last!
((:

I WANNA HEAD TO THE PLAYGROUND!
TTFN!

I LOVE ONEFIVE 09'!

HUGS AND KISSES, xoxo

and class blog moved.

www.onefive09.blogspot.com

oops, sorry i offended you, maker of onefive-ers.

but you kept changing the password.

so sorry aye,

now its fair.

so if we don't give you the password,

its super guo kai!
good luck finding, 18th on the fxcking list!
and and note this.

i've been giving you a fake smile.

i still hate you to the fxcking core.

i hope you don't have such a thick

skin thinking that i like you..

sedar lah siket diri tu.

jgn nak complain kat Ilina & Xinni lah pulaks.

Diorang tak suke kaw buddowh!
YOU FUCKING BIG SORE LOSER!
NO LIFE!
NO ORIGINALITY!

uh!

enough of this hatred.

it made me so angry alking about that biatch!

goodbye. will update some pictures soon!

I don't know how to put it across.

Thanks for reminding that you're waiting.

I recieved your msges.

I'm gonna keep them.

Till like forever?
I feel sad for you.

I tried forgiving you.

Its possible but I just can't make myself say it.

I would usally share with you my troubles.

But now, I feel so lonely.

I don't even dare to msg you.

I've start to bottle up again.

Contacting Fareesa is no use.

I would prefer telling you!
I'm truly sorry!
Wait until my heart opens up for you!

2009-05-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

Haiyoo

currently back.

and and just now got back report book.

i just got to know i passed english.

i thought i failed, mr alden ho?
the whole day was like talk talk talk.

8-9 was sleeping on aisyah's back while mr osman talked

about the fcuking swine flu thingy.

9-10 was listening to mr tan, from bukit batok driving school

talking about road safety.

and msging kok theng

10-10.30 was recess.

like wtf!
i am like giving amri the silence treatment.

then went to toilet. suddenly walk pass the boys toilet then he came out.

like fugging FTW!
then had homeroom.

congrats to therese fo getting first in class,

mrs ehem ehem, Jasmine, second.

and lastly arisa, third.

good job peepos.

then got assembly.

the sec 2.2 girls sing and play piano and guitar.

fugging nice.

then is the sec 2.8

benjamin, asyraf and 1 mre guy.

played and sang collide.

not nice lorh asyraf voice.

my grandfather nicer!

then 98.7fm deejays came.

shan and one more.

i keep on forgetting.

after school,

go school library, then macs, meet the boys.

then pplayground then walked with aisyah to community centre

to meet dearest kok theng and teck sheng!

i miss them like fugging retards.

aisyah was like,

''that guy cute. short!''

haha.

kok theng is short!
no offence aites.

wybert, he's my good friend asshole!
then walked home with aisyah.

and i forgot this part while walking to CC,

Mr Sufy kept calling my phone!

first find jin wee.

then find trish.

wtf lah!
then go home,

put bag outside house and go central with my jie.

then walked home met mr khairil.

fugging paisey.

i tucked out my uni.

then he called me gangster!

we lived 2 blocks away.

hari raya wannna go his house?

i bring bring you there.

he stay 6th floor.

hahahahahaha.

then go home,

msg-ed kok theng, and slacked!
currently msg-ing, blogging, facebook, friendster.

find me in facebook aites.

I don't know if you might be reading this.

But, I am unable to sleep nowadays because of you!

I've been reflecting on myself and thus, crying.

I need your understanding, care and time.

It won't be long after I sort out my feelings.

I don't like it this way either.

Give me time & space to breathe, think and reflect.

I promise, one day, which is gonna come soon,

I'll be able to forgive you and we'll start life anew.

Sorry for the pain that you've been going through

After I've given you the silence treatment.

I know you desperately want us to be friends again.

You even got your friends to help,

And I am very aware of it.

Let me try accepting what you did and mend my injured heart.

One day, I'll learn to accept you back.

2009-05-11T19:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, mothers day.

instead buying fo my mum something,

she bought fo us something.

my elder sister, younger sister and me got a new mp4!

EACH!

like suppa cool kappa

then bought a digital photo frame..

haha.

I LOVE MY MUMMY!
actually wanted to go bugis go buy my watch.

then suddenly go sim lim tower buy these things.

as i love GREEN, i bought green colour.

me and my elder sister, bought mp4 but younger sister bought ipod.

-.-'

thankfully got one.

At Least.

my mum today go there again.

my brother wanna buy A250 phone.

like i phone but china made.

lolx.

then just now go whitesands with younger sister.

and brother.

brother went with his friend.

so we girls go library study!
-.-'

more like sleeping.

haha.

i slept!

then met alot of peepos ah.

aha.

met ahmad hadi of 1.2

haikel of 1.6

nadiah of 3.?

sec 3 boys.

and alots uh.

met my junior also.

lyps peepos.

then met mummmy.

she gave me 600 bucks.

then go macdonalds, old changkee and bus-ed home.

kindda race with my idiot sis up home.

and i paid the bills at ocbc with the 600 bucks.

added 41cents from my pocket.

plan to buy another purse from aries.

$2.90

green colour.

my lovely daddy said if i can sell my current nokia 6300 phone

for min. $90,

he will give me w910i sony.

haha.

but black siah.

still can lah.

cos he want to buy the china i-phone.

hahas.

then i am like trying to find ah.

yest at sim lim, is $80.

daddy said can. then i say i'll try to find for higher price.

then he said thannk youu!
haha.

((;

what a filial daughter.

*praising myself*

haha.

and if i rebond my hair at Arches, its 135 bucks plus special treatment.

my own pocket again.

i can't wait for w910i!

haha.

((;

currently watching pokemon, downloading songs,blogging, facebook, friendster and msn!
i can multi-task ya'know.

((;

amri wanted a g-shock c cube watch.

see first if i can buy fo you.

((;

haha.

msg-ed him till battery flat!

haiyoo..

thats all fo now.

hugs and kisses, xoxo, muacksxz

2009-05-08T16:54:00.003+08:00

lol.

just now rain rain.

i was shivering siahhh!
then exam time.

-.-

haizzz.

i maths dio 5 marks le.

haizz.

then gt geog class.

then follow fareesa go macs to buy double choc.

then went home.

just now go down for a while, saw izzuwan.

lolx.

i like hiding myself de lorh.

haha.

then now my mum like donnoe what!

she cook until so many.

then so bored.

random post.

Ilina,

i'm sorry, i did not dosown you without any purpose.

i don't want you to get stucked in between our problems.

i don;t know.

but i'd rather you choose betweenone of us.

thats maybe the perfect solution.

i'll give you the power to choose nazurah or me.

i'm sorry much!

)):

nigel,

i don't mind you siding her.

just don't say like as if i didn't spare a thought fr her.

i did.

i thinked and cried.

so whut you expect?

be nice to her after she call me a bitch?

try being in my shoes,

i hope you'll get what i am trying to tell you.

Super short post.

and and ilyou guys alots.

wants;

frappe, double choc.

(L)

changing url soon.

and yea.

hugs and kisses,

xoxo

muakszx!

syaffyshush.

2009-05-05T21:25:00.003+08:00

I LOVE ILINA SIM ZI YUN

[!!!!!!]

WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE BITCH!

you can't stp me from calling ilina my bby!
you didn;t gave birth to her so shut your freaking ass up.

you seriously do have attitude problem right.

no cock!
then don't anyhow call people bitch!
if i bitch, no one in this world is good people.

if you bitch, no one else in this world is a bitch other than you asshole.

i don't even think you got a hole!

poser,no originality.

you started your fcuking clique which does not exist at all.

after i made a clique.

go and die ah cheebye.

hate me?
say it to my face.

don't neeed gossip.

YOU ARE THE MOST HATED GIRL!
see,

the people in the class prefers me or you?
wanna bet?
bloody damn fool.

your blog and you can go die.

you're not needed in this world.

it'll rock more without you!
asshole bitch of a fcuking step besar genes.

buddowh.

go reflect yourself on the mirror eh.

you don't dare put people name and make them sound anonymous.

let me tell you this,

I DARE!
YOU SUCK SITI NAZURAH!
i don't mind you puting my name and make it looks bad.

cos alot people knows you suck more than me!
temperament ass!
don't turn and look at me and try be innocent!

just show the world who you fcuking are!
i didn't hate you!
but now i do!
200%

asshole.

kaninabucheebye!

don;t even think of tellling the whole world.

no life bitch!

2009-05-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

today super slack.

first stars, slack alot,

we talked to mr ong and he taught us physics.

clique onlyy.

hahaks.

then art.

more slack.

listen music.

on phone.

take picture.

tie for rachel& afiqah plaits.

then recess.

lols.

after that is english. super funny

haha.

i gt 18/25 fo summary.

then physics.

slack also.

tie for aisyah and ke xin plaits,

then listen music.

then took picture of zhen feng literally kissing daniel.

lols.

serious case of gayness.

=.="

then maths. test.. didn't do qn 7b&c.

nvm.

the rest can answer okay liao.

then break.

kicked wyberts dick!
it was like a spot on!

exactly at his dick!

((:

then the extra lesson.

then i called mr khairil a fool!
haha.

then after that stayed back to talk to him.

joke joke.

ke xin say he is the only boy arnd our clique.

then he was like, how you know i boy.

ke xin then say, you want me check?
then he use his papers to cover his dick.

hahas.

he told us about free trips lah and so on.

then go home alr slack,

my leg very tireed.

then stopped.

slepT in the bus,

forgotten to take file from aisyah.

then gt lit and geog hw inside.

goddamnit!
anyways, i've been sleeping at home.

wooh!

Thats all fo now,

syaffyshush.

~thats the name nabil and amri created fo me.

(L)you both man!

many many ahh!!

2009-05-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

on friday, went to jb.

walk walk my leg effing pain.

haiyoo.

went to jakel, ate lunch, angsana, jusco, pasar pandan, had dinner, and home.

quite fun luhhs.

wanted to buy watch at pasar pandan.

but mummy insisted buy at bugis

-.-'

then in the end bought vcds there.

hahas

pirated i think.

went home arnd 1 plus.

slept at 2.30

haiyoo.

then, next day

watched the wedding game and bride wars.

went to play futsal at safra.

went home at 12 am.

had dinner at 'Maks Place, The Hawkerant'.

bought beef fried rice.

then reach home first.

left my mum, dad, younger sis and bro downstairs.

went up in the first lift with elder sis.

opened the freagging gate and opened my sofa bed and SLEEP!
super good siah.

then at night cannot sleep.

rain so heavily and there was this loud thunder.

i like cannot sleep uh!
opened my eyes until i could calm down!

((:
i swear i scarry cad!
((:

then woked up at 9 am.

kinddof late for religous class.

then rush ah!

1030 went out of house.

suprisingly, 1050 reach already!

lols.

then saw naufal there.

i like, close face luhh.

hahas.

asked my elder sis to buy for me drink.

cos i paisey meet naufal!
((:

then go home,

help my sister get ready for the jempotan!
abeh, me and elder sis at home alone.

cool.

watched confession of the shoppaholic.

the hero not hot.

heroin prettaye!
((:
then net-ed.

do chem homework.

tried to finish lit, which i havenot started yettt!
cooked myself a simple dinner.

scrambled egg with bread, chicken patty and a cup of hot milo.

my sister took 2 of the 5 breads and 1 of the 2 chicken patties.

lols.

haiyoo.

i am good at cooking aites.

seriously.

come over to my house and try my cooking.

hingga menjilat kaki tawww.

haha.

currently blogging, friendster&msn.

very super tired.

currently missing,

FARAH DIYANAH
QAISARA FATHIN

ANGELA NG

NUR SABRINA

SAMANTHA TEO

NURUL ALISYA

NADIA NATASHA

ISAEVA MARIA

NUR SYAZIRAH
NUR FILIA

CASS NEO

JENA NEO

(L)

miss alots luhh.

must meet up one day eh.

rinduu giler babi!

adila is so sick with my gile babi!
haha.

everything i say must have gile babi.

haha.

((:

and to eugenia teo hao ning,

THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN ME AND QI EN!
DON'T SPOUTE NONSENSE HORH!

haiyoo!

study hard for MYE!

i very good girl ya'know.

ask Noor Adila Bte Azan!
she knows me well.

hahhahahahs.

aku macam masuk bakul angkat sendiri.

haha.

get what it means?

NO?

your fcuking problem.

going, going,going, gone, gone aaway yeaaa!

xoxo

2009-04-22T18:47:00.001+08:00

Heyyo!
i am currently fed-up with my wireless connection lah!
damnnnnn!

alot about it.
on Wed after school went to eat at macs with jasmine, linghwee and adila.
then met zhenfeng, daniel, arie and wybert!
they super disgusting lah!
put salt at their ice cream!?!?
then i was like wth!
then cliquue came. bt without ayuni!
then linghwee, adila and jasmine left.
and so joined clique!

then we went to the library!
we sat in between some shelves.
then gt loyang sec boys shoot paper at us!
kaninabucheebye!
then they left!
then another grp of boys came and kept saying"SHHHH"
haha.
when they laugh, we said "SHHHHHH"
so freaking funny!

then suddenly gt this staff and came up to us and said cannnot seat between the shelves.
then the grp of boys laughed!
then the staff went to them(which is the behind space where got chair-one shelve after our shelve)
and said you guys also must move!
then our clique laughed real hard!
then they like paisey already!
haha.

i wanted to leave but Ke Xin, kept on waving at them!
haha.
i took picture of the cutest guy among them all!
he showed us the middle finger!
haha.
then Ke Xin kept on waving and showing him the french kiss style!
wtfook!
hahaks.
then at last we got away frm the fucked up library!
met XINNI bby and IRINA bby.
Irina looked so much like Ilina.
ILINA bby was at home sleeping!?!?
hahas.
anyway, when going down the escalator, met Nafis, Leaonard, Niguel, and their clique!
Niguel had new braces on his teeth!
whoohoo.
If i not wrong gt Narash!
i fucking hate Narash lah!
he sec 2 then my cca senior.
he once stepped on my shoe with his fucking heavy booots(that tyme haven't receive full u)
then he became timer, then i march infront of him de,
then he go shout so hard i was like one side can hear well the other not so well.
cos right if you shout so loud at the ear, your ear will like blocked right! thats how my ear was!
haiyoo!

then had loads of fun!
took 358 with TRISH&&AISYAH!
love them(L)
haha.
then trish was supposed to dropp off at the second stop-opp. hai sing there.
then i told her your house nearer is the opposite busstop.
then i asked her to wait until the bus make one full round and dropp off!
but seriously, it is nearer to her house luhh!

haha.
then after that i pang sei them go drop off at the stop after that stop.
i could have stopped at the stop outside Casuarina, which trishh still have yet to know how to spell(!?!?!), then i said i wanna go central. if i drop off there must straight away go home!
haiyoo.
and yea, now i'm homeee!

Just now picked the design for our class t-shirt!
got Aisyah's, Nazurah's, & Fareesa+mine.
me and fareesa combined braons and we came out with 2 designs.
then our design got picked!

Nazurah like very sad siah!
all she do never gt chosen de!
like for example the design for class tee.
then she got elected for chairman, then i gt!
pity her lahh.

but currently, she's the most hated in our class!
i duno why!
haiyoo.
atittude prob maybe!

i actually and seriosly you have so!
change before more ppl hate you dear!

and Mr Sufy is angry cause gt 9 failures for maths test!
i got 3rd highest siah for SA1
cool!
i got distinction for maths...
and it calls for celebrations!
haha,
naa.

WULANDARI SUKMA ROCKS!
hothotheat girl!next time i post her picture if anyone wants her number tell me aites.jkjk.((: then on fri, half day!end sch at 10.after that went to macs with clique but without ayuni.ate big breakfast. wanted to eat the hotcakes.but then change plan!
Benjamin was like, "Eh, Hi!"i was totally having mood swing cos of smth luh!
then i went out of macs the second level there.then aisyah asked me whats wrong.i hate the sight of sumone in the macs lah!
haiyoo!then ate already, ke xin don't like the egg of her burger.then she kept it aside!
then ke xin left some milo over!
then we mixed the milo with chilli, salt, pepper, egg, receipt and Trish's green tea!
super disgusting luhh!then trish, yulikha and aisyah went popular to buy the materials for geog proj.they go buy then me and ke xin listen to music while making the "mixture milo"haha.then saw nat fed corrine to french fries and joell with his gf!
haha,super chio ah joel's gf!
after that saw edmund!he sooooo cutee lahh!
his shoe so small!
he like 120++cm!
cute siah!but attitude like ah-beng wannabe!
hahaks.then we went to trish house!
they do project while, me and ke xin play laptop and comp.i talked to wybert and Nigel through ke xin's msn account!
haha.Nigel sotongg!
lols.no offence la.then we did the army daze 1 the kenny one."I am Kenny Perriera! Ken also can! I can sing, dance and do a fabulous impersonation of MADONNA"haha.i gt the picha but lazy go update!
next time lo.then trish kor and his gf came home!i think they know claudia, ex-loyang de.she also angican high!so much abt that..supposed to go home at 3 but go off at 3.55haha.i reached home at arnd 4 liddat.cos at first nigel said they wanna go nabil house.then he ask me along!i was like, dun wanna!
all boys go!cos nabil stay like a few blocks away, then they ask me for directions!
stoopidddd!
ask the house owner lah!
haiyooooooo!!!
then reach home le, my mum talking to my neighbour!
then my mum said put your bag outsode and buy me newa paper and coke zore first!i was like, "ohkay! faster. i need to pee!"haiyoo.thanks to aisyah, ke xin and yulikha.they made me laugh like hell.till make me wanna pee!
haha.then instead of accompanying them go buy bubble tea,i went home cause i really urgent!when i reach the void deck gt this grp of boys like say, "hi! action sey!"cos i don't bother looking at them muchless entertain their crap!
haiyoo!
then rushed down but instead of from 11th floor to 1st floor, i go sixth floor.i scared mah later the grp of boys disturb me!
then i take staircase down!
buti go the most end one!
haha,then buy le, i walkone big round until the next block to avoid them again!haha,then my juniors who are loitering at the playground keep on disturbing me!
they like, "eh! Syafiqah ah! HELLO!!"i was like FTW!
i closed my face lah.so embarrased!
haha.then i rushed home. cos i need the toilet!run like heck!
then after bathing, i decided to make peace with fareesa.then i called her house.fortunately no one was at home except for her!
then i had a slow talk with her!
i was like crying luhh.then we talked terms.and fareesa also told me that her mum is gonna transfer her to loyang secif she never change her attitude!
then we both made a deal to change our attitude and be good friends again.and yea.watched tv till night arnd 11 plus.while msging amri.amri slept at 10 ++then at 11p.m.yulikha called.hahah.then we talked for a while!lols.i was like telling her again and again, to stop shouting at the phone.haha..stress sey!
then slept arnd 1 plus almost two!was supposed to sleeep earlier cos the next day gt speech day and i doing first aid.then i woke up at 4.30 cos my stomach was super pain!thanks to yulikha who passed her diarrhoe to me!haiyoo.until now siah.then in the end i never go for speech day!padan muke yulikha!
hahas.then now i all alone at home!
i went to the market at 7 in the morning.bought alot of things.my hand like so red carry them!haiyoo!what to do?just endure lah. Special Dedication;Thanks so much to Muhammad Syamsul Amri!Thanks to him that resolved my problem which i bottled up since so long ago.He lent me his ears patiently and told me the right thing to do!Thanks to him that Fareesa and I are friends again!
He brought me to the right path and told me not to neglect my feelings.With this,I hereby thank Muhammad Syamsul Amri or better known as Amrifrom the bottom of my heart!Thanks so much!
Its such a pleasure to be your friend!
((:

If it wasn't for tomorrow,

i wouldn't be here wishing to see you again!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE!

2009-04-19T22:28:00.005+08:00

(left-right)Nazurah, Ayuni, Fareesa, Nabil, Nigel, Ke Xin, Daniel

(back 'row')Jasmine, Ling Hwee, Adila, Yan Yi, Lost auntie

I'm super sorry to Nigel Lim, your face is half-ed.

Fareesa Elda & Muhammad Nabil

SUPER FAREESA'S PHOTOGRAPHY!!

Wybert Tang, They call him teddy!?!?

On wenesday, 15/04/09,

went to malay heritage centre!

met my so-called senior.

she was once a coralite who is working there!

cool.

Then headed to the Sultan Mosque, Shophouses and Arab Street.

((:

that was the coolest trip!

our form teacher never follow.

so our chinese class teacher and the CCM teacher came along.

the chinese teacher, Mr Xia, super racist!

he kept speeking chinese!
but can't really blame him cos he is a chinese national.

so his english is quite poor!

haiyoo.

Jasmine became translator for the day.

the CCM teacher is malay!
she rocks!

then before going home,

jasmine wanted to take picture with the CCM teacher!

so the teacher asked all of us to join in!
then all don't want.

then i join lorh!
then the teacher keep on saying faster join!

then jasmine cannot take it!

she then told the teacher,

"You just shut up!"

the teacher laughed real hard that it ended up to be a candid picture.

next,

on Thursday, had NAPFA!

phew!

i passed ALL!
excet for 2.4 not yet!

omgg!
i efffing scared siah!

then after napfa went to Qi En's house to visit him.

Alot people went there too.

Mr Sufyan also go!
I asked Nabil cary my bag.

then alot more people ask him and Nigel to carry.

then they call them Mary and Maria!
haha.

when wanna go home, Mr sufyan treated those who came,

ice-cream!
cool.

$19 spent!
haha.

supposed $20 but yulikha didn't want.

then all the way home talked and laughed and joked with Mr Sufyan!

Then Nabil carried my bag home.

sent me till my void deck!

met atikah!

i miss her so much!

((:

went home then eat dinner then sleep all the way!

i super tired!

currently got diarrhoe!

i think that's how its spelled!
haha.

keep going in and out from the toilet!

haiyyooo.

hopw i tommorow cure le!

i got to go!

Daddy need to use the comp!

busybody only ah!

My new clique;

Aisyah

Ayuni

Ke Xin

Tricia

Yulikha

Me!

I LOVE YOU GUYS TRUCKLOADS!

:DDDD

goodbye people of the earth!

The Days That Had Just Passed By ((:

2009-04-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

read this and comment!
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In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB) ,
And most people have already got used to Paying And Paying (PAP) .
Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB) .
If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and get more from you.
So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE) ?
With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS) ,
you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA) ,
Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB) .
And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH),
You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund.
If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you,
And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH) .
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE) .
If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the roads.
If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT) ,
OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).

Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax,
Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become
So Expensive and Nothing TO See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!

hahahaa((:

hey its just a normal day perhaps.
and lets forget about the friends rating list aites..
Fareesa Elda, went to KL on Saturday till today and tomorrow then she's coming back to school!
FTW!
haiyoo.
then i had to sit alone lorh on monday..
on tuesday i swopped places with eugenia and sat beside Ayuni!
oh, that chiobu!
she like super chio lorh.
alot people like her.
but weird thing is fpr everybody that likes her, she'll avoid them!
thats why i am not telling who likes her.
even nigel begging to know!

laets talk about lifeeeee!

my new life as a new freaking class chairman sucks luhh.
the whole bunch of one-five-ians, bully me lah!
they keep on sabo-ing me!
like wybert.
ayuni don't know how to answer geog quest then call wybert help her.
then wybert also don't know.
then call me!
stoopidd!
luckily i smart enough to answer luhh.
or else must dance lorh.

haizz.
the lesson before,
jasmine sabo-ed me.
cos mrs Koh said who can answer her correctly can call a girl and a boy to dance.
and so, she got it correct and called upon me and Qi En!
FTW!
since we won the most suitable couple in our class blog!
go and check it out yaww!
www.onefive-ers.blogspot.com

the dance very weird lorh!
must touch his fingers all that
then must roll annd push.
kanasai!
then teacher said, i can choose not to do.
then ofc i chose not to!
she then said that next time the couple MUST dance.
then when she say that Jasmine stared at me?!?!

NCDCC!
we had to wear full U to school just now.
i feel so paisey luhh.
then before entering the class checked if Nabil inside or not.
cos i scared i paisey
then he was inside.
super lucky!
hahaks.
i did that cos he is the only ncdcc cadet in my class.
and he knew that Nazurah like him.
Cos Nigel Lim tell!
hahahahha.
Mind you!
it's LYPS Nabil aites.
got PRCS girl name Afiqah from Elias Park said he hot!?!?
hahahahahahha.
joker siah.

then nabil said somethings that wasn't true lorh.
i shall not eleborate.

just now during STARS,
which stands for Student Action ReaserchS,
Me, Nigel and Nabil is in one group.
cos Fareesa never come,
i was SUPER UBER stressed!
they keep on making jokes.
my stomach felt like bursting from heavy laughter!
((:

then art, Mr Tan came in cos Mdm Hariati never come AGAIN!
this is the Fourth lesson liao lo.
haizz.
then she left us to draw a potrait of our partner.
ayuni drew me!
she draw until so nice lorh!
then i draw like junk! CRAPP!
I AM SORRY AYUNI COS IT DOESN'T RESEMBLE YOU AT
ALL!

omgg.
still, Mr Tan took it from me!
haiyoo....

then just now during cca,
9 people was chose for marching during speech day in the supporting contigent.
i very happy at first then i sad:((
i shall eleborate more on this!

at first i was superr happy that i wasn't chosen cos on that day, i got cheerleading performance!
then something had to dissapoint me!
Sir Wong said the rest will help with first aid and CPR and stretcher!
i was like kaninabuchibai!
must wear full U then wear cheerleading uniform!
hiayoo.
soo much about that!!!

then just now, after cca, we go macs,
me, yasmin, aisyah, arina, ellyqa, dina and nadzirah.
than halfway,
Nadzirah saw her primary school friend then say SAM!!!
then we thought Mr Sam, our Operating Manager who goes there for spot check!
then we all run out luhh.
like ants siah.
so fast run out.
then she go out vry slow we were like "oi! Faster lah!!!"
then she was like , "thats my primary sch friend,"
haiyoo.
we go in again.
and after five minutes,
we go off.
i went off first as they wanna go toilet!
so yea.

then met yasmin while waiting for bus.
then talked to her about HUDA!
she said Fareesa, Me, Kimberley and Izzah is her bestf in primary school.
then i was like, "err ohkkayyy.." sarcastically luhh. DUH!
hahahahaha
she called us the NCDCC girls MINOR!
as in MINAH!
you know what i mean!
she more act minah luhh.
act hot infront of Narash and Niguel!!
Narash go shout at my ear! and stepped on my toe!
he sec two leh!
super what siahhh!
then was like so sorry repeating again and again!
haiyooo!

Benjamin sec 2 is so sweet luhh.
i asked him how to season my beret(pronounciacoun or however its spelled=Beray)
it was the day before my cca so i never bring.
then he only showed me using his hands and palms!?!?!
i was like, "oh, ohkay. oh, ohkay!"
haha.
then just now morning he came to my class and personally taught me how to season.
he fold for me and asked me to put under my thick books.
during cca he asked me for my beret and said he'll bring home and season it for me!
awwh. sweet right!
then he played a song on a guitar during recess.
like super pro lorh!
thank you loads!!!
ily!
friend only!((:

To ANGELA NG YUN KE,
imy truckloads luhh dearest!
You're the bulb to my light!
You're the blood to my veins!
You're the right one for me!

I LOVE YOU DEARLY!!!

takecaree dear,
Syafyqah Mahyrahhhh

hey i got to go!
i wanna watch television le!
good night people of the earth!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

2009-03-26T15:22:00.003+08:00

"dreams come true" never existed.

Hey!

I am back!

Recently, Madam Raihana came to our class and announced that she is gonna be our teacher and its for the rest of the year!

FTW!

omgg.

i act good lah.

duhh.

cos she effing stricty lorh.

then suddenly, mr ho came to our class just now.

everybody was cheering like hell lorh.

i miss him like shit.

very very much!

fareesa was asking me, what if we tell him our first impression of him?

i was like oh-NO!

at first we thought he racist!

but he was very kind, understanding, lovely and AWWH!

he rocks more than you do!

hahaks:]

chemistry test like shit luhh.

ahaha.

lets talk about yesterday!

err.

during CCM,

me and adila was dancing the hannah montana 'Everybody Makes Mistake'

then after the class ends, me and Yulikha danced as we walked to whitesands.

hahaks.

we went to the popular.

then aisyah go toilet without telling us.

then we go outside find her.

then saw Mr Sam,, the Operation Manager!

he was looking at us with his arms crossed!

omgg.

i was so scaredd!

then i said go in, pretend look for science in focus say need it for project.

hahahahaha.

then at last left the place and walk to ehub to eat at kfc.

while walking, we played TRUTH!

super fucking iddiot questions!

yulikha questions very random!

example; you prefer bra or underwear!?!?

hahaks.

then i was already freezing.

so we went home.

aisyah walk home le.

so me and tricia sent yulikha to the bus stop.

then we walked home!

i felt like puking and fainting.

while walking, we saw kenny and eunice.

i didn't responded to kenny but hugged eunice!

i so baddd!

hahaks.

then i asked tricia to send me until the mama shop.

i am sooo sorry to make you travel so far!

SO SORRY!!

thank you though!

i love you luhhh.

then reach home le bathe then sleep.

from 6.10 a.m. till 5.45 a.m.

so longg right!

my head was spinning.

ate medicine like eww!

hahaks.

currently in com lab 4.

fareesa wanna go home.

next post i should post my loves!

cheerios!